My heart can't accept it... I used to want to get a lot of attention, but now it seems like I'm getting some attention... But... I suddenly want to go back to the obscurity I used to have (of course, it's better to get attention→_→)... The feeling that my heart can't bear, (>_<) especially the moment I see a book review, I feel like my heart is going to stop⊙▽⊙ so excited! *^O^*

Okay, let's get down to business.........

Yesterday I thought I could spend it peacefully, but I didn't expect it.........

Last night, Mom and Dad planned to go "shopping" with my aunt's family and uncle to the place where my cousin lived (attention!). It's to go "shopping"), I'm bored at home, so I go with it, and I usually stay at home and don't go out during the holidays... If only I had known that would be the end... I'd rather mold at home than go!!!

We went in my father's car, and I wouldn't normally take this car...... Because... I'm motion sickness!! T^T

I will faint when I can't open the window and smell the strange smell of the car when I get on the bus, and I am usually afraid when I see the bus, and I have the urge to vomit when I see the long-distance bus, because when I used to study in other places, I will take this kind of car home every winter and summer vacation... There is not a single time that I don't vomit!

What the?! Sit a few more times! Just get used to it?! ……… I went to the field with my mother and brother when I was a child, from the kindergarten class to the fifth grade, and I would take a long-distance bus back every winter and summer vacation. Oh! There is also the same place to sit from my hometown, but this is not a dizziness, because it is a night car, and I usually sleep home......

I can't get used to the smell in the car, and I'm absolutely dizzy when I smell it, what should I do? The nose can't be used for anything else, the mouth! As soon as I get in this kind of car, I usually close my nose and open my mouth and breathe through my mouth, so that I can't smell anything! This is my way of surviving in the car~⊙▽⊙

It's the same this time......... At first, my father was driving, and I was relieved to play with my mobile phone in the back, and after driving for a while, I changed to my mother...... (T^T finally wrote that I wrote π_π) I immediately became vigilant (T^T), although I once said "Although it is rumored that the female driver is a road killer, but in the car, it is more reliable to take the car, or the female driver" (almost this meaning, in fact, I didn't remember this sentence so clearly at first, and then I went to see the previous one, but I forgot to save this, and when I came back... What I wrote is gone, T^T is the tragic price π_π)

But I still couldn't trust my mother's technique, and my eyes were looking straight ahead, for fear that something would happen......

Dad and I talked, I just reasoned casually, and my attention was still on my mother's car, and later... Dad said......

"On the day of the high school entrance examination, my brother sent me a message, it should be Father's Day, he said: Dad, happy holidays! Watch me break out for you today! Dad laughed

I feel very relieved to hear this, let alone Mom and Dad... I always thought that my brother was a person who didn't like to communicate with his parents, because every time he came home, he just played with his mobile phone, and he didn't answer what his mother asked... Unexpectedly...

I really want to do something for them... But I think good grades are the best things for them, and I have worked hard to learn, and I have been studying hard, but... It can only be kept in the case of neither bad nor good -_-||

I lowered my gaze...

My dad didn't notice my emotions, and he continued, "My sister is also very good, you all study hard, and I will give you money to get a driver's license when you are in college..."

University?? May I? I don't have confidence in myself, and now I'm struggling to learn, and I'm going to the next stage... I guess it's going to break......

Dad continued, "Now, Mom and Dad will help you pave the road, and you won't be dragged down by your family in the future, you see, many people have good grades, but the family economy can't keep up, it's useless, the family conditions are good, and the grades are not good, we are still good now, you have good grades, the family can also give you money, in the future, you go to college, Mom and Dad will give you ............ how much money you want"

I kept my head down and didn't speak, but I kept listening, and I felt that the atmosphere was a little heavy...

Grades............... I really tried - _- I really tried hard!

Mom didn't know why she was so careful all of a sudden today, she seemed to notice that something was wrong with me, she said, "What about you, don't put too much pressure on yourself, just do your best, don't put too much pressure on yourself........."

This didn't relieve me, it made me feel heavy......

After I calmed down, I collapsed in my chair and pretended to be annoyed and said, "Got it, I want to sleep, don't make any noise about me"

However I didn't sleep... I've been thinking about ......

We arrived at a building, as soon as we walked in, there were a lot of dazzling inside, (π_π scared me to death, I wrote here that the phone suddenly ran out of power and turned off, I thought I was going to give up againT^T) There was an event in front of us, it was a children's fashion show, and I walked the catwalk, where many people were around, we couldn't see it, we could only go up to the second floor to see that we looked down on the second floor, there was nothing to look at, and the costumes were not good, and then we went to the ocean ball to find my aunt, who has three children, and they should be able to play there............

To be continued......