As expected, I was home all day by myself today...

In the morning, when my grandmother was chatting with my parents, I learned that my cousin's mother had a quarrel with her father and was in a hurry to go back, but I really couldn't see it at all, because they were really well hidden on the surface, but think about it, maybe I didn't pay attention, I thought about it, when I went to my aunt's house to eat the New Year yesterday, we sat down to eat together, my cousin was sitting next to me, but her mother suddenly changed with her, I was very confused at that time, but I didn't think too much, now I think about it, I should not want to sit with my uncle

I originally thought that the relationship between the uncle and my cousin's mother should be very good, because they rarely see each other, the uncle is in the house he built, and the cousin is in the city, and I have never seen them quarrel, but think about it, usually my cousin and I are in the room with the door locked to do our own business, rarely go out, we don't know what happened on the first floor

I really didn't expect that the uncle who has always been polite would actually beat people, I heard that my cousin's mother was beaten, but ...... I don't think so, I remember, they went shopping together→_→

But I really know people and don't know their hearts, I remember, when Brother Lobby chatted with my parents at my house, he said that at the beginning, when his mother had not divorced his uncle, he was often subjected to domestic violence, and Brother Lobby said it was very scary, I couldn't believe it at the time, how could it be, Uncle is so personal...... How......

In the past, I thought my cousin's mother was very good, her mother would not chew the root of her tongue behind other people's backs, and talked about people long and short every day, unlike my mother, who had to talk about everything that others did, but ...... But it made me see my cousin's mother clearly......

I remember that when I wanted to go to the city to play with my cousin, my cousin's mother found out and said that I would ask my uncle to give me 100 yuan to bring to my cousin to play. Not even a hundred? Even a hundred yuan has to be paid by my brother (uncle)?? ………”

Also, during the winter vacation, when the New Year is going to be celebrated, they also have to buy New Year's clothes, so I have been urging my cousin to let her buy it quickly, and come over to play after buying, my cousin's mother said that she would wait for the uncle to come and buy it together, and I didn't think there was anything, and then my mother found out, so she said, "Why do you have to wait for my brother to buy it again?" She can't buy it herself, does she have to pay for it? ”

There are also New Year's red envelopes, all of which are from the uncle's money, buying vegetables, the uncle's money, everything is from the uncle, and... Aunt pinch? doesn't contribute anything, doesn't contribute, and also helps the uncle take care of the children......

I do have some prejudice against my aunt now, but I have absolutely no prejudice against my cousin, and I also hate that others are prejudiced against my cousin, I remember, my mother once told me, I forgot why, anyway, I remember what she said, "XX (cousin) is a child born to a junior, how can she compare with you, her mother is a junior, destroying other people's families........."

I was really angry when I heard that! I can't believe my mom would say such a thing to me!

My mother also told me about an uncle and his ex-wife, anyway, the ex-aunt is very willful, disrespectful to her grandparents, and her grandparents also hate her, and the uncle has no feelings for her, and sooner or later she will divorce, and the appearance of the current aunt only accelerates the divorce!

And! She said that her aunt would forget it! Why do you say cousin!! I remember! My cousin said something that made me feel very distressed, and she said to me, "If there is an afterlife, I hope the word half-father does not happen to me" ಠ╭╮ಠ

But... A person's life experience cannot be determined by himself......

This winter vacation, we once chatted while playing with our mobile phones, and we talked about why we have homework!! We had a good chat, and then as we talked, I casually said, "Homework, this little three!" Excuse me and the winter break date! ”

As soon as I said it, I realized what I said, and I instantly regretted it, I really didn't mean anything! I saw this sentence on the Internet before, and then I thought it made sense, and then I remembered it, and then I said it without thinking.........

The pleasant atmosphere just now disappeared in an instant, and we were both silent for a while, and then my cousin changed the topic as if she hadn't heard it...... But...... Our hearts are ......

I hardly thought about what my cousin's identity was, anyway, I just played with her, hey, although she was very lively and cheerful a lot of the time, and she was very smug a lot of the time, but her heart was quite sensitive......... Good luck.........

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Okay, let's talk about how I spent today, I didn't do anything, they went out at eleven o'clock, I swept away the snacks at home, and then I lay on the sofa, turned on the TV, played with my mobile phone, looked at TV from time to time, the TV was just on, there was sound, not so quiet, and then later, the mobile phone was nothing fun, I watched TV wholeheartedly, my TV is connected to the Internet, you can play it back, you can watch what you want, until I was really not interested in those broken TV series, so I watched "Popular Law Column Drama"

Later, I went through the cabinets, didn't find anything, just rummaged through to see if there was anything interesting, and then I played with the dog, and finally sat on the sofa and watched TV

When they haven't come back at seven o'clock, I made a call, I don't care when they come back, it's all the same anyway, I just want to know when they will come back, I have a bottom in my heart, they came back at almost eight o'clock, and a snack is there (ಥ_ಥ) I waited for a day! I thought they would buy it back! My heart is broken

Before I started writing, I texted me and asked her when she was free to play, and at first I was full of anticipation, I was really bored at home, and she came to ...... I'll start making up classes tomorrow......... →_→

My heart broke again, and then my cousin sent another text message: My mother took me to play today, so hilarious! (-^0^-), my heart is really broken......

That mood...... Originally, I was trying to vent my feelings at the beginning, but after writing most of the paragraph, the feeling of congestion was gone, and now I am stuffed again when I write about it......

Although my cousin and I were very touched by what I wrote earlier (I think so), I think she is also too heartless at times! I remember, when I knew that she was going back to the city, I felt very bad, the day she was going back, I kept trying to see if I could let her stay, but she was silent, but when there was really nothing to do, I was depressed, what about her? Chatting happily beside her mother

I texted this morning to ask if she could come out and play, and if I could, I would go with my parents and them, but she didn't reply, and then I didn't go, and today at home, I feel sorry when I'm bored, and I could have been at home on a party day, but it turned out to be ............

And what is she doing when I'm sad??

I suddenly felt ...... Why should I??? I'm doing too much, hehehe, I'm going to cry stupidly by myself

Find your own guilt

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