Alas,It's so sad.,╭(╯ε╰)╮The number of people who read it has been maintained at 88.,It's not that I like this book quite a lot.,I really want to write it.,I guess I'll abandon the article again.,Until now, I don't know if anyone likes to read.,So far, there are only two people in the book review who have spoken... I didn't say I liked this book, and I don't know if anyone has collected this book, and I looked through their bookshelves for the two commenters, and none of them collected...

People who like it don't say a word.,I don't know if anyone likes ╭(╯ε╰)╮ There were always one or two people who read a chapter before.,But now it's rare to see a person to watch.,More than 30 people watched this week.,I don't know.,What will be the result next week?

My goal has always been to write enough 30,000 words, and then to sign a contract, try to make a little money by myself, I always thought that as long as the code is enough for 30,000 words, I can go to the signing book can be put on the shelf, now I am almost enough for 20,000 words, I thought that the signing was not far away, I know that now I have just found out, not as long as you write enough 30,000 words, you will definitely sign a successful contract, no one supports, no one cares who will sign with you?

Even if you sign a contract, no one pays attention, no one looks at it, no one likes it, and no one supports it, so what's the point? It's not all about making money, it's more about getting recognition from others...

Once my dream was to be an actor, because I think the actor is very good, I am not in her halo, but it can make a lot of works, I think that an actor starred in a TV series or movie, this TV series or movie is formed by their own efforts, I will feel a sense of accomplishment when the TV series or movie I starred in is broadcast, when it can get the love of many people, the attention of many people, and the support of many people, I will feel very happy, and feel that all this I have done is worth it, On the contrary, if no one cares, cares, cares, and supports what you have worked hard and sweat for, then this time it seems so meaningless and worthless

Maybe this metaphor is not so appropriate, not so distinct, but my meaning is in it, and I also know that actors are not all smooth sailing, but ............

I feel like I've worked very hard, I don't usually observe the things around me, but since I started writing this book, I've been observing what special things happen around me to write about, I will understand the truth from it, even if it's a small thing, this week I have been observing everyone around me almost all the time, and I have also realized some truths, that is, the memory is not good, the study pressure is very heavy, so I forgot a lot, so I decided, next week, I will take a note, Even though there is a lot of homework and a lot of pressure from the teacher, I will always find time to add luster to my work

I'm a very lazy person at home, because I'm really tired at school, so when I get home I relax, I'm too lazy... Even if you don't bother to go to the toilet, you can't bother to go to get a bottle of water to drink too much, but... I typed out this book word by word from beginning to end! I don't have a transliteration function! You may say that this is just a matter of moving your fingers, which author is not like this, but it is not easy for a lazy person like me

Just like the book I wrote before, "How Do You Choose New Love and Old Love", why did it stop changing, the first reason is because no one supports it, no one reads it, and the second reason is because I am lazy I don't want to write anymore, I feel so tired

I'm actually interested in that book... At first, I really wanted to write.,After all, it's the first time I try.,That's when I didn't like it very much.,Because after all, it's just unreal.,It's not that I really happen and I can't write so real people are not very good in their hearts... Express it out

But this book is different, this book is my real experience, I can feel and understand the character's heart, to be precise, my heart, I still like this book very much, even if no one supports me, I want to write it down, even if I am busy and tired, no matter how much homework I have, I will squeeze out time to write this work......

All right! Now let's talk about what happened to me on Wednesday!

Our new Chinese teacher has such a habit, she will use a class or a self-study to let us write an essay, today is no exception, she gave us a class time to write an essay, I am still full of confidence in this composition, because I am still confident in my Chinese composition ability

At private school, I was praised by my teachers for my writing skills

I'm looking forward to the teacher's evaluation of this essay because I think I should be able to get a high score*^_^*

I've been looking forward to the results of my essay very, very much, and the teacher's correction is still quite fast, and it will be sent down soon!

I sat in the front row, no, because I was short, because the teacher arranged the seats one by one, and my name was very back, no, because my grades were poor, because of my name, the first letter was in the back, so when I arrived, there were only seats in the first row, so I sat in the first row

I saw that the Chinese teacher was holding a composition text in his hand, and there were several essays in a special way, and I knew that it must be excellent compositions, and I thought there should be mine (>_<) in it

The teacher started to read the excellent essays and read the names of the classmates

I was expectant and excited, hoping that my name would pop out of the teacher's mouth, but ......... My name didn't come up until the end

I'm a little disappointed, no! I was disappointed... As soon as the homework book came down, my heart was even more disappointed, and my heart was broken, 72 points............

It seems that I have experienced this kind of thing a lot, and this book is the best example...

At first I thought I could get a lot of people to save the book, it would be very popular, but in the end......

So be it... @_@I'm not going to give up the book, I'm going to stick to it, even if no one approves of me...