Chapter 106: If you have a choice
"Xiaodi, don't cry, okay, you're like this, I really can't do anything about it"
Bai Ye's brows were twisted into a knot, this was the first time he had seen Chen Xiaodi cry so sadly, or it could even be said that this was the first time that Chen Xiaodi shed tears in front of him.
After a long time, Chen Xiaodi raised her head with tears in her eyes, and crashed into Bai Ye's arms like a down-and-out bird, Bai Ye was stunned violently, and slowly raised her hand to hold her, hoping to give her all the warmth. He could feel his heart beating fast, but he could feel the pain in her heart even more.
"If you want to cry, cry, cry, after holding it for so many years, it must be very uncomfortable, maybe crying will be better."
As soon as Bai Ye's words fell, the girl leaning on her shoulder cried more and more sadly, as if she had pinned all her sorrow in her tears, crying hysterically. After squatting for a long time, Bai Ye's feet were a little numb, he sat down lightly against the edge of the bed, and let Chen Xiaodi lean on his shoulder, because he knew that she needed a shoulder.
Chen Xiaodi cried for a long time, Bai Ye looked at her tearful appearance, and her heart felt as if she had been stabbed by a knife, which was extremely painful. After I don't know how long, the girl leaning on his shoulder gradually quieted down, and then finally stopped crying, Bai Ye turned his head, only to find that Chen Xiaodi also happened to look up at him.
"Are you better?"
Bai Ye's voice was very gentle, like a warm breeze, gently blowing into Chen Xiaodi's heart.
"Hmm."
Chen Xiaodi nodded in agreement, her voice was a little muffled, and there was a heavy nasal voice.
"Let's change our clothes, aren't we going to sing, it's time for us to go."
Bai Ye said softly, his slender fingers gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Chen Xiaodi's eyes, and smiled very beautifully.
"But I don't want to go there."
"Then let's go for a walk in the park, sing and let the adults go by themselves, and we'll go back later."
"Hmm."
Chen Xiaodi sniffed and stood up, and Bai Ye realized that his shoulders had been soaked with tears.
"I'll go home and get my phone and keys, and you'll come to me when you're done."
"Okay."
Opening the door, a choking smell of smoke came to his face, Bai Ye suddenly felt that he didn't catch his breath, and quickly opened the window of the dining room to the maximum, and closed the door of Chen Xiaodi's room.
"Uncle, don't always smoke at home, it's not good for your health, and it's not good for Xiaodi's health."
Shiraba frowned, trying to maintain the politeness he should have.
"Bai Ye, you don't need to say it, it's useless, he just cares about his own comfort, and he doesn't care if he will harm others."
Chen Xiaodi's voice came from the room, Chen's father didn't speak, picked up his teacup and sat on the sofa in the living room, as if he hadn't heard anything. Bai Ye didn't say anything more, turned around and left Chen Xiaodi's house.
As soon as he entered the house, his parents had already packed up and were ready to leave, and when they saw him walk in with a sad face, they hurriedly asked about the situation at the door.
"How's it going?"
"It's okay for now."
"Why are your clothes wet?"
"She's crying."
"That child never shed tears easily, how sad it is to cry like this"
Mother Bai frowned as she spoke, worried about Chen Xiaodi.
"Mom, if she really doesn't want to come to me, let her live in our house, anyway, my room is empty, I think she really can't stay at home, even if her mentality can be stabilized, the house is full of smoke and miasma, her body will not be able to stand it."
"I'm fine, it's her."
Shiraba nodded, turned around and went back to his room.
At this time, a gentle knock on the door sounded, and Mother Bai hurriedly opened the door, Chen Xiaodi's eyes outside the door were red, and she was still relieved.
"Come on, baby, come in and let Auntie see."
Mother Bai looked at Chen Xiaodi, whose eyes were a little swollen from crying, and was extremely distressed for a while, and reached out to take her into her arms.
"Good boy, don't be sad, tell your aunt if you have something in the future."
"Hmm."
Chen Xiaodi agreed softly, squeezing out a somewhat ugly smile.
"Xiaodi, if you really can't do it, you can live at your uncle's house and eat with your aunt, Xiao Ye is at school, his room is empty for the time being, you can live with him, study well, and when you are admitted next year, we will send you to school together."
"Okay, thank you, uncle."
While speaking, Bai Ye walked out of the room, put on a new white shirt, took his mobile phone and keys, and prepared to go out with Chen Xiaodi.
"Xiao Ye, you don't eat that meal"
"Don't eat it, I'll accompany her to the park for a walk, order the cake by the way, and come to you later."
"Okay."
The two children were about to go out, but Mother Bai stopped them, walked quickly back to the room and took out a lip gloss.
"Xiaodi is dressed so beautifully today, she must look good when she wears a little lip gloss."
Chen Xiaodi tied a refreshing ball head today, and wore a light yellow long skirt, decorated with many white flowers and green leaves, like a beautiful flower fairy, after being simply dressed up by Bai's mother, she was even more smart and cute.
"Alright, go ahead, be happy today."
"Thank you, Auntie."
The sky was still gloomy, and the two children walked side by side in the direction of the park, passing by the cake shop they frequented, Bai Ye ordered a very beautiful cake for Chen Xiaodi, and they could get it when they finished singing and went to eat.
Although it is a holiday, most of the people go to the ancient town to visit the fair, there are not many people in the park, only the fish feeding place and the playground in front of the gate are crowded with people, but more adults come to play with children.
Came to the familiar milk tea shop again, and still ordered the milk tea that he liked to order on weekdays, Chen Xiaodi found a window near the lake and sat down, looking at the shallow ripples on the lake. This time, Bai Ye did not sit opposite her, but sat side by side with her, took out his mobile phone and turned on the camera, and took the initiative to take a group photo with her. This photo is very good-looking, Chen Xiaodi looked at himself with a very beautiful smile in the photo, and sighed faintly.
"If I had a choice, I would really wish I hadn't been born."
"What nonsense, if that's the case, wouldn't I never have met you, and I will always be the one who locked myself in my own little world."
"But this kind of life is really tiring, I really envy you, I envy those children who are treated as treasures by their parents, they will not be blamed every day for no reason, they can choose what kind of life they want to live, and they will not quarrel because they think differently"
"It's all temporary, and I'm sure it won't be long before you have the life you want."
"I hope so."
Chen Xiaodi looked out the window, and there were more ripples on the lake, as if the wind was blowing.