"I miss ...... so much"

"This room isn't what you looked like when you were a kid anymore."

Xia Jizui owed.

"You have to take care of it."

Su Qing snorted and helped him take off his soiled coat.

"Knock Knock"

"Who's knocking on the door? You go check it out. ”

Su Qing said as she walked to the window and opened the window for ventilation.

"Waiter, yes."

Xia Ji opened the door and saw that the strange young man standing opposite was just now.

"Hello."

Xia Ren had just cried, and his voice was still a little hoarse.

"Hmm."

Xia Ji responded, waiting for him to speak.

"I ......"

Xia Ren lowered his head, he had a lot of questions to ask and a lot of things to say, but standing in front of his father at this moment, he suddenly didn't know what to say.

Xia Ji thought for a while and proposed, "I think we are more compatible, why don't we go down and have a cup of tea?" ”

"I'll go too." Su Qing walked over.

The three of them walked downstairs together, came to the restaurant next to them, and sat down at random.

"We've never seen each other somewhere, and it always feels familiar."

Xia Ji touched his chin and asked his wife next to him, "Do you think so too?" ”

Su Qing nodded: "Indeed." ”

Xia Ren wanted to laugh a little, but he couldn't laugh.

Of course familiar.

I am, your son.

He pursed his lips, only in this way could he control his emotions and not collapse again.

Xia Ren didn't speak, and the atmosphere was a little silent for a while.

Xia Ji knocked on the table and said, "I don't know you yet, my name is Xia Ji, and this is my wife next to me." ”

"My name is ......"

Xia Ren subconsciously wanted to say his name, but after hesitating, he changed his words: "My name is Sima Gangren." ”

"Odd name."

Xia Ji said dryly and asked, "You should have something on your mind, you ...... at the door just now."

"Thoughts, ......"

Xia Ren suddenly wanted to cry again, but held back.

"My parents died a long time ago, and when I saw you at the door just now, I remembered them again."

"Look, I'll just say I look alike."

Xia Ji said to his wife as if showing off, and the result was not surprising in exchange for a white eye.

"Are you here for a tourist?"

Xia Ren asked coldly.

Hearing this question, both husband and wife were stunned for a moment.

"Yes, I have long heard that the scenery of Liufeng Mountain is good, so we will take advantage of the free time to come and climb the mountain, are you too?"

"Hmm."

Xia Ren nodded.

Xia Ji then began to talk to Xia Ren about their travel plans.

Su Qing also participated in the conversation, telling them where it was fun, how to get there conveniently, where the best things in Linshan City were delicious, where were the most tricky people, and so on.

When chatting, they all had heartfelt smiles on their faces, as if they were really here to play.

Xia Ren listened, and an inexplicable anger rose in his heart.

The two of them didn't even mention themselves and their sister once, without even a word.

"You already have children, right?" Xia Ren looked down at the desktop and asked in a deep voice.

“……”

The couple's smiles instantly faded and fell silent.

"Didn't you think about bringing them with you when you came out to play?"

[What's going on]

"It's been so long since you left, have you ever thought about how the two children who are still in junior high school will live?"

[What's wrong with me?] Am I blaming them? 】

"Do you know how your brothers and sisters, the children's aunts and uncles, will bully them?"

[No, it shouldn't be like this, why should I say such a thing?] 】

"You don't know anything! Why do you come here for a tour, why are you defenseless against strangers, why are you so careless about your own lives......"

[I'm here, what to do]

"Have you ever thought about your own children? Are you still qualified parents? ”

As his anger mounted, Natsuhito recalled the hardships he and his sister had endured when they were children, the grievances, and the sadness of losing their parents.

He wants to talk, he wants to vent, he wants to question!

If they hadn't come to Yama City, if they had stayed at home honestly and raised themselves......

[I turned out to be so selfish]

What's wrong with being selfish!

What's wrong with longing for your parents to be around!

I just want a stable life, I just want to grow up happily,

It is......

Want......

"What do you know?"

Xia Ji slammed his fist on the table and yelled hysterically.

"Yes!"

"As parents, we are not qualified at all, and we even treat our home as a place to torture us, as hell!"

"We can't even love our own child, and even treat him as a monster!"

"We escaped, left, and never wanted to go back, so what!"

Xia Jisheng's face was red, the green tendons on his neck were exposed, and his words were full of madness.

"But what do you know?"

"We also want to be a good parent, and we've been trying to do it, forcing ourselves to do it, but we just can't do it!"

"We can't do it!"

"There's no way we can love a monster child!"

"What do you know!"

Xia Ji questioned Xia Ren over and over again, his eyes were bloodshot, his saliva splashed when he spoke, and he looked completely crazy.

Xia Ren was stunned, listening to these words, his limbs were cold, and the anger in his heart had already been thrown out of the clouds.

Intense, incomprehensible malice envelops itself.

This malice is not directed at yourself, but at the one you once was,

Xia Ren as a child.

"You say, monster, it's ......"

[Don't ask, don't ask, please, don't ask!] 】

"Monster, yes, what's going on......"

"Don't talk about it!"

Su Qing scratched her hair with both hands, her face was pale, and her eyes looked at the air in front of her, as if she was staring at something extremely terrifying.

"There is nothing wrong with him being our son, and the first time I see him, I can't throw him away."

"We carried him home with our own hands, he was so cute, with little hands, a fleshy face, and so soft to the touch."

"We asked Dong'er to call him brother and treat him as if he were our own son."

Su Qing fell into the memory.

"He's growing up day by day, and we're happy."

"If nothing else, the joy of raising an adult will always be with us."

"But why ......"

"Suddenly one day, we started to be afraid of him, we started to be afraid of him."

"Something is wrong, we know it's wrong, but we can't find a reason, we can't find a reason anyway."

"Can you imagine that parents would be afraid of a child who has just entered third grade? Ha ha. ”

Su Qing's speed of speech became faster and faster, and the same madness as Xia Ji began to appear in her eyes.

"We should have loved him!"

"But he's a monster, a human skin, an abomination, a devil from the abyss!"

"No, no, he's our son."

Su Qing laughed for a while, gritted her teeth for a while, and her eyes were fierce, as if she was facing an enemy who did not share the sky.

"There must be something wrong with him, we shouldn't have brought this freak home!"

"No, it's us who has a problem, it's us, he's so cute, he's our son......"

"But ......"

"We almost killed him several times, why did we do this, why did we put a kitchen knife at my son's head in the middle of the night, why did we want to push him into the subway tracks."

"There must be something wrong with us......"

"Go on, he's really, going to die."