Chapter 35: Once Dreams
"We are all the most beautiful today
This will be a unique page in our memory
You say it's our common honor
For you
It has a weight that is incomparable to everything before
You can see it
Music doesn't mean the same thing to you as it used to
But I know
You still remember the dreams you once had
Although the future is unknown
You are also ready to sacrifice
But I still hope
If possible
You can make your dreams come true
Me too."
Before going to bed, Bai Ye posted a photo of the two of them and the trophy in the space, and Chen Xiaodi naturally forwarded his dynamics, and after this incident, she finally slept beautifully.
In May, everyone in the Department of Culture and Sports discussed setting the department's birthday on the 20th, and agreed to get together on that day, after all, this may be the last gathering of their group together.
"Xiaodi, you should have a drink with all of us this time, right?"
It was Chen Xiaodi's partner who spoke, he was another deputy minister of the department, who looked a little ruffian, but he had a strong work ability and good connections.
"You don't know that I can't drink, I can't drink a few more times, I still use juice instead of bar."
"This is probably the last time our group of people will have dinner, you ...... Can't tell, right? ”
Seeing that he didn't plan to give up, the person in charge of the center sitting on the side hurriedly came out to play a round, among the three ministers of the Ministry of Culture and Sports, only Chen Xiaodi was his officer when he was a freshman, he naturally knew more about her, in his impression, Chen Xiaodi had never touched a drop of wine.
"She can't drink, don't force it, everyone else is too, just feel free."
As he spoke, he picked up his cup and asked everyone to raise their glasses as well.
"Recently, there have been a lot of things in the singer competition, everyone has worked hard, and there is one last event next month, I hope everyone can persevere to the end and successfully complete the last task. Also, those who intend to stay in office are well prepared, the teacher has always been very satisfied with the performance of our department, and the possibility of staying in office is still very high, so work hard. ”
Hearing this, all the officials were enthusiastic and more confident in the general election in the near future.
The next day, Bai Ye made an appointment with Chen Xiaodi to meet, but Chen Xiaodi's experiment was not sure when it would end, and Bai Ye had nothing to do when he was idle, so he simply took the book and went to Lin University early, and found a secluded place to read while waiting.
This book is the author's autobiography she chose the last time she went to the bookstore with Chen Xiaodi, and she never took it back when she put it with him. The book is not very thick, when Chen Xiaodi came, Bai Ye had already read most of it, and in general, it was a somewhat bumpy but very exciting story.
"Have you been waiting here for a long time?"
"No, I'm fine anyway, it's the same everywhere."
Bai Ye said, shaking the book in his hand.
"What book?"
"You bought it, and you've been with me all along."
"How? What do you think? ”
"Impressions...... Not yet, but I remembered something from the past. ”
"Like ......?"
"For example, I used to dream of being a professional singer."
Bai Ye said, smiling lightly.
"Ever? That is, I don't want to think about it now? ”
"I can't say I don't want to, it's just that there are too many uncertainties, and I don't know how much time it will take to really become a career and make ends meet, I remember telling you."
"Are you serious?"
"What if it weren't?"
At this time, the two have come to a commercial plaza not far from the school, where a food festival is being held in recent days. After shopping around, the two bought a few snacks and found a place to sit down and chat while eating.
"People say that if you have a dream, you have to fight hard while you are young, you have such a good talent, why do you want to give up before you start?"
"Isn't that a long-term plan?"
"Bai Ye, do you have to put so much pressure on yourself early? I think that while I still have the energy and time to try, I can start over if I fail, and I should fight for my dreams. What's more, you also have a good opportunity now, the right time and place, why not give it a try? ”
"What you said is true, but there are so many college student music festivals, and there are few who are really out of the circle, anyway, this risk is indeed greater, even if I can really win the final championship, it may not be ......"
"You haven't done it yet, how do you know if you can't? What dream is not behind the desperate effort? You have this talent and this strength, you have a higher starting point than others, and you are also a person who can calm down and work hard, why should you have so many concerns? Even if it does fail, it's never too late to make a plan. ”
Chen Xiaodi said, sandwiching a golden potato ball between Bai Ye.
"I just hope that in the future I can do the work I love, but also have plenty of time with you."
Hearing this, Chen Xiaodi's hand that was about to pick up fish and tofu stopped suddenly, she threw down the bamboo stick, and looked at Bai Ye with a serious face.
"Dreams are your own, they have nothing to do with others, no matter what your future choices are, I will always be by your side, there is no difficulty that cannot be overcome, I don't need you to take me into account in your dreams."
Chen Xiaodi said, as if she was a little angry, and it was the first time that Bai Ye had seen her so serious.
"Xiaodi, I didn't mean that......"
"This."
Before Bai Ye's words were finished, she was interrupted by Chen Xiaodi, and she was seen pointing to a table of snacks in front of her and talking the same.
"Potato balls, your favorite food when you were a child, and this, glutinous rice lotus root slices. Fish tofu, I never ate it when I was a child, but you like it very much, and now you don't like it, but I like it. ”
Bai Ye didn't quite understand what Chen Xiaodi wanted to say for a while, so he didn't interject, and waited quietly for her to continue.
"I remember the things I used to love to eat, the toys I liked, the interesting things that happened at school, and the bits and pieces we had together, but I couldn't tell what my dreams were, and even now, I can't tell what I want to be after graduation."
"But you are different, you know what you want in your heart, you have a clear direction, there are suitable conditions and ways, as long as you want to, as long as you are willing to pay, there is a great possibility to achieve the results you want, unlike ......"
Chen Xiaodi said softly, with a little sadness and confusion in her eyes.
"You didn't mean...... Do you want to go to graduate school or study for a PhD? ”
"Yes, but it's only possible now, if I really decide to take the exam at that time, I will naturally work hard for it. But that's only temporary, after all, you have to leave school, and then it's the future, like you said, it's about making ends meet. ”
"Since you haven't figured out what to do, like you said, just do what you want to do now, maybe slowly, you can make what you like into a career."
Bai Ye gently held Chen Xiaodi's hand and comforted her gently.
"I hope you don't comfort me like that, but that you can really do it."