Chapter 144 Please, Hold On
All of this is like a flower in the mirror in Gu Ruxi's eyes, the source of the water, all of them are vague, feeling that his soul is wandering, and even feeling that his soul is not his body, it is completely empty.
Qiao Lin gently picked her up and leaned into his arms, looking at her chapped lips, all scarred, her hair was messy, her skin fell to the ground, and the whole person was already in a state of malaise, and it was in a state of unconsciousness that was muddy and turbid.
The heart seems to be stabbed by a sharp arrow and it hurts so hard to breathe, what kind of person dares to treat him so small, these people are really unlikely to be completely narcissistic about such a woman, women actually dare to do such a thing, is there really no fear of being damned?
He bowed his head and leaned down to her ear lovingly, patting him gently on the back, hoping to give him some encouragement, hoping to keep him a little awake in the process, because there was no way to help them at this time, only to pray that God would start to be gracious.
But there was nothing, Gu Ruxi was still very weak, although she squinted her eyes for a while, she was still not fully awake in her whole feeling state, and she was completely on the verge of collapse.
Or to describe the brink of desperation.
Her limp body was dying, her hands drooped weakly, and her pale skin was stained with shocking blood stains and scars.
Qiao Lin felt helpless in his heart, felt suffocated and painful, he didn't believe that such a tragic thing would happen in front of him at all, he wouldn't even believe that it was all a dream, but the woman in front of him was so fragmented.
"Xixi...... Please don't fall asleep, please open your eyes and see, I beg you, I'm here, I've come here, don't leave me, never leave me, you leave me forever, I can't live...... Xixi ......"
The man's voice whispered her name, and the sadness of the child's life was extremely unforgettable, an unspeakable discomfort, he felt that he had reached a feeling of confidence deep in his heart, he was so helpless at this time, he really couldn't let anyone want him to get this emotion out of control.
Qiao Lin kept crying, kept looking at all this in front of him, he hoped that God would make this girl open her eyes again, but this girl was completely paralyzed in his arms, like a rag doll that had lost her life.
He loves this girl, he loves him, he loves her forever, he loves him from a very young age when he remembers when he was 8 years old, when he saw this girl for the first time, he was deeply attracted to her, in order to love her for so many years, he has never given up.
Why is God so cruel and cruel at this time, but he deprives a girl of her youth.
It's not even too late to take it seriously and give her a promise.
I don't even have the guts to shout frankly and generously in front of him, I love you.
Isn't it cowardly, too cowardly to yourself, you are constrained by various forces, so that you can't move in this world for a single time, and you compromise directly, but to my beloved woman, I hurt again and again.
He now completely feels like the tragic Romeo and Juliet.
If Juliet had died tonight, Romeo would never have survived alone tonight.
He has made up his mind, no matter what, he will become a butterfly like this, maybe no one in another world will use such so many schemes to oppress them, he will no longer have to bear so much pressure from a family, he can fly with his beloved woman to turn into a butterfly, how beautiful it would be then.
Qiao Lin hugged the girl helplessly and muttered.
"Xixi, do you know? I'm really cowardly, I'm really stupid, I really feel like I've really missed many opportunities now, I shouldn't have given up so easily, let alone let you marry the Zhao family, it's all my fault, there is this tragedy and I started to speak from my side, in fact, after so many years, I tell you that I really love you, I really can't leave you, I really can't leave you, you are so important, you have played an irreplaceable role in my life......"
"Xixi, for so many years, I know why we have been so close to each other, why I have not dared to give you any promise for so many years, I have always kept a certain distance from you, but I have surrounded you tightly, I know that all this is my fault, it is my cowardice, it is my cowardice that has caused me to be in the situation I am today, if everything can come back again, I want to say to you that I really love you, I will never give up, I love you I really love you......"
"Xixi, do you know? I met you when I was 8 years old, I was deeply fascinated by you, then do you still remember your rag doll is broken, you wow wow crying you are at a loss, I helped you fix your rag doll, you hold me I hold you, we played a lot that day and had a lot of fun, from that day I knew that you were my first playmate, you are my best playmate, you will always be my partner, I felt that I will always have a destined fate with you that day......"
"Xixi, I know, I know that it is difficult for you to survive now, the Gu family is so bold with you, I see everything in my eyes, so if I do my best to help take care of it, I will not suffer any loss in my heart, I know that I will do my best to do it, I am because I love you, but I have not done enough, this is because I have not done enough, so that you have been threatened again and again......"
"Xixi, do you know? The thing I regret the most in this life is to watch you set up the Zhao family, I regret that I am going crazy in my heart, I am jealous to death, I am very jealous, I am jealous of that Zhao Lijing, why is she qualified, because he is rich, because he is powerful and powerful, I am very jealous, I was crazy......"
"Xixi, now that you are by my side, this thing has happened, I know, I don't know if you can save it in your heart, but no matter what, I tell you that you live and I live, and you die and I die. Don't be afraid, don't worry, I will accompany you with my heart on the Huangquan Road, and I will be safe and complete with all this, you don't want anything, I am very afraid, because I believe that everything will come together by us together......"
Qiao Lin almost used a very language to explain the happy emotions in his heart, at this time he didn't know how to deal with it at all, he only knew that he wanted to accompany this woman, accompany him forever, even if this woman lost her life, he had no scruples to accompany him.
There is nothing more worthy of him than companionship, he will never allow the loss of a woman again, he has done so many things that he regrets.
This big man just lowered his head and choked, he didn't know what to do and could only shake her gently, but he didn't dare to push too hard, he just repeated the plea over and over again, and even he felt that this kind of plea was useless or not?
Or he is talking in the long run, telling about his hard-working and unforgettable love for Gu Ruxi.
The kind of love that has gone deep into the bone marrow has already taken root in the depths of the heart and has become a big tree in the sky, and it can no longer be removed.
Long.
Suddenly, the woman in her arms made a very weak sound, which was so weak that it was difficult to hear at all, but Qiao Lin quickly lowered his head and listened to the sound.
"Water...... Water...... Thirsty ......" a weak voice came from the woman's mouth.
The man looked at her slightly trembling eyelashes in surprise, he was completely excited at this time, completely sober, he felt that his situation was completely out of control, maybe he was really emotionally touched by the world?
He touched her cheek excitedly, "Xixi, okay, okay, I'll go find the water ......"
Painββ!
The redness and swelling on her face can also make her feel a hot pain when she is gently touched, and once this wound is touched, it feels very uncomfortable, not to mention that you gently pat it, because the damage is too great.
Gu Ruxi opened her eyes with difficulty, she could see really not much, there was only a gap, this gap was very vague and blurry,
She couldn't even tell who the person in front of her was, but she felt that this person should be someone she was familiar with, otherwise how could there be such security, there was a very warm and calm feeling.
She opened her dry throat slightly, hard, "Who are you?" Where am I? β
She couldn't wait for the man to answer him.
Because, I can't hold on.
Gu Ruxi closed her eyes weakly again, her whole body was hot, so powerless, she had no way to see these things in front of her clearly, these things seemed very far away to me, as if they were happening in a dream, confused.
Tearing pain all over my body.
Dizziness.
Is he dead or alive, is he staying in the world or on the Yellow Springs Road? Why are you weak?
Why can't I open my eyes at all?
Why is everything you see blurry?
And then to this world?
Are you already on the way to Huangquan Road?
Qiao Lin was shocked and lost blood, and before he had time to prepare a little water, he quickly hugged her and shook:
"Xixi, don't be scared, wake up! Don't go back to sleep, I tell you, I'm Qiao Lin, I'm Qiao Lin, I said I must protect you in this life, and I will always and forever protect you...... I'll get you out! β
Qiao Linlin was both surprised and panicked, and Gu Ruxi finally came to his senses.
The panic is that Gu Ruxi seems to have fallen asleep again at this time, and the whole state is more critical than just now, and she must be given water to drink.
Otherwise, her life will collapse and wither like a kite
"Xixi, hold on, don't be afraid, I'll find water right away, I'll leave right away, okay?"
Qiao Linlin's whole body was trembling, and at this time he was completely afraid of losing this woman again.
Gu Ruxi's head moved slightly, it turned out that he had always been this man for no reason, he had taken care of her since he was a child, and when he was in the satellite, he was still this man without scruples, and appeared in front of him like an angel.
I felt a heartache that I didn't know why.
For so many years, it is indeed he who has never left him to take care of himself, even if these embarrassing things have happened during this time, but the past cannot be erased and denied, and those pasts are like a very warm memory, which has already warmed all its hearts.
Just now.
I had already heard what Qiao Lin had just told her in a daze, and I thought I was dreaming or hearing it on Huangquan Road.
But he finally understood that Qiao Lin had never given up,
He just can't help himself, maybe things are really because he can't help himself.
Let them be separated from each other.