Chapter 8 Liu Keming's inner contradictions

Liu Keming closed the gate of the courtyard and complained in his heart: The deputy director of the police station is too inconsiderate, he pulled himself over and didn't send him back, but his bicycle rode to the campus when he went to school in the morning.

Liu Keming came to the school gate at more than two o'clock in the afternoon, thinking that he hadn't eaten lunch yet, so he went to the convenience store near the school gate to ask for a cup of milk tea and fried chicken wings. Just as Liu Keming turned around and was about to eat, he suddenly found Du Keer standing behind him.

Du Keer was smiling at herself, but her smile was the same for every boy. "It's you, you don't sleep in the dormitory at noon, but you want to run out and steal your mouth" Liu Keming is used to joking with Du Keer.

Du Keer: "Who said I came out to buy food?" As he spoke, he took the milk tea from Liu Keming's hand while Liu Keming was unprepared, and put his mouth on the straw.

"Huh? How did you rob me? That, I've drunk it, and I have my saliva. Liu Keming hurriedly stepped forward, wanting to take back his things.

Du Keer took a sip with a smile and said, "I don't dislike it, it's okay." Besides, I've seen it outside, and you just held this milk tea in your hand? ”

Liu Keming said helplessly: "Okay, you won." But why did you come out alone? ”

Du Keer: "Is it strange? The one of yours turned around when he saw you here, but I was actually with her out to buy something. ”

Liu Keming looked outside and said, "What to buy?" ”

Du Keer: "Don't you know what to buy yourself?" You should know what happened to her these days. ”

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"Two cups of lemon iced tea on the rocks," Du Keer said close to the counter, turning around and walking towards the daily necessities area.

"You can't drink cold things during your menstrual period," Liu Keming said after Du Keer.

Du Keer stopped, put the straw to his mouth, turned around and glanced at Liu Keming, and said, "Are you still qualified to care about her?" ”

Liu Keming blushed and was a little embarrassed.

"Who says it has to be cold when it's on the rocks? Can you wait for the ice cubes to melt before drinking? ”

Liu Keming: "Then there's no need to add ice." ”

Du Keer: "Sometimes it doesn't make any sense to do this, it's just a habit, just like when you hear Bai Xin'er naturally think of caring for her during her menstrual period." ”

"Hehe, I don't care about her? Not qualified," Liu Keming said with an unnatural wry smile.

"I don't care, you know in your heart," Du Keer said, turning around and continuing to browse the goods on the shelves.

Liu Keming still followed behind Du Ke'er, he wanted to ask something about Bai Xin'er, but he didn't know how to speak.

"I said, I'm buying girls' supplies, it might not be appropriate for you to follow, right? Why don't you send this pack of sanitary napkins to Bai Xin'er in person? Du Keer handed Liu Keming a pack of sanitary napkins and said.

Liu Keming didn't answer and said, "She, how are you doing lately?" ”

"Okay? What are you asking me for? Du Ke'er said sarcastically, and then said seriously: "Of course it's not good, these days, I haven't seen Bai Xin'er smile on her face anymore, I often hear her hiding in the quilt and crying secretly." ”

Liu Keming's eyes darkened, and his expression was solemn.

Du Ke'er continued: "Bai Xin'er told me everything about you, she really has nothing to do with that Zhuang Dahu, because you are good friends, so she didn't think too much about it and went to your house with Zhuang Dahu." Think about it, if Bai Xin'er and Na Zhuang Dahu really wanted something, would they choose a place that was so far away from the school? There are so many fancy guesthouses and hotels in the city that are much more comfortable than the rooms in your house, and they don't have to go far and choose places that are easy to expose. ”

Liu Keming: "Maybe they secretly opened a room outside countless times behind my back before?" It's just that they went to my room to get something that time, and it happened to be by the way. ”

Du Keer said to Liu Keming very seriously at this time: "To put it bluntly, you still don't believe her, but I won't lie to you, she really loves you." ”

Liu Keming: "So what? She can lie to you, and everybody says so. ”

Du Keer: "Say so? That's not what you shouted there that day, do you know how much your actions hurt Bai Xin'er? If you really don't believe her, don't care about her anymore, and you will be relieved to let each other go like this. ”

Liu Keming: "But I can't let it go." ”

Du Keer: "You are unwilling, you want to really find out if there is really a third party outside Bai Xin'er, you don't want such a result, but you also want such a result, you are contradictory, your suspicion is too heavy, in fact, you were suspicious of Bai Xin'er before, so you have been monitoring her, including her telephone communication and whereabouts." ”

Liu Keming sighed and said, "Hey! You're right, I was spying on her, and there were a lot of boys around her who were courteous to her. ”

Du Keer: "Which beautiful woman will have less men around her?" But that doesn't mean anything. ”

Liu Keming: "I still can't accept it in my heart. ”

Du Keer: "Hehe, not only can't you let go of your heart, but you can't accept it, this is really torturous." Let me tell you about your heart right now. Your heart is full of unwillingness, because you still love Bai Xin'er, and you are only suspicious of Bai Xin'er, in fact, you are also wandering in your heart, what if Bai Xin'er and Zhuang Dahu are really nothing? You wronged Bai Xin'er, and it is a pity that you left Bai Xin'er because of your wrongdoing. But you don't want to accept it, because your suspicion of Bai Xin'er occupies most of your heart, and you are thinking that if Bai Xin'er and Zhuang Dahu really happened, then how can this matter be acceptable to you? Bai Xin'er betrayed you. Therefore, you would rather believe more in your skepticism than in Bai Xin'er. ”

Liu Keming fell into deep thought, and Du Keer's words pierced into his heart, but what should I do?

"Well, you just think slowly! Let the contradictory heart torment you! Suspicious people. After saying that, Du Keer picked up another bag and went straight to the counter to check out and leave.

Liu Keming stood there, holding a fried chicken wing that had already been bitten into it. What should I do? I believe Bai Xin'er is going to apologize to her and reconcile, okay? But I can't act as if nothing happened? Is she really nothing to do with Zhuang Dahu? If it really wasn't anything, what did they do in those half-plus hours? It's unreasonable, it's not the right thing to do.

Liu Keming took the half fried chicken wing in his hand and slowly walked out of the door of the convenience store with a lot of thought.

The afternoon sun scorched the earth, and the cement floor at the entrance of the campus was scorched by the hot wind.

Liu Keming did not go to the classroom that afternoon, but stayed in a corner of the dormitory toilet, sometimes crying silently.