Chapter 59: Li Dan (4)
I heard that the second brother's method was to let Lan Ting and Li Peng fake their deaths, and then let the eldest brother figure out this matter, which really stimulated the eldest brother a lot, and later I heard that the second brother told me that the eldest brother was almost crazy.
He will not continue to be obsessed, he took his three children to Beijing, to work in the branch there, and he never wants to see Li Peng again, I am not wrong, the eldest brother finally figured it out, but the price is relatively bleak.
In this way, it seems that all of us have returned to normal in our lives, although Li Peng and I have a child we have in common, but this child does not belong to me or Li Peng, he belongs to the eldest brother, such a life is becoming more and more stable, and even later I can be friends with Lan Ting, and occasionally chat with Li Peng.
The time when Li Peng and Lan Ting lived here made me feel very strange, before the eldest brother liked Li Peng very much, so the eldest brother and Li Peng and Lan Ting lived together for a period of time, and now I also like Li Peng very much, and Lan Ting Li Peng has become the time when the three of us live together.
But when the three of us lived together, I realized that Li Peng's eyes could be so gentle when he looked at a person, and it turned out that Lan Ting's eyes could be so gentle when he looked at a man, and I felt more and more that I looked out of place in front of the two of them.
Since the eyes of the two of them can't tolerate me, then I'd better be myself, I still go my own way, I go to bed very late every night, and I don't get up until after lunch during the day, but Lan Ting and Li Peng's lifestyle is very simple.
I only get up at noon every day, and sometimes I have lunch with them, and after lunch, I go on to the places I need, casinos, bars, nightclubs, clubs, these places are the places I like, but never the places they like.
Every night, I still go home with men of all kinds of hair colors and skin tones, and Li Peng and Lan Ting never seem to be invisible.
Sometimes I will quietly observe them, and I hope that through my observation, I can let me know what is the difference between Lan Ting and me, and I can make Li Peng so infatuated with him.
But after observing, I found out that Lan Ting is an ordinary girl, maybe Lan Ting's appearance is a very beautiful look, but I clearly remember that there was a time when Lan Ting actually ruined her face in order to be with Li Peng.
I have to say that Lan Ting's bravery is something I can never do, because I care about my face very much, although I am much older than Lan Ting, but let me hurt my own face, this thing is something I will never do.
Although the faces of the two people have now undergone plastic surgery and have been restored to their original state, this also proves that the two of them do not like each other because of each other's good-looking faces.
The life of the two of them even reminds me of my parents' life, every morning they would go for a run by the river, or go for a walk, sometimes for a long time, and at noon the two of them would cook together in the kitchen, one would wash the vegetables, the other would cook, and then the two of them would finish the meal together.
In the afternoon, they were on rocking chairs in the courtyard, and the two of them were reading a book together, so quiet that sometimes they couldn't even hear what the two of them were saying, but that's it, every picture of the two of them together was like the most perfect words in the world, and people couldn't bear to destroy.
Once, when I got up to drink water at night, I found Li Peng, who also got up to drink water, and I asked a question that had been pressing on my heart for a long time: "That child, what do you want to do?" ”
Li Peng told me slowly: "It's good if he is happy, if he is not happy, I will try to give him happiness." ”
It turns out that Li Peng's idea is so simple, he has never hated me because of this matter, I always thought that Li Peng should hate me for a while, but after so many things, I found out that in fact, Li Peng never blamed me, and even he didn't blame the eldest brother, sure enough, they were much more open-minded than I imagined.
I heard that the second brother fell in love with Bai Qian, which had a certain impact on Bai Qian, it was very strange, why were they so poor? But they are so deeply attracted to our group.
I lived with Li Peng and Lan Ting, until the second brother completely persuaded the eldest brother, then let the two of them return to China and start their own lives, many years later, Li Peng and Lan Ting had two children of their own, and my child, I heard that under the education of the eldest brother, it has become very cute and obedient.
The child is very handsome, completely inherited Li Peng's handsome genes, the eldest brother seems to have completely found the responsibility of being a father in that child, I heard that the other two children of the eldest brother are also very good to their little brother, and the three of them live very smoothly in Beijing.
I let go of everything, and sometimes I go to visit them, but I don't want that child to know that I am his mother, rather than let him know that his mother is such an irresponsible person, it is better to let him grow up in such a happy environment!
The second brother is divorced, but I don't think divorce is a bad thing? The second brother's girlfriend doesn't seem to be a human firework on the surface, but in fact, she values money and material things more than anything else.
It wasn't until the second brother was willing to divorce her that she desperately returned to reality from her so-called ideals, and Bai Qian naturally didn't, because the second brother liked to be with the second brother.
Even if our family is rich, Bai Qian can't look down on our family, he and his husband seem to live together very lovingly, and the second brother is still in charge of international business later. The big brother in the domestic business is in the north, Bai Qian is in Shanghai, one south and one north, and the two of them handle the company very well.
I have to say that the smartest thing for the second brother is to set up Bai Qian as the general manager of the Asian headquarters, Bai Qian is really a very shrewd woman, whether it is her attitude towards work or life, she is very worthy of my learning.
As the days go by, I always like to miss the night when I first met Li Peng, and I always remember that day, I was in the best box at the bar, the best position, and watched the people who walked the catwalk that day.
Appearing in front of Li Peng is the boy named Zhao Kaixuan, after so many years, he is still so sunny and handsome, but there is a little sorrow between his eyebrows, maybe he also has his own heart!
But Li Peng, who appeared behind him, shocked me for the first time, I clearly remember that Li Peng was wearing a handsome suit, a tall figure, and a face like a knife, and I immediately fell under Li Peng's appearance.
I feel that now, I still remember clearly, I sometimes fantasize about everything, if when I was with Li Peng, I didn't choose to always use money to buy Li Peng, but with my own sincerity, I let Li Peng know that I really like him, is it that one day Li Peng will really like me?
Is it one day that Li Peng's eyes can look at me as gentle as Lan Ting's eyes, but everything is missed by me after all, but sometimes I am also grateful to God, grateful for the crystallization of me and Li Peng in this world, although neither of us grew up with that child by his side, but as long as that child lives for a day, as long as the child's descendants live, one day represents the fact that Li Peng and I have been deeply together.
The older a person gets, the more he always seems to think about the past, and now I feel more and more like this, many years later, when Li Peng and I have separated, nearly seven years later, I met a German, a German who was a teacher of Mu Ne.
He is a painter, and his favorite thing every day is to keep painting all kinds of words, but this is such a person, I actually fell in love with him, the two of us were together, and I finally lived, the same life as Li Peng, when he painted together, I would only sit next to you and read the book quietly.
Over the years, I have slowly developed the habit of reading, it turns out that when a person feels more and more lonely in his heart, he will want to keep reading all kinds of books, this may be Lan Ting, Li Peng, they all like to read books at the beginning!
When my painter was painting, I was reading next to him, and this picture reminded me of Li Peng's Lan Ting, when we were together, in my yard, the two of them leaned on the rocking chair together, looking at such and such a picture in the sun, it was so beautiful, and now I actually live such a life.
The painter and I were not married, but we both decided that we would be together for the rest of our lives, and my parents agreed with me after thinking about it.
I also sighed that I finally found my own happiness, maybe this man did not bring me as much stimulation as the previous men, but the stability and peace that this man brought me was something I had never encountered, which I cherished very much.
In fact, Li Peng and his eldest brother once asked me a question, if the child grows up, he has always asked who her mother is? Do you want to tell him the facts? And after thinking about it for a long time, I repeatedly told my eldest brother and Li Peng that they should never tell this child the true situation.
Because I don't know how to deal with that child, in fact, sometimes I go to Beijing to visit my eldest brother and three children, that child is always very close to me, maybe it is a family relationship that blood is thicker than water, I can treat him as my nephew, but I can't treat him as my son.
My painter once asked me if I needed to have a child. I thought about it for a moment and asked him if he had to have a baby. The painter told me that it is a woman's right to have children, and if I don't want to have children, he won't force me, I thought about it, and after a second thought, I decided not to have any more children.
Although it is not difficult for my body to regenerate children? But I clearly know that my life is not a problem of childbirth, but I clearly know that I am not suitable to be a mother in this life, even if I am a mother now, then I will live in guilt for the rest of my life, I know that I am always sorry for a child, rather than this, it is better to completely give up my right to be a mother.
Looking back on my life, when I was younger, I was so indulgent that I missed out on life, a lot of good things, I used to think that I had been in love with many people, but now that I look back, I realize that what I really lacked may be the experience of being in love.
When I was with Li Peng, I couldn't love it, and I couldn't love it, which made me feel like love, even before Li Peng, I had many men, but I only had relationships with them, and the purpose of their relationship with me was just because I was a rich woman, and even I was a beautiful woman when I was young.
They have never really liked me, if they really liked me, they would not leave me easily, just like Lan Ting and Li Peng, even if Xia Dinghao and I wanted to break them up so much, but they finally came together, and people who really love each other will not be separated.
What can be separated can only show that those people themselves do not love each other much. In the days when we were not in Shanghai, Bai Qian often took those children to visit my parents, and my parents seemed to like Bai Qian and others very much, which made up for our regrets.
So in the days to come, I just want to spend the rest of my life with my painter, in fact, when the painter is with me, I also think about whether the painter cares about my money? But I clearly felt that the painter was just using my money to travel everywhere, and on the way, he would paint me everywhere.
His oil paintings always have my figure, maybe his words are not valuable, but his words are the most beautiful scenery in my mind, and the two of us went together in the following years, many places in the world, maybe when our lives are about to reach the end, but also on the road of a different landscape.
Life is like this, there is never a chance to start over, if you miss it, you miss it, instead of worrying about the things you have missed, it is better to spend the rest of your life with the people I love the most in the future.
I sincerely bless everyone who has appeared in my life, whether they must have hurt me or been intimate with me, I am grateful that they have appeared in my life, and even when Wang Hui was released from prison, I went to pick her up.
This made Wang Hui also surprised, after all these years, we have really grown up. I let go of all the hatred, my life is only left with all the good, I am Li Dan, and there are still many beautiful things happening in my life.