Her emotions were completely broken, and after a roar of rage, she turned her head and cried silently.

The tears could not be held back any longer, and they quickly fell down her cheeks and dripped onto the diary in front of her.

She cried for a long time.

"Maybe I'm a child abandoned by time

The empty home didn't get angry at all every day except for me and the dog

When the one who went out returns

The world is starting to get noisy

In the end, all that remained was accusations and rants

In this somewhat gloomy world

They often suffer great pain and depression

I don't know when I will be able to untie the shackles

I just longed to live the life I wanted

But no one in this world seems to understand my attachment

No one really believes in the future is beautiful

especially

A wonderful future for me."

Chen Xiaodi looked at the few lines he had just written, sighed heavily, closed the diary and put it in the drawer, and his mood was even lower.

Stacks of review materials were piled up on the table, online classes on the computer were suspended, textbooks and notebooks spread out in front of me were full of complex biochemical reaction process diagrams, and the English test paper on the side was just halfway written, and unfamiliar words were circled by red pens, densely packed.

After reading this book for a long time, I didn't read much of it, Chen Xiaodi simply threw down the pen and looked out the window.

At this time, the sun was just right, and it was quiet outside the window, only a few old people were sitting in the yard, lazily chatting while basking in the sun.

It was the summer vacation, the little boy upstairs made an appointment with a friend, and went out to play happily, Chen Xiaodi looked at their distant backs, stunned.

"What do you think?"

was stunned, Bai Ye came over with two cups of milk tea, sat down opposite Chen Xiaodi, left the ice juice, and put the other cup in front of Chen Xiaodi.

"What else can I think of, I miss you."

"I almost believed it."

Bai Ye said softly, and the expression on his face did not change at all.

"Why don't you believe it?"

"Who are you, Chen Xiaodi? It is impossible to say such a thing in this life. ”

Bai Ye was wearing a plain white short-sleeved T-shirt, the golden sunset fell quietly on his body, and he had a smile on his handsome face, which was very good-looking.

Chen Xiaodi smiled heartily and took the milk tea in front of her, her fingertips were warm, not as cold as she expected.

"Hot milk with less sugar, buy me this every time."

"You have a bad stomach, drink less cold."

Chen Xiaodi watched Bai Ye drink a sip of chilled juice, his face was full of satisfaction, and he sighed helplessly.

These two childhood sweethearts, the two families live in opposite doors, and the relationship is very good, the two grew up together, from kindergarten all the way to classmates to high school graduation.

Now that they are in college, although the two are not from the same school, they are also two pairs of doors, just across the street.

In their spare time, the two often eat together, and they will go out for a walk together, taking care of each other when there is anything, but more often, it is Bai Ye who takes care of Chen Xiaodi.

"On this hot day, you're the only one who buys hot milk, right?"

"To be exact, I'll only buy you hot milk."

The two looked at each other and smiled, Chen Xiaodi took a sip of sweet hot milk, which was bought at the store she frequented, and the temperature and sweetness were just right.

At this time, the milky white soup base is served on the table, with a few red dates floating on it, and the tender fish fillets are put into the pot, and when the soup boils, the enticing aroma comes to the face.

"By the way, on this hot day, only you will ask someone to eat hot pot, right?"

"I've eaten with my classmates before, and it tastes pretty good, and it just so happens that we haven't eaten together for a while, so I thought I'd take you to try it."

Chen Xiaodi said lightly, but the sorrow between her eyebrows did not escape Bai Ye's eyes.

"What's wrong? What's going on? ”

"Nothing."

"We grew up together, others don't know, I don't know you yet, let's talk about it, maybe I can help you solve it."

Chen Xiaodi looked at the tumbling white bubbles for a long time before speaking.

"It's really nothing, the Mid-Autumn Festival is coming, do you want to go home?"

"I should go back, but I haven't decided yet, and I was about to ask you."

"I ...... I shouldn't have returned. ”

"Why?"

"The student union is arranged."

"Really? How did I hear that your president is going to a foreign country on vacation and only coming back after taking a vacation? ”

“…… The person is also our president, and he doesn't let people have some official business. ”

"Okay, don't lie to me, there's nothing we can't say between us, isn't it...... Quarreled with my aunt again? ”

Chen Xiaodi didn't answer, picked up the largest piece of fish fillet, and chewed it fiercely.

"Auntie is not a bad-tempered person, if you have anything to say to her, why do you lose your temper."

"You think I want to, if it makes sense, I still need to worry."

"Then this is not a solution, it is the National Day in a few days after the Mid-Autumn Festival, you can't never go home, right?"

"Drag it out once, count it once."

As he was talking, Chen Xiaodi's mobile phone rang, and it was the person in charge of their center in the student union who called.

"What, what's wrong again?"

"It's nothing, some materials have to be put into storage, you have to go to the warehouse at eight o'clock, you have nothing to do for a while, right?"

"Nope."

"Then come and walk with me for a while."

"Hmm."

After dinner, the two walked side by side to Mocheng Lin University, just after seven o'clock, it was not yet dark, and it was Friday, and the food street in front of the school was just lively.

Lin University is backing the mountain, and this area on the street is mainly an office area, as well as classrooms and student dormitories, but the main teaching places and activity venues are on the top of the slope, and Chen Xiaodi has to go up and down several times a day.

The slope is a bit steep, and it doesn't look very long, but it's a bit strenuous to walk.

Tall street trees are planted on both sides of the road, which are said to be more than 20 years old, and each one is so lush that it can block out almost all the sun in summer.

When Bai Ye is fine, he often likes to go to Lin Da to walk, here is a high ground in the city, the green area is very large, there are flowers in all seasons, the air is very good, and it is also very quiet. If he made an appointment to meet Chen Xiaodi, he would come over early if he didn't have a class, find a shady tree and wait for her while reading.

The student council's warehouse was next to the basketball court, and the two walked slowly past, and when they got there, it was about ten minutes before eight o'clock.

"I'm not going to go, I'm waiting for you over there."

"You go back first, you don't have to wait for me."

"Anyway, I don't have anything to do, your dormitory isn't at the foot of the mountain, I have to pass by there to go back to school, and I'll send you back in a while."

"That'...... I'm going to get busy first. ”

"Go ahead."

When Chen Xiaodi came to the door of the warehouse, most of the officials in the ministry were already there.

"What about your big brothers?"

"I said I was going to run errands for the boss, but I probably won't be able to come."

"Okay, that's still a few minutes, wait for the ones that haven't arrived yet, urge each other, and start work on time at eight o'clock."

"Okay sister."

"Sister, is that your boyfriend?"

As soon as he heard the gossip, the other officials who were chatting on the side also came over and looked at Chen Xiaodi expectantly.

Chen Xiaodi smiled helplessly and nodded slightly.

"Hmm."

"I heard he's a top student?"

"Hmm."

"It seems to be my sister's childhood sweetheart, right?"

"Just your gossip, there are not enough things to move, do you work!"

Chen Xiaodi rolled his eyes and dismissed the envious officials, and threw away the entry and exit record book.

"Remember to register after the count."

"Okay sister."

When I first joined the student union, the officers were very enthusiastic, and although there were many things, they were all counted in an hour.

The officers' dormitory was at the end of the court, and everyone walked over together, Bai Ye was looking down at his mobile phone, not noticing everyone coming.