Zhang's heart really felt very frightened, he really didn't know why he said those words, and sometimes this sentence was really indescribable.

Sometimes he also thinks hard about how he used to be a child, what is the difference between himself and this child? This child's age is so longing for father's love, longing for mother's love, this is a normal thing, and when he sees that his father is not by his side.

The sense of loss must be obvious, and the feeling of myself is actually the same as when I was a child, but why did I say those words?

Maybe it's a sense of loss, maybe it's an indescribable choice for Zhao Yijing, a feeling of inability.

Did you feel this pain? Maybe he can't face and face this feeling.

And he felt that this kind of feeling was too heavy, and he wanted a couple for the rest of his life.

He doesn't change the kind of things that have too much to do with too many people, he really wants everything to be very pure, very simple.

It's not a lot of complicated stuff.

"Tell me, your son is making trouble, and people like you can't solve it, right? In fact, have you always wanted to take the position of the father, you have always wanted to be the real father of this child, in fact, you are a father yourself, but you can't eat, what should you do, since you want to be a father, you should be a real bracer that should be executed for him, instead of letting him wander outside, if you really care about this child, and you are really worried about him, you should call him to the house and give him a truly perfect family, That's the most important thing, what's the point if you just give him a phase of love? I'm telling you that this is a bigger harm to the child, or a complete is a complete, not a mutilation, not a temporary thing, if you really have too much pursuit of this child, I suggest you still give him a complete father's love, and I have already said, this thing I have no doubt that I can quit without hesitation, this thing is to fulfill you, don't tell me what kind of great things I have, I can't bear such a thing, But I'm telling you, if you really want to do something like this, you'd better give him a consummation! ”

Gu Ruxi had been very thoughtful about every word at this time, and it was word by word, and there was no longer the anger just now.

And every word is full of that rationality, so organized, so rhythmic, as if the matter has been thought through for a long time, rather than simply spitting out those things.

Indeed it is.

If he really wants to give a very complete father's love, not a broken father's love, then he must give a complete one.

And it is the need for some companionship, which is not a kind of three-day or two-day, but all the time.

Every time he said this, Gu Ruxi felt that he had restrained his strongest reason, he had made the best compromise and made the most perfect restraint.

Yes, this is obviously in front of this child, and he really needs a father's love.

And this little child's frightened eyes all the time, and it deeply stings himself This kind of thing, how can he go with the child to fight and follow the child to grab it?!

It doesn't make sense at all, if you use this way to grab a fight for yourself, is it any different from a brute?

After listening to Gu Ruxi's sad tone with Zhao Yijing at this time, he really felt a very painful feeling.

And his body stiffened suddenly, and there was a hint of doubt in his eyes, a kind of idiot who was so interesting and meaningful, as if he was being told what was in his heart by others.

And this look really has a very strong shock, is it true that deep down in my heart I have always strongly wanted to give this child a complete father's love?

It's just that I've never said anything like this, and this kind of thing has always been hidden in my heart, but it's not fully expressed.

And these words were expressed completely by Gu Ruxi.

It's as if everything in my inner imagination is exactly the same!

Zhao Yijing, but he quickly came to his senses at this time, and he didn't care what happened at this time, and he didn't care if he got married.

He thinks this child has an important place in his life.

But it's not just a child, Gu Ruxi still has a very irreplaceable identity in her mind, which is a very contradictory thing.

Why can't these two things fuse together?

But there is really no way to choose this kind of thing, and you really can't make more painful judgments.

And once this kind of thing is faced with this thing, it means a choice, can't this thing find a balance?

This is okay, this can give this child a love, but he is unwilling to lose Gu Ruxi, which is really not a conflict or contradiction.

But this kind of thing invisibly intensifies the children's competition for this matter.

And it is also invisible, Gu Ruxi has a greater psychological pressure in this matter.

In front of this love, there is still a Wu Bingbing in the middle, and what kind of role is Wu Binbin in the process?

This is really a very abrupt thing, and in the eyes of outsiders, it seems that this kind of thing should be impossible to balance, because I am the mother of his child.

And Gu Ruxi is now this identity, do you think this thing can be balanced?

It's hard to balance.

Zhao Yijing looked at the night with my very serious and persistent eyes, and every word he said carried so much spirit and scorching.

"Gu Ruxi, you listen to me, you listen to me seriously, I have been with him for the past few days, not because of Junjun's complete problem, but because there are some things you have to deal with, you know? But there are some things that I really have to deal with, not just these things......"

"Gu Ruxi, listen to me about this matter, in short, I didn't handle these things well in this world, and I was wrong, please forgive me once, okay? I know that I really shouldn't have explained more to you about this matter, there are really some things I need to deal with in this matter, but don't worry, this has nothing to do with Wu Bingbing, I can't never do it with Wu Bingbing, I can't never make any possibility in the future, these are some things, I promise you carefully......"

"Gu Ruxi, do you know? When I was doing this outside these days, I was thinking about the situation at home, and I knew that you would be doing well at home, so I was still very worried in my heart, I knew that although you looked weak, you were strong enough, but he really needed some things that had not been fully dealt with now, so I knew that I would definitely come back after this matter was dealt with, and in the end, you don't have to worry too much, I am now cautiously committed to this matter, No matter what happens in the future, I will not leave you! ”

Zhao Yijing is speaking completely in a low voice now, and at this time for so many years.

And he had never said it to anyone in such a way.

But at this time, he wanted to say it in such humble language to Gu Ruxi, as if he felt that if he didn't say so.

It was as if I had lost my life, as if I had been cut by a knife in my heart, and I really had an indescribable sense of pain at this time.

He really looked at Gu Ruxi cautiously, he felt that he really couldn't leave Gu Ruxi for this matter.

Gu Ruxi plays an irreplaceable role in life.

Gu Ruxi really didn't want to care about him now, and at this time, he really felt that what he said had been said clearly enough.

And it's clear enough that you don't care what you do, you don't care what decisions you make.

That's your own business, and these things really have nothing to do with me, but whatever you say, what more can I say?

What can I do, it doesn't matter, the most important thing is that I need to rest now.

Because I have a baby in my belly.

"Okay, I don't want to hear you say this kind of thing, you say that that kind of thing really doesn't mean much to me, this kind of thing is really, I just said those words are also very sincere, I hope you think about it seriously, but what, now I'm tired, I'm tired I'm going to sleep, don't disturb my sleep, now I think this thing is more important than sleeping!"

Gu Ruxi didn't look at him again, and fell asleep directly in the bed.

Gu Ruxi really can't bear it sometimes, and it has not been easy to see Zhao Yijing over the years.

And it was enough to speak to himself just now, and Zhao Yijing was usually very dragged away.

And he is completely dismissive of people, and it seems completely unexpected to say these words to himself in this kind of whispered language just now.

He really hadn't seen anything like this in his life, uh-huh.

And this Zhao Yijing was so busy, he actually let him go.

OMG.

Really fascinated by all his appearances and all the circumstances, and this situation really made me feel that he was too weak in this situation, right?

But this time.

Gu Ruxi didn't want to think about it so much, because the baby in her belly was about to sleep, which was more important than anything else.

Zhao Yijing breathed a sigh of relief at this time, as if this difficulty had finally passed, and this woman didn't seem to be so angry.

And it's really a pig-like life that says that you sleep when you sleep, and you're so angry about what happened just now.

The tax that is collected now is really, I don't know what this woman thinks, but those hearts are still secretly happy.

Immediately, I also felt that this time was really the life of salt, sauce and vinegar.

As it is, it's natural for husbands and wives to quarrel with each other, but it's not.

If you don't make a lot of noise, how do you know how the other person feels about this emotion?

Therefore, after Zhao Yijing has such a theory, he feels sweet in his heart, which means that Gu Ruxi still cares about himself.