The task I set for myself today is 6ooo, and I already have 2ooo words, and I hope I can complete it.

Today's second update.

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Outside the small temple, Xu Shaoye took Shen Changping's hand and walked under a tree before stopping.

Shen Changping withdrew his hand and said, "It's so cold outside, it's still warm in the temple, let's go back to the temple." ”

"It's so stuffy in there." Xu Shaoye replied.

"Won't it?"

Shen Changping was dragged up in the fire in his sleep and escaped in a hurry, his clothes were not thick, his hands were clasped and his arms were rubbed, and his feet were stomped on the ground.

It's really cold.

Xu Shaoye was about to take off his coat but was stopped by Shen Changping: "What are you doing?" You are a sick person, and your body is poisonous and wounded, if you catch a cold again, it will make matters worse, maybe Lianchang Kyoto will not be able to survive. ”

Shen Changping's reason is very sufficient, Xu Shaoye has nothing to say, and there is nothing to do, so he can only put on his clothes again, thinking of Chang Su in the temple looking at Shen Chang's usually gentle and demented expression, Xu Shaoye is not a taste.

He didn't want to take Shen Changping back to the temple, and he couldn't let Shen Changping freeze......

Xu Shaoye pulled Shen Changping abruptly and cared for her tightly in the crook of his arm.

The mountain on the winter night was very cold, the cold wind was biting, and even the moonlight was as cold as frost on the ground, but Shen Changping felt warmth in Xu Shaoye's arms.

The young man's arms had the muscles of acquaintance, and his body temperature was the same as that of ordinary people, but it had a stronger warming effect, which almost immediately dispelled the chill on Shen Changping's body, making her body and heart warm.

Once upon a time, Duan Shaohua also hugged her like this.

At that time, they were still a young couple, but now things are different, the green mountains are still there, and the sunset is red several times.

Thinking of Duan Shaohua, the little flame in Shen Changping's heart that was almost about to burn was immediately extinguished by a scoop of cold water.

She once fell in love with Duan Shaohua vigorously, but ended up with a regrettable ending.

Probably, from now on, she will never love again.

The love of the young people who surrounded her, she couldn't bear it.

How would he feel if he knew that all her meek enthusiasm for him was a exploit?

"Xu Shaoye, let's go back to the temple." Shen Changping wanted to break free of Xu Shaoye, but was tied tighter by Xu Shaoye.

"Changping, am I a very incompetent person?"

Shen Changping couldn't help but tremble when he heard Xu Shaoye's voice crying.

She could understand the blow Xu Shaoye faced.

Although he has been taught by civil and military affairs since he was a child, he is a rich son who is pampered in the end, with the love and care of his parents, and his growth has been smooth. A good growth journey can make a person feel extra confident.

Indeed, Xu Shaoye has received a lot of love, which also makes him live a particularly sunny and confident life.

But this kind of self-confidence is actually very fragile and can't withstand any blows, and this kind of self-confidence can only keep dropping pies on him, keep letting him succeed, and enjoy the joy of success...... Over time, it gave him the illusion that "he is very good".

In fact, these are all appearances.

Xu Shaoye is different from those muddy sons and gentlemen, he is expected to have high hopes, and his greenhouse flowers cannot withstand the tempering of wind, frost, rain and snow, and he is destined to retreat.

This made him more and more discouraged, self-doubting, helpless, and at a loss, unable to face himself.

Therefore, even if he is holding his sweetheart in his arms at this moment, his heartbeat is vigorous and restless, and there is only a terrible dead silence.

"In the battle of Guzhu Country, I let the Zhou army lose 50,000 horses, and now this Luoxian post station, I can't even keep this mere 300 people, what do you mean by saying that I am a handsome? I don't need His Majesty to punish me, I will go back to Changjing to take the blame, I don't need to laugh at me in Da Zhou, I despise myself first, Changping, do you think I can still stand up? ”

Xu Shaoye said and buried his head in Shen Changping's shoulder socket.

This little woman's little shoulder socket was the only place in the world where he could hide.

I don't know why he always has a sense of intimacy in front of her to find a home, maybe this is the fate of fate. He fell into a trap and suffered from leprosy and was thrown to a desert island, thinking that he would definitely die, but God actually let this woman fall from the sky, healed him, and brought him back to the six places, and this miraculous woman was the lucky star given to him by God.

All his confusion and confusion can only be easily confided in front of her.

At this moment, Xu Shaoye, with his head hanging on her shoulder, like a frustrated swan, took off his arrogant coat and showed her: He was injured, not physically injured, but injured in his heart, and invisible blood and tears flowed in his body.

Shen Changping felt it.

Instead of leaving his embrace, she reached out and hugged him, her palm patting him on the back.

I can't tell you how it feels, like a mother comforting her son, like an older sister comforting her younger brother......

"Xu Shaoye, victory and defeat are a common thing in soldiers, the so-called ordinary heart is not only for us to face joy and victory, but also for us to face defeat and setbacks with a normal heart, not to be easily defeated, or not to be humble, not to be discouraged, not to give up on ourselves, the normal heart is to let us pamper and not be shocked......"

Shen Changping's comfort calmed Xu Shaoye's inner irritability with a low and hoarse voice and a soft tone, and calmed his heart.

"Changping, have you also failed?"

Xu Shaoye's sudden question made Shen Changping stunned.

Xu Shaoye had already raised his head and looked at her.

The moonlight tonight was bright and clear, and Shen Changping's face could be seen clearly.

Of course she has failed, in her previous life, she fought in the south and the north, and she did not win every battle, and it was the norm for a soldier to suffer defeat and die for a lifetime.

"Failure? Of course I failed, Xu Shaoye, have you forgotten? I went through a failed marriage. Shen Changping said with a smile.

"Don't talk to me about other people's lives, I'm not interested."

Xu Shaoye's words surprised Shen Changping again.

Xu Shaoye said: "Although I don't know who you are, I know that you are not Shen Changping or the eldest lady of the Shen family, the real you in this body, have you experienced failure?" ”

Xu Shaoye is not a fool, Xu Shaoye is very smart, he is a brave, resourceful and good-hearted man, but he has experienced too few setbacks and hardships.

He could see her flaws.

Or maybe her flaws are too obvious.

She was too unconcealed in front of him.

"I'm not Miss Changping, Xu Shaoye, don't you like me? Don't you marry me? Shen Changping deliberately diverted the topic.

Xu Shaoye grabbed her and said, "You know, which Miss Changping I like." ”

In this case, Shen Changping did not hide it, and said: "Who has not experienced failures and setbacks? Is there anyone in this world who can escape the setbacks of failure? ”

She was easily plotted and died of poisoned wine, is this a big setback and failure?

But now that you are alive, you have to start over all the hardships.

"Xu Shaoye, I am a person who has died once, and I still have to start over, what about you? You're one step less than I am, and you have a better chance of starting over, aren't you? ”

Xu Shaoye nodded, and the gloom in his heart was suddenly dispelled.