Chapter 290: Even if I don't have her in my heart, I won't have you
Pulling Er Lan out of the door, under a tree, Qi Yanxi shook off her hand, "Have you made enough trouble?" Can you stop hurting her?! ”
She staggered to her feet against the trunk of the tree, her eyes teary, and pointed at herself ridiculously, "I hurt her? Where did you tell she was hurt?! ”
"Don't you see her crying sadly because she cares about you? She's such a strong person! ”
"What about me? Can't you see that I'm so sad and hysterical because I care about you? She grabbed his arm and stared at him with a choked pain in her chest.
He brushed her hand away, unwilling to let her temperature linger on his skin for a second longer, and turned away to ignore it.
"Why?" She turned to him, pulled the corner of his clothes, looked up at him aggrievedly, tears kept slipping out of the corners of her eyes, and asked softly, "Why are you so cruel to me all of a sudden?" You weren't like that before! ”
Qi Yanxi frowned, glanced at her with lowered eyes, and moved away indifferently.
If it weren't for knowing what she had done to Huaxi in the past and seeing through the insidiousness under her gentle mask, he really couldn't help her such a pitiful appearance at this moment.
"You speak, Yan Xi ......"
"Because I'm tired and don't want to play this kind of emotionless drama with you anymore."
"Acting on the spot? What kind of play? ”
"Don't you know how much you love acting?"
It turned out that he didn't even like her at all, and he always treated her like a fool, watching her pretend to be amorous, and pretending to cooperate.
"Huh...... So I'm supposed to be tricked by you, right? ”
"It's just to perform with you, haven't you always been happy to do that?"
"So you're with her, one thing in front of you and one thing behind your back, and you're playing me around with hypocrisy, right?"
"Who is the hypocrisy? You don't know it yet? ”
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, trying to ease her throbbing throat, "So I am in your heart, not self-inflicted, but hypocritical?" ”
"......" he turned his back again.
"You'd rather stuff someone who doesn't like you at all in your heart than look at me more, even if you believe the truth of my affection for you!"
"How do you know she doesn't like me?!"
"Can't you see if she likes you or not?"
He was speechless.
Indeed, in all of Huaxi's current performances, there is no trace of a feeling that he seems to like him, even if it is just a good impression.
But as soon as this was mentioned, Qi Yanxi couldn't help but feel resentful, causing Huaxi's attitude towards him to become what it is now, in the final analysis, it was all caused by Er Lan!
He clenched his fists tightly, restraining all the impulses brought about by his emotions, but after hearing Erlan's next words, he completely exploded.
"Do you think you can get what you want by hurting someone who doesn't like you so much?"
He turned around suddenly, looked at her and roared, "Didn't you force this?!" ”
Frightened, she subconsciously closed her eyes and slowed down for a long time before opening them.
With tears in her eyes, she looked innocently at him and said, "Yan Xi...... I don't know where I forced you, but I really never wanted to force you! ”
"Why did she go from studying abroad with me to the place where she wanted, preparing for the assessment day and night to fight for a quota, and finally becoming, giving up the quota,
Even to the point of distancing yourself from me...... Don't you know it in your heart? ”
"Yan Xi, how can you look at me like this? Even if she asked me to give the quota, it wouldn't be considered that I forced her. She looked at him without blushing and heartbeat, "And, if she really likes you, will she be easily forced to give up?" ”
Qi Yanxi sneered, slowly leaned over her, looked into her eyes and said, "Isn't this your strength?" Take advantage of her weakness and years of friendship with you to force her to fulfill you! ”
She was slightly stunned, strong and calm on the surface, but her heart was already turbulent, "Is this what she said to you?" ”
Qi Yanxi lowered her eyes, and in the face of such a question, she was unconsciously guarded against her.
This time, he will never let her hurt Huaxi again, nor will he give her the slightest chance to provoke the relationship between him and Huaxi.
"What? Do you think I don't have a brain? I need to wait for her to tell me these things that I can figure out with just my brain? ”
She shook her head, "If she hadn't said that, according to your personality, you would never have thought of this!" ”
"Do you think you know me well?"
She shook her head and took a step back, and began to talk to herself, "Why don't you believe what I say at all, you will only choose to believe her!" ”
"Don't always blame Huaxi for anything! Listen up, even if I don't like her, I won't like you! ”
"Why? Why don't you like me? Am I not good enough? Am I not good enough for you? Her eyes began to glisten with tears again.
"Because I don't have you in my heart, you know? No matter what you are, there will be no place for you! ”
"You don't have me in your heart, so why are you so good to me when you're abroad?"
"Is that good? It's just that once in a while, I'll invite you to a meal and give you some academic advice in the library. ”
"No, not only these, you will also care about my diet and rest, I will accompany me when I am in a bad mood, and even take care of me when I am sick!"
"That's all begged by Huaxi! She said that girls will inevitably feel homesick when they go out, and they will be depressed, afraid that you will suffer from insomnia and anorexia if you are in a bad mood, and that you will have no one to take care of you when you are sick...... I didn't want her to worry about you so I agreed to take care of you, that's all! ”
"No, it's not like that......"
She covered her ears and shook her head desperately, muttering sadly, "That's not the case...... Hot Sunset ......"
"I hope you can face the reality sooner, it's simply impossible between us."
With that, he turned and left, leaving her alone to cry.
After a long time, she stopped crying and squeezed her palms hard.
"Qi Yanxi, this is what you forced me to ...... You forced me to do this! ”
What she can't get, no one wants to get what she wants!
She's not happy, and no one deserves a smile!
If she is sad, she will make them a hundred times more painful, and even the people around them who care!
Sitting down on a nearby bench and calming down for a long time, Qi Yanxi returned to the Daisy Villa.
As soon as he walked in the door, he saw his suitcase in the hallway and couldn't help but sigh.
He was not surprised that she could behave like this.
"Everything is packed for you, you can see if anything is left behind." Huaxi sat on the sofa in the living room with her head down, her voice slightly hoarse.
He turned his head to look at her, and said helplessly, "I've dissociated myself from her, and you're like this now."
, which makes no sense at all. ”
"Don't worry, I will take care of Baiyang until Aunt Qi comes back.
"Even if I don't live here, I won't have the slightest contact with her, and the more you do this, the more I hate her!"
"Why did you do this to her? She's going to be sad, she's so weak, she's going to be unable to think about it! ”
"Won't I be sad? Aren't you afraid that I won't be able to open it?! ”
His eyes turned red, it was the first time he had spoken to her so loudly.
She squeezed her palms and took a deep breath, regardless of how he felt at this time, she got up and walked up to him and questioned again: "I don't care what conflicts arise between you, but why do you say those misleading words to her?" How will I face her in the future? ”
Qi Yanxi frowned in surprise, and sneered again, "What she said is still hot, and she told you again so quickly?" ”
I guess a lot of oil and vinegar are added!
"No matter what, you can't say something hurtful like that, if it really hurts, how can you coax it back?"
"Huaxi!"
Qi Yanxi could no longer restrain the mania in his heart, and the roar resounded throughout the villa.
"I don't know if you really can't understand or pretend to be confused, I've told you countless times that I don't like Erlan at all, why do you have to put me together with her?"
"I don't even want to touch a single hair of her, how on earth do you tell that I am a couple with her?"
"Have you ever tried what it's like to be forced to CP with someone you like to force someone you hate?"
He approached her step by step, and she stepped back step by step, "I-"
"Flower Creek ......"
He looked at her sadly, his red eyes flashing with tears, "I obviously love you so much, obviously I have you in my heart, you just can't see it." ”
"You would rather believe that someone who never takes your feelings into account and only hurts you, and you don't want to believe that I have never betrayed you from beginning to end."
"Am I so unbearable in your heart? Is it so untrustworthy? ”
Leaning against the partition cabinet, she clutched the corner of the cabinet tightly, her brows furrowed slightly, and there was only a trace of sadness in her eyes.
He closed his eyes, hung his head, and took a long time to remove his hand from the partition cabinet and turn to go upstairs.
At that moment, Huaxi closed her eyes, slid down weakly against the cabinet, and sat down on the ground, tears sliding from the corners of her eyes in an instant.
She didn't know what happened to them the night when Er Lan used his mobile phone to connect her call, so that Er Lan cried and forced each other to die, let her quit, and fulfill them.
Trust? Her trust in him, it seems, began with those text messages that she had sent but could not get a word of explanation, and disappeared with her deletion.
She always thought it was his fault, but just now, he, who had never lost his temper with her, was so hysterical and reddened, and those aggrieved words were so true.
In the dark, she seemed to understand something, and she couldn't help but feel a faint uneasiness in her heart.
It can't be, it won't......
Er Lan, who is so gentle and lovely, has been in a relationship with her for more than ten years, and has always been sincere to her, how could she do such a thing to her?
How could she do that? How could she do that to her?
No......
What should she do? What to do? Who the hell should she believe?