Father, this is the first time I have seen him in so many days, and although he still looks so loving, I am cold.

Daughter, for him, is nothing more than a gift that can be given away.

The words that Helan Qinxin said a few days ago smashed heavily in my heart, which made people depressed for a long time, the price of a human life, just because of pampering, the previous Jiuli, would he have nightmares in the middle of the night?

I suddenly hated this body a little bit, hated her ruthlessness, but after thinking about it carefully, what is the difference between me and her, regardless of running away without permission, letting Chu Mo fall into lies, letting Ziqing fall into loss, and almost the entire Liangzhou is in danger.

"Ning An, the envoy is going back tomorrow, what about you?" My father sat on the throne, his tone was calm, and the noble and royal temperament made me feel a lot of pressure.

Although I don't know what he means, he is still respectful and respectful, "The son obeys his father's arrangement." ”

It seemed to be very satisfying, he chuckled lightly and said seriously, "Although my father is reluctant to let you go, you should go with the envoys, so that my father can rest assured." ”

It seems that he has no family affection for me, if he really loves his daughter, what if he stays for a few more days, he can send Liangzhou officers and soldiers to accompany me back to Tongyu Pass.

"Hmm." I don't have any emotions, but I am a little reluctant to the queen mother, although I only get along for more than ten days, but she remembers all my kindness to me, she is guilty of me, pampered, she made me really feel the feeling of being cherished by my mother for the first time, and always reminds me of my mother.

"Ning An, this is your responsibility as a princess, you have to protect the thousands of people in Liangzhou. You have to understand. He suddenly raised his voice, as if he were a consolation or a command.

I looked at his gorgeous clothes, shining in the twilight afterglow, like an emperor, handsome and delicate facial features like a knife, and a thin lip also symbolized the emperor's affection.

Suddenly felt aggrieved in his heart, his nose was sore, and tears wet his eyes, but he refused to fall, "Erchen knows." He was satisfied with my answer, but I had no intention of speaking to him, "If my father has nothing else to do, my son will retire." ”

He nodded, and began to review the pre-case chapter again, and was summoned in I have been standing in front of the case, and I don't say anything if he doesn't speak, and it's almost half a pillar of incense, and it's so cold as soon as he opens his mouth.

Withdrew, like a deflated balloon, Sang Ma saw me come out, immediately greeted and supported, these ten days are like years, so that I finally feel the delicate sibling relationship between Ziqing and Qi Hao, and also let me really feel the so-called royal affection, everything is too stupid for me, I always thought that I understood, I can not care, but at this time, my mood can no longer be described as disappointed.

As soon as he returned to the dormitory, he ordered Sang Ma and Bai Zhi to pack their luggage and tell them to leave tomorrow. Lu Wen also sent someone to say that he would leave tomorrow, and the carriage would pick me up outside the palace gate.

I sat in the hall and drank the purple cherry tea sent by the queen mother one by one, which was originally sweet, but now it is a little bitter.

Taking advantage of the fact that Sang Ma and the others packed their luggage, they secretly went to the bedside, took out the gold leaves and brocade handkerchiefs that they had prepared, and inadvertently saw the silver bracelets and rings on their hands, remembered Chu Mo's instructions, and Lige's worried eyes, and suddenly remembered to tie the heart rope again, squatted down and pulled up his trouser legs, looking at the red rope, he only felt distressed.

Ziqing, will you blame me, blame me for not saying goodbye, blame me for breaking my promise, blame me for being ruthless. Jiuli killed that Shaojing in the past, and now I, will I kill you?

I didn't send someone to inform my mother that she was leaving, I was afraid of her tears, I was afraid of her apology, how could I be willing to break her heart with such a beautiful woman. I'm afraid that I can't give up on her and be reluctant to leave. But now, I can't help but go, I naturally won't go back to the southern country, I'm afraid that this goodbye will be eternal life.

In the evening I went to the temple of the Queen Mother, who was pruning the potted plants, and the hairpin on her head was shining in the setting sun, and she raised the corners of her mouth gently, her eyes were full of pity, and there was no one around her.

"See the Queen Mother." I stepped in and saluted her, perhaps too focused for her to notice me.

When she heard my voice, she suddenly looked up and called me to my feet. He took my hand and said, "Ning An, this pot of jade quinoa is the queen mother's favorite, you will bring it when you go back to the south another day, looking at it is like seeing the queen mother." ”

Such words made me involuntarily wet my eyes, nodded, and did not dare to talk, I was afraid that I would choke and cry. She muttered, "The queen mother knows that you are suffering, but you were born in the emperor's family, and many things are helpless, which the queen mother owes you." ”

I couldn't hold back any longer, stabilized my mind and spoke, "What did the queen mother say, you worked very hard to give birth to me, the son never blamed you, the queen mother should not blame herself anymore, the son will be uneasy." ”

Hearing me say this, she just sighed heavily, I came to see her today, just to say goodbye, and now her appearance, I really can't bear to say it, I accompanied the queen mother to dinner, and said intimate words for a long time before returning to my Ning'an Palace.