Hey, it's going to be a final exam recently, so the focus is on studying, and there's no time for anything else, so I haven't written for a long time, but studying still has to be important......... →_→

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Is it possible for me to do this???? How is it possible, how to eat, drink and have fun when the exam comes, how to be happy and how to live (*^▽^*) ~~~~ I went to hi skin today~~~

I think it's all about grades anyway, and when others ask, they ask about grades, oh! You have good grades, even if you don't work hard, others take it for granted that you have worked hard, oh, you don't have good grades, even if you work hard, what's the use?? Therefore, it is one thing to work hard or not, and the test score is the key.

Temporary cramming, I am such a student, the key is that this Buddha's foot is quite effective

Don't put too much pressure on yourself, just be happy...

Hey, this week, I heard the news of Ben Xi's departure, and my heart is still very unpleasant, I remember that I liked her songs when I was in the third or fourth grade, but then I slowly didn't pay much attention to her, I remember Tuesday, there was a music class, because the final exam was coming, so the teacher put music for us to listen to and learn at the same time, and played several songs in a row, I thought it was very good, and I wanted to search for her when I went home, her voice was really good, Ben Xi is really a good singer! (*^▽^*)

As a result, a few minutes before the evening reading, I heard the team leader say to the deputy squad leader sitting behind me that Benxi committed suicide, saying that it was because of depression, I didn't believe it at the time, I didn't take her words seriously at all, and the deputy squad leader didn't believe it, but the team leader took out his mobile phone and gave it to the deputy squad leader, I also went to see it, I took a look! It's news! At that moment, I had to believe... It was very uncomfortable at that time, and it was even more uncomfortable when I heard that she was only 22 years old (๑ १д१)

Finally on Friday, as soon as I got home, I picked up my phone and searched for this news, it was not very detailed, I went to listen to her songs again, and watched those barrages, in which some people said that Benxi was not dead, but was blocked, based on: Why did you die for three days before sending an obituary? Why didn't the police find out? Why didn't there be news of the funeral? Why did the city know about it on the first day of release, and there was no news on the second day??? Why did she release a new song the day before she died??

"I Dream I Dream I Dream" is her last song, and the lyrics in it ...... It's a bit like herself...

Anyway, it's best not to leave, but Benxi's song is really good (╥╯^╰╥)......

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All right! Let's change the style! It's also what happened this week, we took the sports test this week, running...

I think a lot of things have to be foiled, it depends on who is the one who is foiled and who is the foil, such as running, our exam is four or four together, so, this is not only the exam, but also the competition, I think, no matter how fast you run, if you are too close to others, you can see that you are running fast, on the contrary, as long as you throw others far away, then even if you are slow under the backdrop of others, you look fast

Maybe you will say that the strength of those who can leave others far away must not be bad! NONONO~ There will always be a few fat, poor physical strength, and those who don't take the competition exam seriously in every class! If you meet this kind of classmate, even if your strength is not good.........

This...... I did Yin's foil (-ι_-) four people, I and Yin are in a group, the other two physical strength is average, not a problem, Yin is my biggest opponent, I should be thrown by Yin about a meter (; I don't know how far those two classmates were dumped, hey... It's a bad feeling to be a foil, but ...... The important thing is the grades, isn't it? 200 meters, Yin 25s and I 26s

It's okay...

The most important thing is to throw a solid ball!! (•́へ•́ ╬)

Our class was the last to take the exam because the teacher who invigilated our exam... Secretary, he's very busy, he only has time on Thursday, I can't do solid balls, I throw five meters at most, six meters, we take the exam during class time, so there is only our class on the playground, and the shame will not be thrown to other homes...

The first to take the test was the boys, and we girls watched from the sidelines, and I watched them throw so far one by one, and my hands were in a cold sweat, Mom!! Shame on you!! It's over!!

It's time for the girls, and I look at them one by one, and I'm even more nervous! I want to hurry up and die early! If you don't think of me, you can hide!

In the end, it was my turn, and I looked like I was going to die! Just as I was bending my waist back and about to get up and throw it, I heard the boy next to me let out "Eh, eh! "But I didn't pay attention at the time, and besides, I was already up, and I had to send it!

I threw my hand! Foot jump! Before I could see how far I could throw it, my foot suddenly slipped! As soon as the body went down, I subconsciously stretched out my hand to support it, so my upper body didn't hit the ground, but the lower half of my body fell to the ground, and at that time, I heard the boy next to me make a sound of "wow~~~~".

I was stunned for a moment, and then I stood up calmly from the ground, and when I stood up, the female sports commissioner on the side gave me a hand, and asked me if there was something wrong? At that time, my heart was still warm, because I heard other classmates say that she was very unself-loving in the first year of junior high school, and she was beaten by a girl who liked that boy because she had a boy, and I didn't usually communicate with her, although it was just a small move, but I was still moved...

At this time, the secretary strode over! Pointing to the group of boys, he angrily asked, "Who did it!" Stand out! "Not a single person came forward

What tripped me was a solid ball, I guess that person was unintentional, because the ball always had to be thrown back after being thrown, I guess the student who picked up the ball on the opposite side threw the ball back with too much force, and then the ball was about to roll to another place, and the other students saw it and kicked it back, but I didn't expect it to roll to my feet

When the secretary was trying to find the murderer, I kept shaking my right hand, my right hand was numb, there was nothing wrong with my left hand, and it was useless to shake it around, but I knew that it didn't affect how far I could throw it, because I didn't feel that my right hand was weak, but felt more powerful! I heard a male classmate next to me probably notice my move, and he said, "If you get your hand, you can't throw it far."

I'll hear it! My heart will be happy! That's not bad! I can't throw it far, you can't blame me! Who hurt me! Hahaha!!

The secretary evacuated all the classmates, not letting them get so close to the "players", and only let a boy pick up the ball next to him and hand it to others, and when I was about to throw it, I heard the teacher ask the classmates next to me, "This kid fell, right?"

"Uh-huh!"

"Then I have to let her throw it a few more times, and she fell quite hard, and she fell to her knees..."

In fact... You think too much, I really don't have anything, it's just that my hands, my pants are dirty, my right hand is red and numb, and I scratch a little bit of skin... Nothing more! But then I found out that my knees were bruised, but it's not a big deal!

I made a quick decision and threw it three times, everyone only had three chances, and the boy next to me asked me if I still threw it? I shook my head, I just wanted to leave quickly, I only seemed to throw about five meters six, and then friendship, six meters!

Finally the next person, I walked to the girls' observation area, several girls came to help me, asked this and that, my heart was warm, then tears welled up, I quickly lowered my head, my hair also drooped, I pretended to want to pat off the dust on my pants, in fact, my eyes blinked quickly, trying to force the tears back

Many of my classmates came to care about me, and I suddenly felt that it was good to be injured! So many people care about me, so many people pay attention to me, I think it's strange, I like a person, I don't like to be too high-profile~ But why is it ...... this time?

I wrote it this time, and I don't know when I wrote it next time, and the reasons for not writing it: 1. I'm too lazy

2. Don't want to write

3. If you want to play with your phone, it takes a lot of time to write it once

4. I found that writing this did not help me in writing essays, although I didn't come for this purpose at first, but I found that every time I wrote this essay has become very difficult and terrible, so I don't write often

5. I've now become a handwritten journal again because... There are some things that you might as well know by yourself

Why do you write today?

1. I haven't written it for a long time

2. The solid ball incident has never been written in the diary, so I wrote it here~

I rarely come back to 17k now, but I'm not going to give up! It's hard to write so much! But pinch... I don't know when we will meet next time~ Bye-bye!

That's right! Today seems to be the last day of 2016! so……

Happy New Year's Day!

Happy New Year!

Although you have heard or seen it many times...

886！ (*^ω^*)