"Although I know even if I told you

You'll also laugh and say come on

No matter what decision I make

You will always support me unconditionally

But this time I decided to take it myself

It's not that you're afraid that one day you'll lose your patience

It's that I don't have more and more confidence in myself

Even if I swear to them, I will definitely pass this time

But I won't know the answer until that result is certain

I'm just afraid I'll let you down again

Two years

It's not long, it's not short, it's not short

Enough for many things to be completely reborn or annihilated

I think now for those friends around me

Those I used to tell them

Even the future in which they will participate may have long been forgotten

When it is brought up again

Their encouragement only pales in comparison

There is only hope to see

They will be willing to believe that there is a possibility

I was able to convince myself

I am proud to walk side by side with you again"

After writing the news, Chen Xiaodi watched it several times, and set it to only be visible to herself before releasing it, from today onwards, no one will see any messages from her in the circle of friends.

"What are you up to?"

"It's nothing, I found some information, just categorized."

"During this time and your video, I think you don't look very energetic, are you too tired?"

"I'm not tired, my heart is tired, it's almost crumbling."

Chen Xiaodi's tone was light, and there was no sparkle in her eyes, and the most beautiful light in her eyes that Bai Ye had always felt had disappeared at this moment.

"Why don't you come here next week to play for a few days, it just so happens that my mother is going to come over to study, and I also have a few days off, so we can go out for a walk together, and you can relax."

"Let's talk about it then, if you don't feel well, rest early, and I'll be fine when these messy things are sorted out after a while, you don't have to worry about me."

"Well, then you should rest early, don't stay up too late."

"Hmm."

Hanging up the phone with a smile, Chen Xiaodi breathed a long sigh of relief, the next year will be a battle that belongs to her alone.

A few days later, Chen's mother saw in the circle of friends that a food festival was being held in the square in front of the old railway station, Chen Xiaodi wanted to go and see, and after dinner, Chen's mother and Chen's father took Chen Xiaodi out of the door.

Walk all the way to the riverside bridge outside the park, after crossing the bridge, you can hear the cheerful music in the square in front of the station after walking through the last intersection, from a distance, there are many simple tents set up there, the colorful lights are very gorgeous, but there are not many people going there.

A few minutes later, the three of them came to the arch on the side of the square, all the stalls were neatly arranged, but the front of the stalls was empty, except for Chen Xiaodi's family, only a few people were strolling here.

"They said it was quite lively, but there was no one in the end."

Chen Xiaodi didn't answer, looked around, walked to the row of tents on the very edge, and walked around the road. The last food festival was also held farther away, Chen Xiaodi and his mother took a bus for more than half an hour to arrive, but they were also half full, but this time the family walked for a long time and quarreled all the way, but they didn't buy anything.

Chen's mother had some difficulty climbing the stairs because of joint pain, so after looking at it for a long time, she finally bought a second-hand house, the first floor, in an old community. March is approaching, the previous tenant has already moved out, the house has been put for a long time, Chen Xiaodi's uncle has a friend who does decoration, the original house was bought when the lease period has not yet arrived, so the decoration of this matter has been shelved, and then the house has not been renewed, and there are three places to decorate at the same time, and there is no time to vacate.

Now that the two places over there have been completed, when I asked them, my father and mother agreed to come down and began to discuss the decoration. But the two of them have always disagreed, which is the biggest reason why their family has quarreled fiercely recently.

After reading the suggestion of the decoration master, it coincided with Chen's mother's thoughts, but Chen's father insisted on decorating according to his own ideas, and the relatives at home persuaded a lot but to no avail, so the decoration was delayed.

"Okay, I don't need to say anything about this, just do as I say."

"Why do you do what you say, you don't live alone in this house!"

Chen Xiaodi said indignantly, glaring at Chen's father fiercely.

"It's just me who pays for it!"

"What's wrong with you? Do you know how to decorate? Since it's all handed over to them, people can get it whatever they say, don't talk too much! ”

"It's just that if you don't understand, you just keep your mouth shut, and you still have to pretend!"

Chen Xiaodi also agreed with Chen's mother's idea in this matter, so the mother and daughter naturally stood in the same camp.

"You're the one who shut up for me! I can't pass the exam, I can't find a job, and I'm embarrassed to say that I don't have any skills! ”

As soon as these words came out, Chen Xiaodi's fists were clenched tightly, and every word of Chen's father was the deepest thorn in her heart, and it was also her biggest weakness and trouble now, these things may have already become a joke in the eyes of some of her classmates.

"Did you say that about your daughter?! If you can't speak, don't speak, open your mouth and spicy ears! ”

Chen's mother glanced at Chen's father, and strode ahead with Chen Xiaodi

^0^ Remember for a second

, this is the first time she has spoken to Chen Xiaodi in this time.

When she got home, Chen Xiaodi sullenly clicked on a class and listened to the online class casually, this is the video course that she bought to support the professional course materials, and the special training class of the public class will not start for a while. was stunned, the mobile phone on the table vibrate, Chen Xiaodi picked up the mobile phone and looked at it, it was a call from Bai Ye.

"I've already arrived at school, my mother will be coming over the day after tomorrow, have you thought about it, do you want to come with her?"

"I shouldn't go, there are still some things to do after that, and I'm busy."

"Found the right job?"

"Not really, it's a preliminary preparation."

"Well, if there is no arrangement on May Day, I plan to go home, and I will accompany you wherever you want to go when you are free."

"Let's see then, but maybe I don't have time, I was just about to tell you, I may use my mobile phone less in the future, and I probably can't reply to your messages in time, so don't worry too much if you can't contact me, you just have to go to school with peace of mind."

"Can't even use your phone? You're going to do a big job. ”

"If that's what you're going to say...... Sort it off. ”

Chen Xiaodi said and smiled lightly.

"By the way, you said before that you found a part-time job, what kind of work are you doing?"

"A cashier in a coffee shop, I saw it when I helped you keep an eye on your work before, and I originally wanted to recommend it to you so that you can cope with it first and then slowly look for a job, but at that time you said that you were not free for the time being, so I made some extra money first, but now it seems that you don't need it."

Bai Ye said softly and smiled softly.

Dear, this chapter is over, happy reading! ^0^