Chapter 100: Dove Poison

Mo Xi sat on the stool, looking at me with teary eyes and crying.

It turned out that it was Huo Shu who let her out, and now Huo Shu's dignified second-grade guards with knives were demoted to the guards of the Imperial Forest Army of the Shangsi Bureau, because of the meritorious escort, so they were only demoted and punished, and Bai Zhi, a cup of dove poison has been dead for more than half a year, Mo Xi said, Huo Shu told her that Bai Zhi was already pregnant for a month at that time, and all the palace people in Yilan Hall were also dead, and the guards who escorted me all the way were sentenced to death, and the initiator of all this was me

It was my irresponsible escape that caused Bai Zhi to lose his life, Huo Shu to lose his wife and children, and dozens of innocent people to lose their lives.

"Then the Huo guards are afraid that they hate me to death, how can they let you out" At this moment, I couldn't cry anymore, my heart was like a knife, and my mouth was full of fishy sweetness, which was better than just now.

Mo Xi looked at me and sobbed even more, "Zhi'er's last words to Huo Guards are to let him protect his master no matter what, otherwise she won't be blind."

Speaking of this, Mo Xi couldn't hold back any longer, and howled and cried, and the entire inner hall was her whimpering regret, "Master, Huo Guard is a person who understands, he let the slave and maid out, and sent the slave and maid to the only way for the prince to leave the palace to stop the driver, and also asked the slave and the maid to beg the master, no matter what, please ask the master to let Zhi'er sink her grievances one day, otherwise, the ancestral hall of the Huo family"

The person who wears the sin is not allowed to enter the ancestral hall of the clan after death, this is the rule of the Southern Dynasties, every time those grandmothers train people, they will scold, "No matter how long they are, they will anger the nobles, and they will not even be able to stand a tablet after death." ”

I heard a light voice in my ears, chirping like a bird all day long, but it was not annoying.

"Sister Sang Ma is also afraid that she will wronged her master on the road."

"Master, wait until the slave and maid catch a small fish for you and roast it."

"It's not a saying about what fish and what goose, it must be a beauty like the master."

Zhi'er, my good Zhi'er, it's me who is not good, it's my willfulness that caused you to lose your life, your reputation was lost, you didn't look blind to death, and you took the trumped-up responsibility for it, thinking of this, I couldn't suppress the fishy sweetness in my mouth anymore, and I just felt that a mouth actually vomited blood.

Mo Xi was frightened, tears were still hanging on his face, and his expression changed greatly and shouted, "Master, master, what's wrong with you?"

But I watched her appearance become more and more blurred, her brain became more and more clear, her heart was pulling one after another, the pain was increasing, and she wanted to speak, but she opened her mouth but was choked by the blood in her mouth, coughed twice, and her eyes turned black and she fainted.

When I woke up again, I opened my eyes and looked at the veil on my head, only to feel that my eyes were still so blurry, and I was shocked in my heart, and I wanted to sit up, but I couldn't lift my strength, so I had to open my mouth and shout, "Moxi, Moxi"

"Master, you're finally awake." Mo Xi's voice was a little anxious, maybe she was right next to me, because as soon as I finished speaking, I felt a pair of hands grab my fingertips.

I was about to say that I was fine, but I heard a man's voice ringing in my ears, "Jiu'er, how are you feeling???? Is this voice him him?

How could it be him, he should be waiting for the crown princess at the gate of the palace now, how could he be here.

"Jiu'er, look at me, where else are you uncomfortable" I turned my head to look at the place where the sound came from, only to feel a bright yellow swaying my eyes, trying to see clearly but it was a blur, but the more blurred I tried, the face was obviously close at hand.

This scene is becoming more and more like a dream, am I really dreaming, a little hesitant, but still asked the man without giving up, "Are you Ziqing, am I still dreaming." ”

"Yes, I'm Ziqing." Hearing my voice, the man grabbed my hand more and more vigorously, and explained a little anxiously, "Jiu'er, you didn't dream, I am the real Ziqing." ”

It's really him.

"But why can't I see your face clearly" At this moment, my heart was filled with joy and sorrow, and a stream of hot tears welled up again, blurring my vision even more.

The warm, slightly dry hands caressed my cheeks, wiped away the tears, and the tone was much gentler, "You are too sad for a moment of mood swings, so you affect your heart and induce palpitations, and your eyes are also affected." ”

Seeing my expression suddenly changed in surprise, he hurriedly said, "It's okay, the doctor told me to rest for two days and take the medicine on time, so I can naturally see it clearly, but I am afraid that the palpitations are about to fall to the root of the disease." ”

"Ziqing" Even if I really covet this moment of warmth, but I and him can't go back.

Once upon a time, I was a young imperial concubine, and I only lost a name, he was an unknown prince, not taken seriously, we could talk about the world, and we could secretly delusional.

But now, time has passed, I am still the emperor's concubine, his so-called elder, and he, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, the future prince, is afraid that the sip of those civil officials can drown me and pull him down from a high position.

Secretly retracted the hand held by Ziqing, even though I couldn't see clearly at the moment, I could still feel Mo Xi standing next to my bed, "Mo Xi, what about the red sleeves?"

"The red sleeves haven't come back yet, don't worry, master, no one knows that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has come in." Mo Xi's voice was a little excited.

"Oh, then send His Royal Highness the Crown Prince out, I'm afraid the Crown Princess is still waiting." I pretended to be calm and made myself look a little indifferent, but my heart was quietly tugging again, and every word was painful.

I don't know what Ziqing's expression is, I only vaguely saw the figure in front of me stunned, and he paused for a moment before he spoke, slightly bitter, "Jiu'er, I know you blame me, Bai Zhi's thing is that I didn't do a good job, and she is also the emperor's decree, I can't disobey it."

"I don't have anything to blame, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince naturally has a reason for doing this, and the harem is not the place where His Highness should come." I don't want to hear him say those words anymore, those words are sharper than a knife, and what an affectionate name.

Ziqing didn't seem to hear my words, and began to instruct Mo Xi, "Sang Ma, take care of your master, and this palace will come back another day." He sighed heavily at me again, "What I promised you will be fulfilled, don't be disappointed in me." With that, he stood up and turned to leave.

Give me the freedom to be granted

I can't think anymore, I can't think about it anymore, there are too many things today, this is the second time I have such despair, the first time is when I know I can't go back, but this time the despair is even worse than the last time, desperate to die, so desperate that I have lost my enthusiasm for life.

The lives of those innocent people, this alone will make me eat tasteless and sleepless at night in the future, this is to torture my heart. Those feelings and loves, they are all fake, how can a person with such a fragile life bear such heavy feelings, how can I be so despicable, how can I be worthy of those affectionate and righteous feelings.

As long as I think of the bleeding at the corners of Bai Zhi's mouth, the face tortured by the dove poison is pale, and I am in pain, but I am at ease in Qingzhou, at this moment I can't wait to stab myself to death, pay for Bai Zhi's life, and the unborn baby.