"I still remember that time

I was looking forward to releasing the story that I was proud of at that time

When I received the news that the warehousing audit was passed, I happily thought that my dream had come true

It wasn't until two years ago that I realized when I actually decided to regain this dream

It's just a very ordinary process that all stories go through

The day the contract was signed

I thought the dream I had been waiting for for years had finally come true

But slowly I realized that this idea was as naïve and stupid as it was back then

There is no such thing as easy success

All gold has to go through some grinding before it shines

What's more, we are just grains of sand with dreams

Although I am always looking forward to seeing the turn of my dreams at the next dawn

But I understand that if you want to reap the good things, you have to pay some pain and hardship

Success without a price is not destined to last long

But I still want to have this hope

Think of it as an encouragement to yourself

Because if one day even such hope is completely shattered

Maybe I really can't support it to open that bright world

After all, for me now

Persistence is the only treasure book for success" Back home, Chen Xiaodi began to update two chapters a day, the essay collection is not easy to write, and she is not used to the requirement of updating so much content every day, so almost the entire June time was spent on code words. But the book is almost finished, and it's time to wrap up the month of full attendance.

It is said that the support of readers is the motivation for the author to insist on writing, but Chen Xiaodi's collection of essays has almost no readers except for the collections of Bai Ye and some friends, but fortunately, she still gained a stranger who has been supporting her, he will read every chapter she writes very carefully, and every comment he makes Chen Xiaodi will also read carefully, and the comment area is also a little angry because of the exchange between the two.

Finally survived until the end of June, after releasing the last chapter, Chen Xiaodi breathed a long sigh of relief, and the whole person collapsed on the chair in a large shape, she felt that her brain cells were left, so she was ready to rest for two days.

The next day, Chen Xiaodi suddenly received a WeChat message from the head of the house, asking her if she had time to eat together. In March, the head of the dormitory contacted her and said that she needed some information for an exam she was going to take, and asked her father if he could find a newly printed brochure. At that time, Chen Xiaodi also took her to her father's office to find him, and picked out the information she was looking for from there, although the two were in contact from time to time, but they have not met since then.

When they arrived at the place to eat, the two girls chatted while eating as before, but in the past, when they were at school, they mostly talked about easy topics that had nothing to do with life, but now they talked about how difficult life was. Originally, my mood was a little heavy, but after knowing that some of my classmates were in a good situation now, I became more and more sad.

"By the way, how was your last exam?"

"I passed, and I will go to work in two days, but it is only temporary, and the contract is only for one year."

"So you still have to take those civil service exams or something?"

"Hmm."

"Have you passed your teaching certificate?"

"No, I haven't taken a major class."

Hearing this, Chen Xiaodi was stunned, and the balls he had just eaten almost choked in his throat.

"What? Specialized courses? This is the most difficult for others to take the test, but it is the easiest for you to take this test, which is too much to say! ”

"I don't want to, either, but it's just two times in a row!"

"This ......"

Chen Xiaodi didn't know how to answer for a while, and then thought of himself who was not going well in the graduate school entrance examination, and sighed heavily.

"There is also the civil service exam, every time I finish the exam, I feel that it is almost the same, and then it is really the same."

"It's not much closer."

"Yes, a few are almost a few tenths of a sel, you say it's not angry."

The two girls laughed together as they spoke, which sounded funny, but there were countless sadness hidden behind it.

"There are too few positions that we can apply for in this major, only one of us here, can you imagine that last time I applied for the same position with two of my classmates in our class, and one of them was still in the same examination room as me?"

“……”

Chen Xiaodi really doesn't know how to describe this probability, maybe it should be said that fate is really wonderful?

"Originally, my score was a little higher than the first place in some places, but those places are too remote, and I can't go back to my family, so I don't really want to go, so I'd better think about it at home."

"Also, people with a physical condition like me are not suitable for such a place."

"Alas...... Don't talk about me, how are you? I think it's a good review this time, right? ”

"It's okay, the lessons and tasks of the special training class have been following, and I don't dare to save them, and I guess I don't want to listen to them if I save too much, and then it becomes a vicious circle."

"Indeed, no matter how much, you have to watch some every day, otherwise it may really break the can in the later stage."

"Hmm."

Chen Xiaodi nodded, her past two postgraduate entrance examinations were bloody lessons.

"I've been feeling good lately, and I hope to work hard for a high score this year."

"Come on, you can do it!"

"Hmm!"

Chen Xiaodi smiled lightly, took a sip of the cold sour plum soup, and the sweet and sour taste spread quickly, making the feeling of boredom dissipate a lot.

"Alas...... I really regret that I didn't work hard in college. ”

"Me too."

Hearing this, the head of the dormitory looked at Chen Xiaodi with some surprise, she really didn't expect her to have such feelings, after all, among the six people in the dormitory, Chen Xiaodi is the one who is the most attentive to learning.

"I thought you wouldn't regret it."

"Of course, if I hadn't been so wasted then, I would have been a graduate student by now."

"yes, if I had worked a little harder, I wouldn't have had to take these exams so hard now, you know, I was just ten points short of that."

"If you work harder at that time, it will not only be a matter of going online, but a matter of getting a high score."

"Not really."

The two girls began to sigh again, but unfortunately it was useless to say anything now, and it was impossible to turn back the time that had passed.

"I've thought about it, if I get admitted this year, I will definitely study hard when I get to school, there will be no scientific research results in undergraduates, and graduate students will strive to write two more papers."

Chen Xiaodi is telling the truth, she has included the translation certificate exam and the long story after it into her plan for the next three years of graduate life, and the pressure she has endured in the past two years has made her deeply understand that she must constantly strive to do better in order to live a better life, and to make those who look down on her change their opinion of herself.

"I think so too, but if I still don't pass these exams before the contract expires next year, I will probably have to consider going back to graduate school to continue studying."

The head of the house said softly, and sighed heavily.