This time, Li Erhua really understood what it meant to say that if you don't do it, you won't die, she regretted it for the first time in her life, she regretted provoking a man, no, the male dignity of a male god......

In the past, in novels, it was three days that made you unable to get out of bed, hehe, by her time, it has been three years since she came out of the sea of death......

In the past three years, at first, Tianyi was like a child who had discovered a magical toy, crazy wanting, crazy exploration, he didn't know that there was such a happy and satisfying thing, Li Erhua also went from pretending not to want at the beginning, to really crying and shouting not to......

Later, he began to explore and learn various postures, various ways of playing, and he was simply fascinated, in short, in a word, the two of them could write a big meat essay of more than 100,000 words in the past three years.

It's that exaggerated......

She wanted to understand the outside world, but she could only be held by him, and while looking at the outside world through the screen, she couldn't describe it to him......

Don't talk about these things that make people's kidneys, talk about the outside world, she and Tianyi suddenly disappeared, Buddy searched frantically at the beginning, and then began to decadent, drinking in the temple every day, lying on her bed and getting drunk, no one persuaded it, no competition, no duel.

Li Erhua really couldn't see it, so he said that he had moved his own vinegar king, so that he could meet Buddy again. (Of course, some indescribable conditions were also promised to a certain teddy pig...... ）

Originally, Tianyi had to follow her, but when he saw that she was really angry, he waited obediently.

Buddy opened his eyes dimly, he was still lying on the big bed she had been lying on, he was half awake from the wine, and the cold reality had re-entered his mind.

She's gone, they're gone, and there's no point in everything...... He was so cautious that they were gone......

Just as he was about to reach for the wine bottle beside the bed, he smelled a familiar smell of roast mutton, he opened his eyes sharply, sat up and looked.

As she had seen for the first time, she sat by the fire, roasting mutton, and when she saw him awake, she smiled and waved to him.

"Yo~ The little cub is awake, don't grind when you wake up, come and eat meat, this time you didn't break your hands and feet, don't think about me serving you!"

Buddy's whole body trembled, and for a moment he had a stomach full of grievances like a child, he hurriedly got out of bed and ran over barefoot, and called cautiously,

"Old ...... Teacher? ”

"What is old, you are old, hurry up and eat!"

Li Erhua rolled her eyes and stuffed a leg of mutton in his mouth.

Buddy whimpered and swallowed the meat, took the leg of mutton and ate it carefully, and looked at Li Erhua tightly, for fear that she would disappear again if she was not careful.

Suddenly, his body stiffened, and the hand he had longed for for a long time touched his face for the first time, he didn't dare to move, for fear that it was an illusion, and he thought that he hadn't washed for a long time, it must be dirty, and he hurriedly tried to avoid it.

Li Erhua spoke,

"If you're not careful, you'll grow up......"

Buddy was stunned, his nose was sore, and hot tears were about to pour out of his eyes, he hurriedly lowered his head and didn't want her to see his embarrassment, but listened to her continue to speak softly.

"It's been hard to like me all these years, right?"

Buddy looked up suddenly, looking at her incredulously, she, she had always known......

"Buddy, I saved you, but I also made you harder......"

"Nope! No! Hey, liking you has always been my willing, and I never feel hard! I know I'm not worthy of a teacher, I've always known it, but I still can't help but like it, I'm not hard! It's true! ”

"Isn't it hard? So how did you end up like this......"

"It's because! It's because of me, I thought you were gone! Don't want me anymore! ”

Buddy finally buried the panic in his heart for years and roared,

"I'm afraid that even you will disappear, and I won't want me anymore, I will become a person again, no one in this world loves me and likes me, and the people who shout outside like me are just looking at my current scenery!

I never ask you to love me and like me, just stay with me! Please, stay! Don't leave me alone, I can be obedient! ”

Li Erhua looked at Buddy, who was as helpless as a child in front of her, sighed slowly, said sorry to Tianyi for the time being, reached out and hugged Buddy in his arms for the first time, and patted his back gently.

Buddy didn't react at first, and then hugged Li Erhua tightly like a treasure.

Li Erhua ignored the mess on Buddy's body, and just responded softly,

"Who says I don't like you? You're my only student, who do I dislike you like? I know what you want, but Buddy, I know you, simple love between men and women can't satisfy you, you just want security. ”

"Teacher...... I ......"

"Buddy, when I saved you, you had nothing, not even your life, and you were as dirty as you are now."

"Hmmm......"

"But I just want to save you, I want to see what kind of life such a little dirty ghost will come out of if he has a chance to live."

“……”

"But now you're back to the same ...... you were back to."

“…… Teacher, I'm sorry to disappoint you......"

Buddy choked,

"Alas...... It's not your fault, Buddy, it's my fault, all this time, I forgot to tell you. ”

“…… What ......"

“…… Our family Buddy has done a great job, has always done a great job, and the teacher likes Buddy the most...... Buddy, you're the pride of your teacher, really. ”

When Li Erhua said the first sentence, Buddy's tears could no longer be controlled, he could no longer control his long-term grievances and sadness, and cried.

"Buddy, what you did, the teacher has seen it, and the teacher will never leave you, because you will always be my good boy...... You've done enough over the years, really. ”

“…… Erhua ...... Teacher ......"

"Well, I'm here, Buddy, I saved you, never to make you live to cater to anyone, including me, from beginning to end, I only want you to live for yourself......"

“…… I ......"

"You're no longer Buddy who used to be nothing, you're no longer Buddy who needs to rely on anyone to live, you've grown up."

Buddy had a hunch that what Li Erhua was going to say next might not be a good thing, so he hugged Li Erhua in a panic and wanted to stop it, but Li Erhua spoke up first.

“…… Buddy, you're strong enough to rely on yourself...... You're no longer the Buddy guy who can be bullied by others at will, so it's time for you to learn to love yourself and give yourself a sense of security.

Even if I'm leaving one day, my favorite Buddy is still here......

To love him, to rely on him, to protect him, to live for him, to accompany him through his life, okay? I'll always like him, he's never lonely...... The greatest sense of security we should have is ourselves. ”

The more Buddy cried, the more fierce he became, like a child, "Don't go, don't go, please don't go." ”

"Buddy, there is no banquet in life, you have to learn to accompany yourself on your own life path."

"Woo don't go, don't go...... I beg you to ......"

Buddy fell to his knees crying and pleading......

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