"Although I knew it the moment I walked out of the exam room

I may not succeed this time

But I still have hope

I often think that maybe it will be the same as before

I think that if I don't do well, I will get a good score

But it's lucky to be able to encounter such a thing once

And how can you ask for more?

I wish I could be like when I checked my CET-4 score

Feel confident that you will pass the exam

There was not the slightest worry in my heart

The end result was exactly what I expected

The score was even higher than I expected

I still remember that day

Probably never forget

I really want to be able to go to the distance I expect with such pride

But I don't know if there will be a chance to realize this dream in the future

The life that was originally planned was in vain

The path I want to choose will probably no longer be supported by those closest to me

But other than that, I don't know where to go next

I

What to do"

After posting the news, Chen Xiaodi looked at the books piled up like a hill on the table and sighed heavily, it is useless to think more now, the result has been decided, some of those books are still ninety percent new, after all, I still blame myself for not working hard enough.

On the other side, the Bai Ye family and their relatives from their hometown were sitting under the porch of the hall and chatting, and when they looked up, they could see the vast starry sky, which seemed to be very close to the sky, and the stars in the sky were flickering and dimming, as if they could reach out and touch them.

Seeing Bai Ye sitting in the corner with his brows furrowed and not saying a word, Bai Mother patted Bai Dad lightly and glanced at him, he looked at Bai Ye and had some guesses in his heart. After everyone dispersed, Mother Bai came to the room of the father and son, and they were also chatting when they entered the door.

"Xiao Ye, did Xiaodi get results today?"

"Hmm."

"How's it going? Did she tell you? ”

"Anyway, it's not ideal."

"Then why don't you tell her and consider adjusting."

"Listen to her, I'm afraid I can't even adjust it."

Bai Ye's voice was very soft, and his tightly knit brows never relaxed, and the Bai family's parents glanced at each other and sighed softly.

"And she...... What's next for you? ”

"I didn't ask, today my aunt scolded her very fiercely, let her be quiet for a while."

"That's all it can be."

"Dad, Mom, can we go back early? I'm going back to school in a few days, and I want to spend two days with her. ”

"Okay."

The Bai family's parents nodded, they were also worried about Chen Xiaodi now.

The next morning, the Bai Ye family set off for home, and before leaving, Bai's mother called Chen's mother and asked Chen Xiaodi's family to have lunch together. When he got home, Bai Ye took the things they brought to Chen Xiaodi's house, Chen's mother opened the door for him, Chen's father was watching TV in the living room, although the atmosphere was a little dignified, but there was no quarrel he imagined, which made him greatly relieved.

"Uncle and aunt, my parents asked me to send you something from my hometown."

"So much, where can we eat, you can keep it."

"Auntie, you're welcome, we still have a lot of them at home, this is what our grandparents asked us to bring you, and they are all Xiaodi's favorite food."

"Then thank you for bringing us things every year, which makes us embarrassed."

"Auntie, it's okay, you don't have to see us so much."

Bai Ye smiled softly and watched Chen's mother put things away.

"That...... Xiaodi, she ......"

"She's in the room."

Bai Ye nodded, ready to go to see Chen Xiaodi, but before turning around, he suddenly remembered his mother's words and stopped again.

"By the way, Auntie, my mother said to let you and your uncle go to the restaurant to order food first, she and my dad have to pack some things, I'm afraid there will be no place when it's late."

"Okay, then you let Xiaodi quickly clean up, and let's go over together."

"Okay."

When Bai Ye came to the door of Chen Xiaodi's room, she happened to come out with a small bag on her back, and she didn't see her a lot haggard for a few days, and her mental state was also very poor. There was a white figure standing in front of the meeting, Chen Xiaodi raised his head, and tried to squeeze out a fairly beautiful smile.

"Aren't you going to be back in two days?"

"My parents and I were worried about you, so ......"

"I'm fine."

Chen Xiaodi said lightly, took the umbrella and came to the living room, his parents had already prepared, and when they saw the two children coming out, they went out together.

The place to eat was chosen in Chen Xiaodi's favorite fish village, not too far from home, Chen Xiaodi and Bai Ye walked side by side in front, and they didn't talk much along the way, Chen Xiaodi kept looking at her phone, as if she was chatting with someone, Bai Ye didn't ask much, and walked quietly with an umbrella beside her.

During the banquet, Chen's father and mother didn't mention the exam, and the Bai Ye family naturally didn't open any pot without mentioning which pot, so the meal was quite pleasant. After dinner, Chen Xiaodi didn't want to go home immediately, so Bai Ye accompanied her to wander aimlessly around the street, and when she was tired of walking, she went to the nearest milk tea shop to sit down.

"I shouldn't have asked you now, but ......"

"If there's anything you want to ask, just ask."

Chen Xiaodi gently stirred the milk tea in the cup, and the taro balls were tumbling in the sweet milk tea, just like her troubled mood at the moment.

"What are your plans for the future?"

"I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet."

"Then are you still preparing for graduate school?"

"I want to take the test, but my parents won't agree to it......"

"Don't you really want to look for a job?"

"I don't want to ...... much"

Chen Xiaodi turned his head to look out the window, the alley outside the store was shrouded in the tall green shade of street trees, there were few pedestrians, most of the clothing store owners sat in the shade and dozed off, and some people would only look sleepily when they passed by.

The milk tea shop is very busy, but almost all of them are takeaway orders, it is not yet the seventh day of the new year, most of the people who went out have not come back, except for Bai Ye and Chen Xiaodi in the store, only the innermost position sits a man and a woman, which should also be lovers.

"Or ...... Consider your bookstore, I've saved some money now, and my parents say ......"

"No way!"

"Why do you have to be so persistent?! This bookstore will also be run by us in the future, right?! ”

"Yes! But as I said, I want every penny of its start-up capital to be earned by myself, and I don't want you to pay for it now because of my failures! It will be ours in the future, because I was lucky enough to meet you in advance, but what if not? What if I'm just a person? ”

Chen Xiaodi looked at Bai Ye and tried to make his voice appear calm.

"Without ifs, your assumption doesn't hold up at all!"

Chen Xiaodi didn't answer, looked at Bai Ye with a serious face, and silently lowered his head.

"Then you can also consider working for a year or two first, save enough money to open a bookstore and then resign, so that your uncle and aunt won't talk about you all day long, and you can continue to review for graduate school while watching the store, and no one will say anything about you."

Bai Ye said unhurriedly, and his tone softened.

"Probably...... That's all it can be......"

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