Chapter 388: No Return
When Qin Xiaojin gave Qin Lang a guzheng lesson, Bai He was lying on the operating table, and Ji Tong, who was wearing a surgical gown, gave her a smile.
"Dad, where did Mom go?" Qin Langhua walked over, leaned on Qin Xiaojin, and asked pitifully.
Qin Langhua has grown a lot taller, and he has become more and more eccentric.
Qin Xiaojin opened his mouth and sighed in his heart, he still wanted to ask the children this question.
The white lotus has not been seen for many days.
Qin Xiaojin looked at Qin Lang sitting on the chair behind the zither opposite, the upright boy was wearing a zither armor, his face was silent, and there was only a pair of eyes with thirst written in it.
He also wanted to know where his mother went, but he couldn't ask, he was a little teenager, and there was always a reason why his mother didn't say where he went, all he could do was whether his mother was there or not, whether his mother was there or not, his task was to practice the piano well.
Qin Xiaojin had already given him a good lesson.
Guo Minmin cut a plate of fruit and brought it over and put it on the table: "Big brother-in-law, Langlang, Langhua, come to eat fruit." ”
Bai Shu found a job in Cloud City and went to work.
Guo Minmin stayed at home to take care of the diet and daily life of the old and young, she and Ms. Mingyue didn't look at each other, and they knew each other, so Ms. Mingyue took Bai Ruxin downstairs for a walk.
Qin Langhua inserted two pieces of fruit with a toothpick, one handed to Qin Xiaojin, and the other to Qin Lang: "Dad, brother, eat fruit." ”
Qin Xiaojin was eating the fruit and just wanted to ask Guo Minmin, Guo Minmin hurriedly shook his head: "Brother-in-law, I don't know where the eldest sister went!" ”
Qin Xiaojin smiled dumbly, "I wanted to ask where my father and mother went." ”
"Mom took Dad downstairs again," Guo Minmin's words were full of dissatisfaction, "I know that Dad has Alzheimer's, and I want to take him to go shopping, and I'm not afraid of getting lost, I've already lost it." ”
"The old man stays at home every day, and it's not good for his health, so it's good to go for a walk, as long as he looks firmly." Qin Xiaojin smiled patiently.
Guo Minmin is still dissatisfied: "Mom, is she here to take Dad for a walk?" She can't stay at home by herself, she's the foot field, and she wants to go out and chat with others......"
Fortunately, Ms. Mingyue is not here, otherwise Guo Minmin's call is bound to cause a big war.
The contradiction between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law has been a problem since ancient times, Qin Xiaojin will not be stupid enough to persuade any party, or be a moral judge, judging who is right and who is wrong, he just looks around at this small suite in Baihe, it is not big, it is cramped with so many people, and the people who live there refuse to let me and I refuse to let you, and the firepower is driving around, which is even more cramped.
"Lang and Langhua will go back to Qin's house with me," Qin Xiaojin looked at Qin Lang and Qin Langhua, "When your mother comes back, I will go to Qin's house and pick you up." ”
The two children were very excited, but they both shook their heads.
Qin Xiaojin knew that Bai He had absolute authority in the hearts of the two children, so he was not reluctant.
"Then Daddy will take you downstairs."
This is okay, the brother and sister followed Qin Xiaojin downstairs happily.
Looking at the suddenly quiet and spacious suite, Guo Minmin couldn't help but envy: It would be great if he and Bai Shu could have such a hut that was not disturbed by anyone.
You don't have to live with Ms. Mingyue, you don't have to endure her noise, fingering, stinky temper, and you don't have to take care of your father-in-law with Alzheimer's.
But how could she and Bai Shu's income afford to buy a suite? Unless it is the sale of the house in Swallow Village.
Guo Minmin is very happy, this is even more unfeasible, how can Ms. Mingyue agree?
Qin Xiaojin held Qin Lang with one hand and Qin Langhua with the other, and when he walked downstairs to the community, he saw Ms. Mingyue chatting with the aunts, and Ms. Mingyue was spitting and was the focus of the crowd.
I don't know what Ms. Mingyue said, in short, the aunts next to her all nodded around her, and some people took her hand and patted her hand, quite convinced of her.
Qin Xiaojin looked for Bai Ruxin again, he was sitting alone on a bench in the distance, very bored looking at the surrounding scenery.
If Bai Ruxin sneaked away for a while, Ms. Mingyue must not know, right? How dangerous it is.
As soon as Qin Xiaojin thought so, Bai Ruxin stood up from the bench and walked away tremblingly.
Qin Xiaojin just wanted to call Ms. Mingyue to pay attention, but saw that Bai Ruxin couldn't walk before he had gone far, he was tied with a strip of cloth on his hand, the strip of cloth was long, and the other end was tied to Ms. Mingyue's hand.
Feeling the change in the strip of cloth, Ms. Mingyue hurriedly pulled the strip of cloth back, and Bai Ruxin had to walk back and sit down on the bench again.
Ms. Mingyue didn't look back during the whole process, still chatting and laughing with the aunts.
Qin Xiaojin laughed dumbly again.
What an interesting Bai family, although they live a struggling and tangled life like all the little people in this world, they also have their little pleasures.
Because of a marriage contract with Bai He, he was tied to them and became relatives, feeling their firewood, rice, oil and salt, as if he deeply felt the fireworks in the world.
He loves the fireworks of this world.
Since he was a child, he has never had so many people tied to him around him, sharing the same fate.
Qin Xiaojin hugged the two children beside him tightly.
"Dad, will you divorce Mom?" The usually quiet boy broke the silence.
Qin Xiaojin looked down at Qin Lang, he tilted his head, his face pale.
"Are you scared?" Qin Xiaojin asked him.
The boy groaned and nodded: "Scared, mom will be scared too, right?" ”
"I'm scared too!" Qin Langhua understood, and hugged Qin Xiaojin's thigh tightly.
Qin Xiaojin muttered, "I'm also afraid. ”
All along, he has closed the door of his heart and has never opened it for anyone, and the person who walked into his heart, Bai He was the first and only one.
Life is a lover, this matter is not about the wind and the moon, he is the lover.
He did want a child of his own, and he, like the vulgar men of the world, wanted a child of his own, and wanted to see what it was like for his blood to continue in another life.
He wondered what the crystallization of his love with the person he loved looked like.
However, the moon is cloudy and sunny, and this matter is difficult to complete.
Losing the white lotus, and not being able to have his own children, he has to choose the same, he chooses the white lotus.
If he is destined not to have his own children, then this is providence and fate, and he can only accept it calmly.
It's just that Qin Xiaojin doesn't understand, the pride and loftiness in Bai He's heart.
Even if he can let it go, he can pretend not to care, but Bai He can't.
If she can't give birth to a child that belongs to him, the love between them will be flawed, and she will not be able to accept his love calmly, and the more he loves her, the more she feels indebted in his love.
She didn't want to put herself in that situation, she would rather let it go.
For Bai He, love cannot be a heavy thing, love should be sweet, perfect, and happy, and what is discounted cannot be called love.
For Qin Xiaojin, separation is a greater regret.
Qin Xiaojin squatted down, took the two children in his arms, and sighed in his heart, when Bai He came back, he wanted to talk to him once.
But Bai He didn't come back for a long time.