Chapter 159 Don't Go
The car that Gu Ruxi and Qiao Lin drove together left, and Zhao Yijing, who had already been hurt.
Qiao Lin didn't know why he always felt uneasy, but he didn't know where this feeling came from, maybe he had that deep feeling from the moment just now, when Gu Ruxi followed Zhao Yijing's advice.
For some reason, it always feels very subtle.
It was as if he was a bystander in front of the two of them, or that he was an outsider, but he was just discussing this matter, and he had no way to decide the decision of the two of them.
When he had this feeling, he felt very distressed and depressed, because that feeling was really not particularly good, when Gu Ruxi had some kind of tacit understanding with another man.
This feeling is unfamiliar, very, very unfamiliar, if this feeling makes him feel wrong, he doesn't even want this to happen, he hopes that Gu Ruxi will not hesitate to reject Zhao Yijing's suggestion, but she agrees and sincerely agrees with him.
It's a very bad kind of switch.
He didn't want to be excluded from the conversation in this way, he felt that at this time he had to use his sincerity, he had to take back this woman. This woman is the number one in his own mind forever, and no matter what, like any mistake has been made here, but he believes that the relationship between them is not so easy to destroy, it is a relationship that lasts forever.
He said very sincerely as he drove on the highway.
His gaze was firm, "I won't let you get hurt again, Xixi, you believe me." No matter what happens, you will never be harmed, as long as I have a breath of air, I will never let this happen, please trust me, no matter what, this matter will not be able to go deeper, and there will be no accidents."
Gu Ruxi looked at him and nodded slightly.
Because just now he already knew that Qiao Lin helped him the most in this process, if Qiao Lin hadn't rescued him at the beginning, maybe he wouldn't be where he is today, and now he can sit in this car and leave here comfortably.
She was very moved and guilty in her heart, and she didn't know why she felt more guilty than that kind of touch.
Gu Ruxi said: "Because it's only you, but you are this kind of person, if you don't cheat every day, maybe I don't know what he pays, I don't know what language to use, but all this and all this, if it weren't for you, I really wouldn't know what would happen today, these are all too great for me, too sudden, thank you......"
She used a lot of this language when she thanked him, but she didn't know why she had to use such a polite way, and she didn't know why.
anyway
All in all, I felt that Qiao Lin had some distance from him, and this distance made her not know how to face it, nor how to resolve this embarrassment.
I hope he can have more ways to look at her at this time, or more ways to understand her.
Qiao Lin didn't expect her to thank him in such a way, according to the past, they didn't need to thank each other so much.
It's all in plain sight, but today's politeness made him feel this sense of distance, and it was the sense of distance that made him feel a kind of trepidation the most.
He doesn't dare to say anything now, because Gu Rumeng's matter has always been in their hearts and cross-cut like this kind of thing, how to say and how to do, there is really no way to elaborate too much, so it can only be in accordance with this law, in this way, gradually alleviate the embarrassment of each other in their hearts, maybe it will be better if everyone can meet each other, but many things in the future can not be solved at once, so it is worth slowly solving, maybe it will be better.
Qiao Lin: "I didn't know that this thing would happen so suddenly, in fact, I don't need to thank me in particular, I only found out about this thing suddenly, but I know that I don't know what kind of conflict will occur between you and Xueyu, and I don't know how much hatred you will have, but what happened today is really beyond my imagination, if you encounter any thing, you must tell me as soon as possible?" Don't leave yourself alone, you have to remember that there will always be me in this world, and if anything happens to you, I will always be there for you wherever you are......"
If he had said this to himself a month ago, maybe the story would have been very, very moving, but today's actual experience really happened, many things are not something that you can change or you can adjust, you can't do so many adjustment things, it happens, you miss it, you miss it, can you start again? I really can't affect the things of many people around me, it's not that you just say that you will return in such a simple sentence, so how can you calculate the child who has a dream of Gu Rumeng?
And after experiencing these things, many things are really taken lightly, and many things are not more important than the lives of their loved ones.
But it's really just a miss, it's missed, no matter how you make up for it, it's always a broken mirror, and it's always embarrassing to prepare, it's hard to complete this kind of thing, this thing is really unpredictable.
So hire some people who secretly decide in their hearts, no matter what kind of mistakes exist between them, I don't know what misunderstandings exist, but this has really happened, it has become a thing of the past, and he has no way to blame him at all, especially like today He also saved himself, so he still guards himself like a relative, which is completely God's greatest attachment to himself.
All of this is worth it
He is very grateful to them for their silent protection of him at this time, he will still make decisions in these aspects, no matter what the future holds, he will still help Qiao Ling in a very important position, if something happens, he will definitely help him as always, follow him, but some things really will not go back to the past.
Gu Ruxi's wound was very serious, so she could only lean on the co-pilot very tiredly, looked at the scenery outside the window leisurely, looked at the man in front of her lightly, and said lightly:
"Don't announce this matter to the public for the time being, because if I talk about this matter now, I don't want to know that this will make a big fuss, of course I won't forgive these people who have hurt me, but I have to think about the relationship between the two families in this process, I know that there are some things that you will think I'm stupid and naïve and naïve, but I will do this thing after I think about it, I think there should be a better way to deal with this matter......
Do you want to deal with Aunt Xue in a few days, because she has to do things at this time.
Because she can make her mother break away from this process through this aspect, she hopes to get such an agreement and commitment.
Qiao Lin nodded faintly, agreeing and approving of her statement.
"I will support you no matter what you say and do, but you must promise me that no matter what happens in the future, you will never be alone to bear it, you must believe me, I can take care of you, okay?"
Qiao Lin used a very eager language to explain his thoughts, he knew that if he didn't say it at this time, he would really miss this feeling, he vaguely felt that he was doing his best for this feeling, how could he give it up so easily, he couldn't he couldn't do this, how he wanted this relationship to be kept forever, he wanted this relationship to be as long away as a diamond from you.
Gu Ruxi didn't know how to face it, but nodded lightly, and smiled without answering.
There was no word all the way, and after about 5 minutes, only the music on the car wandered the minds of the two people.
"Xixi, there are some things I think I want to communicate with you, maybe I want you to know the truth." Suddenly, his tone became solemn.
Gu Ruxi looked at him with a very sincere eye, and in his eyes, this Qiao Lin was like an elder brother, like a brother, and like a complex heart.
Qiao Lin said with his head half-hung and gritted his teeth.
"I don't know what kind of mood I will be in when I say this, but I know that if I don't say it, I may feel very regretful and regretful for the rest of my life, between me and Gu Rumeng, there is no feeling of affection for me as you imagined. One day he gave me food and I don't know why I got drunk all at once, and when I woke up, it all happened, and I really didn't know what happened that night, and when I woke up on the second morning, he told me that everything had happened...... I went out of my way to get my teacup and check it out afterwards, so I'm sure my teacup had a very strong sleeping pill in it...... That's not what I thought, it's what I was designed to do, but it's happened, he told me I had a child, so I had to marry him, and now my heart is not in him at all, you know I can never forget you, you are the love of my life......"
"When it happened over there, I really felt very dizzy, and the whole person was in a very bad state, and when I woke up, your father and my father actually appeared in the room at the same time, and they seemed to see me and Gu Rumeng at the same time...... I was still in my dream that day, I didn't know anything, but it happened......"
"It's me who made a confession today, it's really a very good behavior, I can't even forgive myself, how could such a low-level and childish thing happen, but it seems that he has really happened, I can't help it now, and he is pregnant with a child, what do you think I can do? Can I give him up? I can't give up, but I can't give up, you tell me what I should do I'm miserable, I'm in a lot of pain, I'm in a lot of pain, I ...... I can't give up, when I see your hand marrying the Zhao family, do you know how heart-wrenching my feelings are? I can only let you watch, you married into the Zhao family, but I can't do anything, I can't do anything, I'm such a brute, I really shouldn't have appeared in front of you, I don't think I really have such qualifications......"
Qiao Lin's voice was very low, with a thick loneliness, he didn't know what way to look at Gu Ruxi's sincerity, he just felt that he had finally said these things, maybe deep down he would breathe a sigh of relief.
"Xixi, do I still have this chance? I said this and said that I feel that I am really not human, I don't seem to have the qualifications to have lost this ticket, I got rid of you, I threw you to someone else......"
Qiao Lin said lonely while driving, he didn't know what to say, but whether he was regretting it at that time, it was more the pain that he couldn't extricate himself from.
She listened and looked straight out the window, when she knew about it, there was really too much that had happened, what could he say?
If he can't say anything, will he regret it? Let him let him give up Gu Rumeng?
I am really helpless, my whole life has completely disrupted all the rules of the game, this game rule is not made by myself, even if I can't help but want to break all this, but I have been constrained by too many things.
Gu Ruxi said: "I'm sorry, I really misunderstood you about these things, I feel very sad and guilty, maybe it's really fate, we don't have fate, we're really together, what should I do at this time?" There's no way to do it, I can go with you without any precautions, I can do this, but do you think about it, will you get the child in his belly, can you get away? Do you think we'll be happy afterward? He has been inserted between us, your children are very inserted among us, will we have a happy future? At least not yet...... Forget each other in the rivers and lakes, maybe it's ......"
When Gu Ruxi said this, his heart was sad, his eyes were moistened with tears and these things, if people had said earlier, why not do it earlier, why bother to say this thing when they lost and missed, and how did the mood of the parties be raised.
What's more, he saved himself today, what can he do, there is no way to give him any feedback at all, because the moral constraints are already in front of him.
"Qiao Lin one day, no matter what happens, I will always be on your side, always support you, no matter what happens, I will always be my brother, since you can't be my lover, then be my brother, okay? As my brother, I will always respect you, love you, and protect you. ”
Jolin: "Can you give me a promise?" Because I have a problem with this matter, or if there is a trap in this matter, can you forgive me and come with me? Come with me and go far and fly high, as we once promised, we will live the life of the two of us when we have a seaside world, are you willing to give me such a chance? ”