Chapter 139: Amnesia

After drinking the soup and 'medicine', and asking the doctor to diagnose it, I realized that I had a recurrence of heart palpitations and some amnesia due to emotional disorders.

An Hai said that it was already early spring, and I made a joke, and repeatedly asked him what happened, so I would be like this, but he didn't say it, and then asked the red sleeves and a few of them, and they all said that they didn't know, and they didn't know, and I didn't bother to ask.

In this little half a month, nothing happened in the palace, Huangfu Ziqing seemed to know about my amnesia, sometimes I spoke upside down, he was not angry, he looked at me with a smile, let me take care of myself, I don't know what's going on, now I see him again, my heart is like water, I don't hate or resent, just like a stranger, he said I just listened, I don't want to tear my face. After all, there are so many 'sexual' lives on me.

Thinking of the child in my belly, even if my appetite is not good, I will eat well and rest.

No, as soon as I had lunch, An Hai ran up to me and was about to whisper, but he took out his red sleeves and whispered in my ear, "Niangniang, Lord Chu said he was going to take you out of here." ”

I hold the 'jade' brand in my hand, I don't know what's going on, the 'jade' card actually cracked a hole, fortunately don't hang up, but it's okay, I played, heard him say this, surprised, "This is the palace, how can you say go, what should you do when I'm gone?" What should they do with Moxi? ”

Speaking of Moxi, my heart is a pang, a faint pain, I don't know why.

"Moxi, they have been taken to Zhuangzi by Lord Chu, and the Lord said that if Niangniang is willing to leave, he will take you to Jiangnan with him." When An Hai said this, seeing that my face was the same, he continued, "If Niangniang can really leave the place of right and wrong, the slave can be regarded as worthy of Zhi'er, as for safety, Niangniang don't worry, the emperor is probably too busy to take care of it now." ”

"Of course I want to get out of here, but I'm worried about you, forget it, it's like this now, and you can live anywhere." I waved my hand, still uneasy, remembering what happened to those minions when I ran away before.

"Niangniang, now that she is the new emperor, she will not be as unkind as the previous emperor!"

An Hai's words hit me hard, Huangfu Ziqing, is he merciful? Somehow, now that I've woken up, I don't want to mention him anymore, and I've been estranged a lot from them even in front of Red Sleeves, and I've only let An Hai serve them close all day, and I always feel that Red Sleeves will have a mustard, but I don't know why.

I nodded and said, "Let me think about it." ”

After An Hai listened, he no longer persuaded him, An An stood next to me in points, 'kneading' and pinching the 'jade' card in his hand, the more he looked at it, the more upset he became, he put it on the table casually, got up with his hands on his waist and slowly walked to the dresser and sat down, picked up the grate to comb his hair, only to see that the 'drawer' was not closed properly, and 'revealed' a little golden light, and 'drawn' it out to see, it was a golden hairpin, and the appearance of 'jade' orchid and 'flower' was given by Qi Hao, but he couldn't remember his face.

"An Hai, did you say that Nanwang is coming back soon?" The more you look at the 'jade' hairpin in your hand, the more you like it, if it is not that the gold 'color' is too small, it is enough to be fake 'messy' real.

I turned my back to Anhai and couldn't see his face clearly, and it took me a moment to hear him say, "The minion guesses that it should be soon." ”

"Well, when he comes back, he will send me a separate hairpin, I have been wearing this 'jade' Lanjin hairpin for several years." After speaking, he 'inserted' the golden hairpin into the bun, because there was a crescent bun, and the golden 'flower' was just at the bend of the moon, just like the laurel in the painting, but there was a kind of icing on the cake 'flower' beauty.

An Hai was a man of few words, and I was a little tired, so I let him go out, resting on the soft couch by himself, thinking about those words just now, can I really go out of the palace? But what about the baby in the womb?

This palace, the most important thing is the heir, he has so many concubines, my An An is not affected by him, and in such an environment, the child will not be happy, and there is a queen on it, my own life is not easy, let alone protect An An? If An An is a 'girl' child, maybe she will be sent out to make peace in the future?

Thinking about it, I feel that the advantages of leaving the palace outweigh the disadvantages, since Chu Lige has a way to take me away, then what reason do I have to be attached here, Chu Mo has already left, Mo Xi is also waiting for me outside, Qi Hao has not returned to the palace, the people who are important to me are not here, what is the point of me staying here? If you can, let's take Anhai with you.

Thinking about it, I fell asleep on the soft couch, and I don't know who covered me with a thin quilt, taking advantage of this infinite 'spring' light, I took a nap beautifully.

After thinking about it for a few days, I finally made up my mind and prepared to leave.

In the past, I left for freedom, and at that time there was another person who could make me think about it and fidget, but now, all my sustenance is on An An, what is the point of me staying in this palace? And I don't want Huangfu Ziqing to use me to pinch Qi Hao.

After An Hai knew my answer, he was very calm, as if all this was expected, he went out of the palace that day, and came back in the evening to tell me that in three days, when he was ready, Chu Lige would come and take me away.

"Anhai, I have a big belly, how can I leave?" Holding his cheeks with one hand, and 'touching' and 'touching' my round belly with the other, he asked with some worry.

"Niangniang, when the time comes, you can take advantage of the chaos to go out." An Hai hammered my little 'leg' and replied.

In the past few days, I began to be swollen, and there would be marks on my hand when I pressed it on the skin, which was always sore and sore, and someone had to 'knead' and 'knead' it within an hour or two.

After listening to An Hai's words, my heart was a little uneasy, and I said, "Arson? What if it really hurts someone? ”

"Don't worry about this mother, fight for this life, and the slave will also send the mother out of the palace, otherwise why will the king of the south ......." An Hai's words were not finished, and he didn't say anything about it anymore, I was a little curious, why did I still have a relationship with Qi Hao.

"Qi Hao, what's wrong with him?"

He lowered his head, I saw his expression, but An Hai was stunned before he said, "No, Niangniang doesn't want to be pinched by the emperor, so she has to leave early." ”

He changed the subject, I stopped asking, nodded and fell silent.

You can leave after three days, but this time the mood is an indescribable feeling, not 'excited', unhappy, not excited, but also not guilty, there seems to be no emotion recently, I always feel that something has been hollowed out in my heart, but I can't remember anything.

Red sleeves came in with a bowl of lotus seed soup and gently put it in front of me, I saw the loneliness on her face clearly, in fact, I didn't want to alienate her, but when I thought that she was the emperor's son, my heart was awkward, I always felt that she had something to hide from me, and I saw my expression of 'desire' and stopped, but I didn't say it when I asked her, it really made me a little annoyed when I was a child.