Chapter 111: Floating Like a Dream
In the next half an hour, Rong Yue talked about everything that happened after the battle of Nancang and Mu Yunyi, even though those memories were the source of her pain for so long, she was not afraid to mention it......
Hearing Rong Yue's story, Mu Yunyi was shocked, it turned out that the battle of Nancang, since his father and himself evacuated, there were still so many chaos and conspiracies.
"No wonder I haven't heard any news about how I have sent someone to look for you all these years, it turns out that you are in Dongzhao, and Su Yan is also very good, and he has never revealed anything to me."
"Don't blame him, I told him not to tell anyone, not you. I was disheartened at the beginning, and I was determined to cut off contact with the past, just to spend the rest of my life in peace, and then you became a proton and came to Dongzhao, which was really unexpected for me. ”
Mu Yunyi didn't want to mention Su Yan more, so she avoided it: "Then why are you willing to tell me now?" ”
"It's not like seeing so many things happen recently, and seeing that you haven't been out for a few days, I can't rest assured, so I came to look for you." Rong Yue was not prepared to get around this conversation.
A hint of cunning crossed Mu Yunyi's eyes: "Oh? Speaking of which, it turns out that you have been secretly paying attention to my every move. ”
Rong Yue didn't fall for her trick, knocked on the table twice in front of her and said, "You don't want to divert the topic, you know what I mean." ”
"Everything is a dream, and there is no soup in the cup." Mu Yunyi smiled lightly, raised the wine glass and touched the wine glass in front of Rong Yue to himself, and then raised his head and drank it.
"The soup is easy to drink, but it is difficult to let go of the past." Rong Yue snatched the wine glass from Mu Yunyi's hand: "Can you put it down?" ”
Mu Yunyi gently lifted her cheeks and looked at her: "Put it down?" ”
"Well, let me ask you, where did your love affair with him begin and when did it begin to fade? When you hear about him now, do you still have a wave in your heart? As far as I know, it was really helpless for him to marry that Chu Wu, if that's the case, would you still let it go? You don't have to rush to answer me, it's not too late to think about it. ”
Mu Yunyi really fell silent.
When does it start? It was from the first time I saw Su Yan, he bandaged his wounds, and the love he had when he first met him at that time was also a lingering obsession for many years.
When will it fade? It was about the moment when I saw Su Yan blocking his knife for Chu Wu in the Phantom Tower that night.
Mu Yunyi didn't believe in his affection for her, nor did she suspect that he had someone else in his heart, what disappointed her was that she originally thought that Su Yan should always trust herself, she was too sure of the tacit understanding between herself and Su Yan, so when she saw that Su Yan had the slightest misunderstanding about herself, Mu Yunyi couldn't accept it.
In fact, Mu Yunyi has been thinking about it later, she and Su Yan have come to this point, she doesn't blame herself, she doesn't blame him, she only blames their positions for being inherently opposed, Su Yan has too many entanglements and helplessness on his body, and he has too many responsibilities and obligations on his shoulders, and he is the same. So the two gradually drifted apart, even if the love was deep, but the fate was shallow, it was not that they had not worked hard, but they couldn't do it and could leave everything behind without hesitation.
For a long time, Mu Yunyi had been waiting for Su Yan's attitude to be even a sentence, but when Su Yan confided her true feelings to her at the Lantern Festival, she was shocked that she was not as relieved and happy as she imagined.
She became suspicious of her feelings, and even condemned her greed and change of heart at one point.
Until that day, when he received the brocade bag from the little servant of the Zhenguo Mansion and opened it and saw the red rope and green silk, Mu Yunyi did not have the imaginary grief, no resentment, or even disappointment, and only a little regret left in his heart.
Only then did she realize that she had already let go of her hand.
The confusion in Mu Yunyi's eyes gradually faded: "Ah Yue, I'll let it go." ”
"Really?"
"Yes."
recalled that Su Yan said at the Japanese Lantern Festival: "There are too many contradictions between you and me, but everything has me, no matter what happens, you just need to remember that I, Su Yan, will live up to you in this life." ”
This should have been the most reassuring word for her, but unfortunately it came too late, too late.
That night, from beginning to end, there was only Mu Xiu's lost eyes in front of her, and only Mu Xiu's lonely back in her heart.
Mu Yunyi finally realized that the only person who could reassure her now was Mu Xiu.
"Ah Yue, thank you."
Rong Yue saw that the gloomy clouds between Mu Yunyi's eyebrows had receded, and she poured her full wine, "Then we will respectfully 'let go'." ”
"Not busy." Mu Yunyi stopped: "Since I let it go, what about you?" ”
"It's not as easy for me as it gets." Rong Yue smiled bitterly, "I thought I could let go, but I didn't think that even if I escaped from the West Dome, I still couldn't do it." ”
"If you can't let go, don't force yourself." Mu Yunyi held Rong Yue's hand, "Ah Yue, I just hope you promise me that no matter what decisions you make in the future, you must tell me." ”
"Okay, Xiaoyi, I promise you." Even though her heart is like ashes, there is always a trace of warmth in the face of Mu Yunyi, and in this world, now Rong Yue feels that she is not alone, and there is only Mu Yunyi.
Mu Xiu was a little worried when he learned that a man came to Mu Yunyi, but when he heard Bi Ying say that it was Rong Yue, he was relieved, Mu Yunyi had not left the house for a few days, and it was good to go out with her for a walk.
He sat on the roof of Mu Yunyi's house all night, but he didn't see Mu Yunyi return for a long time, and was about to go out to look for it, but he heard a movement in the back door, he looked behind him and saw her dressed as a man, only to see her black hair and high bunch, dressed in a blue robe, stepping on white jade inlaid with silver-rimmed boots, sneaking, looking around into the yard, walking a little drunk, making sure that there was no one around, and hurriedly quietly pushed open the door and slipped into the house.
"I actually ate wine."
Mu Xiu sat on the roof of the house and "peeped" at her, and saw that she looked like a little Langjun who had stolen wine and eaten, and only felt very cute.
There was no movement in the room after a plop, Mu Xiu softly rolled down the roof, and saw through the crack in the window that Mu Yunyi really hadn't taken off his shoes and clothes, and the quilt was not covered, and he fell asleep on the bed obliquely.
He walked in quietly and covered her with a quilt, "The amount of alcohol has never been bad, how much wine have you drunk today." ”
was about to leave, but found that Mu Yunyi was holding something in his hand, and when he looked closely, it was the familiar blue brocade cloth, which was wrapped in a strand of long hair wrapped in a red rope. He immediately understood whose order Zheng Bo said that day and what he sent.
"It's hard these days." He gently put Mu Yunyi's hand under the brocade quilt and turned to leave.
When he returned to his Fog Hidden Pavilion, he found that Jiang Zhe was already waiting in the study.
"Master, there's news from the Ethereal Continent."
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