Chapter 121: A Life Without Choice
Although I have only been in two classes, I am almost catching up with the progress of school, so the lunch class is mainly review and lectures. The knowledge points learned so far are not too difficult, most of the topics can be understood by the girls themselves, and Bai Ye only needs to explain to her the parts she doesn't understand.
It was half past two in the afternoon when all the empty questions were dealt with, and there was still a while before the scheduled end of class, and the girl looked at Bai Ye with anticipation and wanted to listen to the story, when the doctor walked in and asked the girl to go for a test immediately, the girl pouted, but still obediently began to prepare.
"Then I'll go back to school first, and I'll come back after class."
"Hmm!"
The girl smiled softly and watched Bai Ye leave, although they didn't get along for a long time, she always felt like they had known each other for a long time, Bai Ye's patience and gentleness made her feel warm in her heart, and in so many years, he was the first person willing to support her ideas.
When I returned to school, it was still early, one roommate was on a lunch break, and the other two were not there, and Bai Ye hadn't been able to take a good nap since the beginning of school, so he put away the books he needed for class for a while and lay down lightly, and soon fell asleep.
During this not very long lunch break, he had a shallow dream, in which he saw Chen Xiaodi, who was standing in the rain in the beautiful dress of her birthday, looking at him quietly, smiling softly. Bai Ye wanted to walk to her side, but no matter how he walked, he couldn't get close.
The vibration of the alarm clock woke Bai Ye from his sleep, and he sat up suddenly, his heart was beating so fast that he could even hear his own heartbeat.
Why...... Do you have such dreams......?
Turned over and got out of bed, and after washing his face with cold water, Bai Ye went out with his roommate, the class was a little boring, but the way the teacher of this class taught was very interesting, so the students enjoyed listening to her class. Bai Ye sat by the window, quietly looking out the window, he tried to concentrate on the lecture, but the dream at noon made him feel very uneasy, and he couldn't concentrate.
This class passed in a daze, what was the class when it was and what it is now, Bai Ye and his roommate went to the cafeteria together, and asked them to borrow his class notes at night, and several people were extremely shocked when this remark came out, and Bai Ye, a good student, would actually have a time when class was on a business trip.
"You don't even have a good time listening to the lectures! What do you want to go? ”
"Nothing, nothing."
Bai Ye was faint, quietly immersed in eating, Chen Xiaodi once had a very similar dream, at that time he had a dream with her, and now he comforted himself like this, but found that his heart still could not be completely calm.
When she came to the hospital again, the girl had already eaten dinner and was waiting for class, and Bai Ye gathered her mind and began to explain today's lesson to her. The girl herself had seen some of it in advance, so the lesson was moving quickly, and now she has already talked about what she learned in school the previous week.
Up to now, Bai Ye found that the girl was no longer limited to listening to him, if it was the knowledge she could understand, she would directly ask Bai Ye if it was right to understand it this way, and if there was a problem, Bai Ye would explain it to her, and if there was no problem, she would quickly summarize it and then move on.
"You have a strong self-learning ability, which is very suitable for studying, and if you can maintain this state, it should be much easier to study in college."
"I hope so, now I don't understand some of the things that follow, and I don't know how to deduce some places."
"Don't be so anxious, knowledge needs to be accumulated little by little, and if you understand everything, you don't have to stay in school and listen to the teacher."
"That's right."
"Many exams in universities are not mandatory, and the school does not provide unified tutoring, and many times you need to study on your own. There is also self-consciousness and self-discipline, most of the teachers in the university have to bring practice in addition to teaching, and they don't have time to stare at you to study, so in college, it is not uncommon for those students who originally had good grades to fail the course. ”
"Well, the teachers often have a little bit of hard time in the three years of high school, and it will be easy when they get to college."
"Actually, this is not absolute, for example, my girlfriend, the class schedule in the freshman and sophomore years is very tight, the course content is a little difficult, and I have to do experiments on weekends, plus the work of the student union, there is actually very little rest time, but classes in college are not as intense as in high school, and there is not always homework, so I will have more time for myself than in high school."
"Are exams hard at university?"
"I don't think it's too difficult, but it's not necessarily, the exam of her major is not so easy, and it took some time to prepare for the exam in several professional courses before she successfully passed."
"Teacher Bai, your sister was preparing for the exam, is she going to take the graduate exam?"
"Hmm."
"Wow, that's amazing!"
"She is not in good health, and it is the best choice for her to continue her studies, after all, most jobs are tiring, and her body can't stand it."
"But...... It's hard to get into graduate school, right? ”
"Well, the school she wants to get into is also very difficult, so her preparation will be extremely hard."
Bai Ye was gentle, his eyes were a little worried, Chen Xiaodi hadn't complained to him during this time, and he seemed to be in good shape every time he videod, he didn't know if it was really calm or if she deliberately covered it up and didn't want him to worry, but as far as he was concerned, he naturally hoped that it was the former.
"But the harder it is, the more challenging, right? If you get in, wouldn't it be very rewarding? ”
"yes."
Bai Ye nodded and smiled softly.
"And she is such a person, the more difficult things she likes to challenge, and the more complex things she has, the better she has to do them, and the success she always achieves will last longer and be more meaningful."
"I think my sister's is very reasonable, although many simple things can also make people get ahead, but for themselves, only by constantly surpassing the past self can they become better. Staying the same and being bold are both ways of life, but the choices are different. ”
At this time, the girl's parents were standing outside the door, and these words fell on their ears, and they only got along with Bai Ye for a short time, and they found that their daughter had indeed changed a lot.
"She's said something similar, and I've always felt that the two of you are actually quite alike."
"I'm not as good as my sister, she can make decisions for herself bravely, but I ...... I have always listened to my parents, and when I think about it, it seems that nothing is my own choice, everything is arranged for me......"
The girl looked softly, and the light in her eyes dimmed a little.
"Do you like this kind of life?"
"I don't know ......"
Bai Ye looked at the girl in front of him, and suddenly felt that the children of rich families were not so good, especially when their parents were elites.