I still remember when I was 12 years old, Bai Jing and his friends went to the river to play.

On that day, the sky was very blue, the weather was good, it was a beautiful day, but Bai Jing could not have imagined such beautiful weather, how could such a thing happen.

This incident bothered him for many years, and it also caused him to fall into a deep self-blame.

……

Li Li saw that the weather was good today, and he wanted to secretly go out with Bai Jing to play.

This age is the time to be lively and active, of course Bai Jing can't refuse his proposal, and he especially wants to go out to play.

"Shall we go?"

"Let's go to Chenghu!" Li Li wanted to go to the river to blow the wind.

"Okay."

They didn't tell the adults, but ran out on their own.

Bai Jing sat on the edge of the lake and shouted towards the lake: "Ah~"

After shouting, Bai Jing felt that his body and mind were smooth, and this feeling was really good.

Li Li also sat next to him, put his hand on Bai Jing's shoulder, and said to him with a smile: "How is it?" This is a nice place, isn't it? ”

"Yes, great view."

They hooked their shoulders and laughed, this is youth, but this picture is shattered, and joy has become a bubble and a phantom.

Bai Jingqing clearly remembered the moment Li Li was submerged in the water, his panicked expression.

If they could do it all over again, Bai Jing seemed to stop their whim.

I don't know why Li Li came up with the idea of going into the water to swim.

His smiling face shone even brighter in the sunlight.

Bai Jing didn't have the idea of not going to his mind at that time, and he also wanted to feel the cool feeling.

"We'll swim for a while and then we'll go."

The sound of falling water did not attract anyone's attention, and this place was quite remote, and this small wave would not be noticed at all.

The happy teenager swimming in the water had a lot of fun.

Danger crept in, and a huge sense of panic hit Bai Jing's heart, and even he didn't know what the reason was.

When he stopped to think, Li Li behind him suddenly sank, and the last picture left for Bai Jing was his flustered face.

"Li Li."

Bai Jing quickly swam towards Li Li, but he didn't understand why he couldn't swim when it was obviously a very close distance.

No, hurry up, hurry up.

In the end, Bai Jing still failed to swim to his side and failed to catch Li Li's outstretched hand towards him.

At that moment, Bai Jing felt like his brain was blank, and he couldn't believe how he couldn't reach it so closely.

Why can't you reach it, is it......

He doesn't know what he's up to. All he remembered was a terrible thought coming to him.

Then his eyes became more and more astringent, and his eyelids drooped, and he couldn't open them, so he could only let them close.

After closing his eyes, Bai Jing felt that his body was sinking, and it kept sinking.

I don't know how long it took for Bai Jing to wake up, but he woke up in his own home.

As soon as he woke up, he cried and shouted for his family to go to Li Li.

But his family actually said that he was not sleepy, how could there be any Li Li.

Bai Jing tugged at his father's sleeve and said weakly, "Li Li, it's my friend Li Li." ”

Who knew that his father still looked confused, as if he didn't know this person at all.

"How is that possible?" Bai Jing's face was full of doubt.

His muttering was heard by his father, who touched his head and comforted, "Is it a nightmare, don't be afraid, we are all here." ”

As if he had accepted his fate, Bai Jing reluctantly said, "I want to be alone." ”

His father glanced at Bai Jing, exited his room with his mother, and closed the door thoughtfully.

After they left, Bai Jing immediately put on his shoes and got out of bed, and rummaged through the boxes and cabinets in the room to find a photo of him and Li Li.

Finally found it, but Bai Jing's hand holding the photo trembled slightly.

"It can't be."

The original two people in the photo have now become one person, and the person who remains is obviously Bai Jing.

He thought he was dazzled, and he checked several times again, and found that he was still alone.

This huge blow almost didn't make Bai Jing throw the photo out of his hand.

Fortunately, Bai Jing still held back, he clutched the photo tightly, and the posture wanted to catch it.

The photo is not framed, and this photo is not crumpled and crumpled.

This photo of being spared always reminds Bai Jing of this inexplicable thing, as well as Li Li's expression at the moment of disappearance.

Later, he also went to ask Li Li's relatives and friends, and they all said that they didn't know this person, and even his parents said that they didn't call Li Lidi's child.

Hearing about these disappeared Bai Jing, he was on the verge of collapse all the time, and this matter was also tormenting him all the time.

His spirits were also gradually weakened, and even his appetite was not raised.

Bai Jing's mother noticed his abnormality and said that she would take him to see a psychiatrist, but this plan was put on hold for the time being.

The reason is that Bai Jing wanted to open it himself, in fact, after that day, Bai Jing's memory of Li Li will gradually become blurred.

His memory will only exist for a while, and after this point, his memory will be blurred, and his natural spirit will become stable.

In the process of growing up, he sometimes dreamed of Li Li, but at that time, he no longer thought it was a real thing, but thought it was a nightmare.

After all, there are always many people who can't tell the difference between dreams and reality.