"I don't know if it's the last time I'll stand on stage

But it was the first time I stood on stage with the piano

Still loved the feeling of being in the center of the stage surrounded by spotlights

But I found myself with a longing for the book house and the story

I am no longer so attached to the dream that I was forced to give up

I was convinced in the play

I hope that the future will come to me one day in the future

We in the play also made me believe

In the future, we will meet the planned future together

Little by little we fulfilled what we promised each other

Those big and small things

You can walk from the moment you get off the stage

I was back to my old self

Faced with a choice full of unknowns and variables

stubbornly working hard for his own failure and unwillingness

Against the disdain of those closest to me and the pressure that desperately wanted to put on my shoulders

I don't know if I'll be able to hold on to it at dawn

I can only try as hard as I can before all my courage runs out

Although I know that there is still a near future, and your dearest and dearest will always stand behind me

Support me to fly in the direction I like

But I'm still scared that I'll fail more than two months later

It's not just the fear of shattering everyone's encouragement and anticipation for so long

I am even more afraid of my faith shattered

Didn't have the courage to get back on my feet

I really hope that I can be myself in the play

That one does what he loves

Slowly open your future self"

Outside the auditorium, the girl was so excited that she spoke much faster than usual, as if she accidentally touched the double speed button, and kept asking this and that beside the two of them, Chen Xiaodi saw her say so many words in one breath, and she was afraid that she would accidentally carry her anger.

"My sister plays the piano so well! Teacher Xiaobai's songs are also super good! It's really great! The girls standing next to me were jumping up! ”

"It's not that exaggerated."

"Really, really! Their screams are so loud that if it weren't for the stereo next to them, I am afraid they would not have been able to cover it! ”

The girl kept talking until she left in her father's car, and the two children finally breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at each other.

At this time, it was just after eight o'clock in the evening, according to the time, the welcome party was not even halfway through, but there was no matter for the two of them after that, and Bai Ye didn't need to go to class tomorrow, so he was ready to go home with Chen Xiaodi.

"I'm tired these days, and I see how sleepy you look when you rehearse in the afternoon."

"It's a little, but it's fun."

"Then let's take the bus back."

"It's still early, I want to go back, I'm going home tomorrow, you can accompany me for a while."

"But your shoes ......"

"Don't worry, I've already replaced it, I don't want to bleed my heel anymore, the scar is still there."

Chen Xiaodi said with a smile, and Bai Ye realized that she had changed out of the beautiful little white leather shoes and wore her favorite little white shoes on weekdays.

"Okay, then let's go from the shopping street, and by the way, let's see what to eat, you haven't eaten much in the afternoon."

"Hmm."

Now is the busiest time for the shopping street, and office workers who have been busy all day finally have their own time to go out with family and friends, go shopping, and buy groceries. The two children watched as they walked, and all the shops were not idle, and there were more or less some customers who were choosing their products.

"When I used to go to school, my roommates liked to come here to go shopping, and when I had nothing to do on the weekends, I would either go to the movies or come here and buy a new outfit every once in a while."

"Yes, other girls go shopping either to see clothes or cosmetics, and it's just you, and you always only pay attention to where there is delicious food, where there are cheap and delicious bubble tea shops. You haven't had many new clothes in your dorm closet throughout your college years, have you? ”

"Yes, those dresses, a couple of shirts and shirts, by the way, two sportswear, and shoes, aren't they?"

"Speaking of which, the shirt you wore today seems to have been bought by everyone in your dorm room, right?"

"Well, I bought one when I was a freshman, but I haven't worn it for a long time."

"It's good, it's a special memory."

"It's quite special."

Chen Xiaodi said softly, in fact, when he said that he wanted to buy this dress, everyone's disagreement was quite serious.

More than an hour later, the two children walked to the gate of the community, and Bai Ye called his father and asked him to go downstairs to a nearby food stall to eat skewers. Daddy Bai didn't want to go, but thinking that Chen Xiaodi would be home tomorrow, he still took his coat and went downstairs.

"Why, you didn't eat well in the afternoon?"

"Well, I'm in a hurry, I'm fine, Xiaodi said that she had no appetite at that time, so she just ate two bites."

"Isn't there anything wrong with it?"

"It's just that I've been stuffy in the auditorium for too long, and I'm a little dizzy, but now it's fine."

"That's okay, whatever you want to eat, I'll treat you today, just don't waste it."

"Really? You're welcome! ”

"You kid, when have you been polite to me?"

A few minutes later, the three of them arrived at the snack street, where the stalls were already in full swing, and there was an endless stream of people who came to add food, and if the three of them arrived two minutes late, they would have to go to other shops. The two children finished ordering and sat down at the table, but there were still two tables in front of them that were not good, and they had to wait for a while. Bai Ye got up to buy a drink, and Bai Dad chatted with Chen Xiaodi.

"Xiaodi, did you buy a ticket for tomorrow afternoon?"

"Well, although I will come to the site next month to confirm, I should go back after finishing it, and I'm afraid I won't come over until the exam, so I want to go see Xiaomeng tomorrow morning."

"I heard that the kid is about to have surgery?"

"Well, it's not a few days, it looks like it's next Wednesday."

"Alas, she will be fine after surgery, and she will get better after resting for a while, but when will your disease be completely cured......

"There will be a day, and the progress in this area in the past two years has been quite fast, so don't worry, you see, I'm not doing well now."

Chen Xiaodi said with a smile, and almost stood in front of Daddy Bai to take a few more turns.

"You kid can see it, that's right, there will be a day."

Daddy Bai looked at the thin girl in front of him and smiled gently.

She has always been like this, obviously it is herself who suffers, but she always comforts others in turn, she has a different view of life than others, no matter what other people think, at least she can see her life thoroughly. Her thin body seems to contain a huge amount of energy, supporting her to fight against illness again and again, and to win again and again.