Chapter 255: The Side He Didn't Know About Her
Old Tree House.
Since the day they returned to Huatian Town, they all went to Youli Manor, and they didn't have time to buy some ingredients or anything, so they rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find half a jar of honey.
I don't know if this will work on the fruit...... Forget it, it's a little bit to be able to solve it.
I took a bottle of mineral water from the refrigerator, poured it into a cup, added honey, stirred it to taste good, and then covered the honey pot and brought the honey water upstairs.
Probably because of the dry mouth, Guo Liuli drank a whole glass of honey water with a few grunts.
Covering her with a quilt, Jin Jin exhaled, and finally could rest in peace!
Getting up and stretching, she left the room and went diagonally to the opposite side, intending to save Su Mofeng some effort and help him put his clothes away in the closet.
After packing up, standing in front of the wardrobe and looking at his long-sleeved trousers, she couldn't help but muttered speechlessly.
What a heat-resistant fool, not a single short one, even the pajamas are long!
With a sigh, she crouched down in front of her suitcase and unzipped the other compartment to see if there was anything else to tidy up.
His scattered daily necessities are quite simple, in addition to a charger and an electric shaver, there are also a pair of shoes, two peaked caps, and two belts......
Well? There was even a pack of disposable black masks...... If I didn't know him, I would have thought that this equipment was going to do something bad.
What is it?
When she saw a dark gray simple storage bag, she opened the zipper with her hand, but she didn't expect that it contained all kinds of bottles and bottles.
She took out the instructions on the labels of the bottles one by one, and the shocking words made her dumbfounded.
It turned out that his sleep disorder was real, and it was not a simple sleep disorder, but depression. Judging by the number of types of these drugs, his depression should be very severe.
For a moment, her heart panicked inexplicably, her hands trembled, and there was always a strong sense of unease. She pressed her chest and took a deep breath, suppressing her heart's beating wildly.
This depression, not to mention heart disease, is more hopeless than a terminal illness.
What to do? What should she do?
Turning Caton's head in a panic, she suddenly remembered someone.
This person must know and know everything about him!
Hurriedly putting the contents of the box back in place, she got up and grabbed her phone and walked downstairs, standing in front of the window furthest from the stairs and dialing Shangus's phone number.
Shangus, who was sitting in a taxi, took out his mobile phone, looked at the caller ID, and his heart trembled unconsciously, but he hesitated to answer it.
"Hey."
"Shangus."
Listening to her voice, something didn't seem right, and he frowned, "What's wrong?" If you don't rest so late, what's the matter with me? ”
She took a deep breath, bit her lip, and said, "I, there is something I want to ask you, I hope you can help me." ”
Listening to her trembling voice, his brows tightened a little, and he replied, "You say, as long as I can help you, I know everything." ”
“…… His depression...... Isn't it particularly serious? ”
He lowered his eyes and was silent for a long time.
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Mo Feng himself didn't mention anything to her, he didn't know whether to tell her or not, let alone what bad impact it would have on her after telling her.
"You know that, right? Serious, right? ”
“……”
"How serious is it?"
She resisted the urge to cry but couldn't help but sob, "Didn't you say you would help me?" ”
Although the sound was small, he still heard it, and clenched his fists in distress, "You still don't have to know these things." ”
"No, I want to know! Didn't you say you knew everything? You just promised me......" Her small voice gradually turned into a pleading.
He was silent for a long time, took a heavy deep breath, and then released a few seconds later, hesitating to explain why.
"He used to ...... He has self-harmed and committed suicide...... I can't count them. That's why, he has a lot of scars on his body and never wears short sleeves. ”
She choked her breath, her nose ached, and she squeezed her palms tightly.
As his girlfriend, she is really unqualified, and she hasn't even noticed that she has so many scars on his body after being together for so long.
Sometimes I still joke in my heart, is it because it is too cold, so I have to wear a long-sleeved shirt on a hot day? Even when she had just packed his clothes, she ......
Luckily, it's good she didn't say it, otherwise she would have given herself a big mouth now!
She took a deep breath, bit her lip and continued to ask, "When was the last time?" ”
He was silent for a long time before he said, "It happened a few years ago, and that time was also the most serious one. ”
"What did he do to himself?"
"Piercing the heart with a knife...... Because it deviated from the heart by two millimeters, he saved a life. ”
Oh my God, how painful and desperate he must have been to treat himself in such a cruel way and give up on himself.
She crouched down, closed her eyes and covered her mouth, suppressing the cry from her throat, tears falling from the corners of her eyes.
Images of his torment and pain kept coming back to her mind, and she suddenly forgot how to breathe.
No, now is not the time to cry, she has to hurry up and finish asking, she must understand clearly!
She stopped her tears, adjusted her breath and asked, "Haven't you hurt yourself since then?" ”
Because that time, it was his mother who negligently let him hold the sharp weapon, and watched him stab himself without hesitation. She couldn't bear the pain in her heart, and cut her wrists on the spot to die with him, and he never hurt himself again. ”
Although such a mother is stupid, she has to say that she is a good mother who loves him with all her might.
However, for him, if he doesn't hurt himself, it seems that his life will be more depressing.
"Is depression suicide because heart disease is too painful?" She asked again.
"No, his heart disease is an acquired organic lesion of the heart."
"What? Pathological changes? ”
"Because of long-term severe depression, it caused organic lesions of the heart."
I've never heard of it, but I feel terrible when I hear the word 'lesion'.
"In the end...... What the hell is the reason?
Why would he suffer from such severe depression? Her throat suddenly became a little silent.
“……”
"You say!"
"Because...... Ten years ago—"
"Tsujin?"
At this time, Su Mofeng's voice came from the staircase on the second floor.
Glancing there, she hurriedly whispered into the phone: "Let's do this first, I'll contact you another day, thank you." ”
Hearing the sound of broken wires, Shangus breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.
It's okay not to tell her why, it's probably okay for them.
She hurriedly wiped the tears from her face with her clothes, stood up and took deep breaths to adjust her emotions. Listening to the footsteps of the stairs, she pushed and pulled the screen window in a hurry.
Hearing the sound, he stepped down the last two steps, looked towards the source of the sound, and looked at her figure strangely, "Wife? ”
"Love!" She cheerfully turned her head in response, trying to make her emotions as natural as possible.
"Well, it seems that you also like this title, and you haven't answered after calling your name so many times." He walked up to her and scratched her nose.
"Hee-hee...... I especially like it! ”
Touching her head, he asked, "Aren't you going to make decanting soup?" ”
"The fruit has already been drunk."
"And what are you doing here?"
Seeing that he stopped his gaze on her face, she hugged his arm to avoid it, leaned on his shoulder and muttered, "I forgot to close the screen, there are a lot of mosquitoes coming in, and I can't find mosquito repellent water, which annoys me!" ”
As if sensing that something was wrong, he tugged at the corners of his mouth, turned around and cupped her face, looked at her eyes tenderly and asked, "Why are your eyes red?" ”
She turned her face away and said with a smile, "I'm fine, it's just, the bugs flew into my eyes and rubbed them a few times." ”
"I'll see." Pulling her under the light, he held his face again, pulling her eyelids open for a closer look.
He's not behind his ears, so he can't hear such a heavy nasal voice?
There was no trace of bloodshot in his eyes except for redness, and the redness on his nose confirmed his suspicions.
"Aren't you afraid of bugs?"
"Afraid, afraid ......"
"Why didn't you call that?"
“…… I'm afraid to scare you. ”
He hooked the corners of his mouth, rubbed her head and touched her face, "Frightened, aren't you?" ”
Seeing the way he smiled so softly now, she really couldn't imagine that his past could be so bad.
He had always been so painful, but he gave her the best emotions.
Unconsciously, another layer of tears appeared in her eyes, and she nodded, and shook her head again.
"It's been a long time, haven't you? If you feel uncomfortable, cry out. ”
Hearing this gentleness, she couldn't help but purse her lips.
"Stupid, don't be afraid, I'm here." Taking her into his arms, he gently stroked the back of her head.
In an instant, she hugged his back tightly, buried her face in his arms, and burst into tears.
She was indeed very afraid, afraid that one day she would be suddenly stimulated, and his thought would make her lose him forever.
As long as his heart is not dissolved, he may have the idea of giving up life every minute.
No, she can't accept it
, even if he wants to lose, he has to abandon her, it must not be this reason!
She must make him completely well!
After a long time, hearing her gradually sobbing, knowing that she was tired of crying, he kissed her forehead distressedly, held her face and wiped away her tears, "Don't cry anymore...... Husband hugs. ”
As he spoke, he grabbed her by the waist and picked her up as a koala.
She hugged his neck tightly, rested her head on his shoulder, and buried her face in his neck, "I like it when you hold me like this...... My baby husband. ”
He raised the corners of his mouth, kissed her cheek, turned and walked to the top of the stairs, slowly stepping up the steps. Walking into their room, he continued pacing back and forth until she calmed down.
"Su Mofeng."
Suddenly, these three words came out of her mouth, and he subconsciously responded.
"Huh?"
Yan Jin's eyes lit up, and she seemed to be sure that she had heard Mo Mufan's name to him during the call just now.
In the next second, he suddenly stopped, and his body froze in place.
(End of chapter)
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