The person your mother loves is the man who sent her the jacaranda seeds, and he sent back a seed and also sent back despair to your mother. ”

Qin Shanhai recalled the past, and there was a deep sense of frustration, the person he loved deeply did not love him, so he cherished Li Mengyao so much, in this world, what a precious thing it is to be happy with each other.

That year, Qin Shanhai, who was immersed in the joy of getting married, didn't know Niu Wanxi's thoughts, the lover she once loved went abroad, and thought that the day of return was the time for the two to continue their relationship, but her lover never came back, and coming back instead of him was a jacaranda seed.

In the letter, the lover said, missing you is like a heart twist, but the mountains and rivers are far away, today send a jacaranda tree, talk about me to accompany you, in order to relieve the pain of lovesickness.

When Miss Wanxi carefully cultivated jacaranda in her family's garden, her name was Niu Pingping.

She planted trees and fields, and waited for her lover to return every day.

Another year, the lover sent back a letter, but instead of confiding in the pain of lovesickness, it was a letter of renunciation, in which he told her that he had started a family in a foreign country and that he should not read it from now on.

When Qin Shanhai fell in love with Niu Wanxi, he didn't know that she was carrying such a heavy emotional wound, he naively thought that all her meekness and obedience to him was because he loved him, and he didn't know that she was too lazy to resist after despairing of the world.

Qin Shanhai tried his best to get the consent of his parents, until Niu Wanxi became pregnant, and the second elder of the Qin family reluctantly agreed to the marriage, but Niu Wanxi regretted the marriage-

The humiliation of being repented of marriage is an unforgettable pain for Qin Shanhai to this day.

"Dad, don't think about it." Seeing that Qin Shanhai's face was pale and it was difficult to breathe, Qin Xiaojin hurriedly comforted him and reached out to pat him on the chest.

However, today, especially Qin Shanhai, who has been closed by the ghost gate for a while, must tell the truth, and the feeling of leaving with a secret and hatred is too unwonderful.

"The man your mother loved did not betray their love, and he told you in his letter that her mother had started a family abroad and all other things were lies, in order to make your mother forget him, because he was terminally ill and had died in a foreign country." Qin Shanhai brought up the old things again, with a sad look on his face, and he didn't know whether to grieve for himself, or for Niu Wanxi, or for the man who told white lies-

Graceful and graceful, empty and regretful.

It turned out that he changed her name, which actually contained such a meaning, maybe this was destined in the dark.

Niu Wanxi learned the truth from her lover's mother, Niu Wanxi, who learned the truth, cried bitterly, Qin Shanhai had never seen such an emotionally broken Niu Wanxi since she met her.

Not only does she have to repent of her marriage, but she also has to beat the child in her belly -

She can't face the fact that the person who loses her virginity and betrays in love is herself.

"Life is a lover, this matter is not about the wind and the moon," Qin Shanhai said eloquently, there was a special feeling in his heart, he looked at Qin Xiaojin, such a good child, if it wasn't for his insistence and request back then, maybe it wouldn't be there, "Maybe I shouldn't have begged your mother to give birth to you, it would have been a loss of her body after all." ”

Qin Xiaojin's heart is full of mixed feelings, it has always been that he misunderstood his father and complained about the wrong person, thinking that the thousands of things in the past 30 years have caused so many regrets because of his willfulness, self-righteousness, and refusal to perceive.

"There's nothing wrong with your mother, but what's wrong with loving someone? Why do you have to have a child for someone you don't love? It's not wrong that she doesn't want this child, but I'm not wrong either, I love your mother, a child she gave birth to for me, how precious it should be, how can you strangle him? ”

Qin Shanhai's hoarse voice made Qin Xiaozu's tears flow down.

Qin Shanhai stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, he has always been stubborn and stern, and he has never been a loving father, at this moment Qin Shanhai's expression is gentle to the extreme.

"No matter how determined your mother is, she was moved by my request after all, and we reached an agreement that as long as she gives birth to a child, this child will be fully raised by me, and it has nothing to do with her, but what I didn't expect is that your mother had a difficult birth when she gave birth to you, whether it is the Niu family or me, we must protect the adult-"

Qin Xiaojin could imagine Qin Shanhai's despair that day, the child he was waiting for with full expectation could not be born smoothly, he looked forward to it for ten months, but it was still disappointed.

"Fortunately, you shouldn't die." Qin Shanhai stretched out his hand to hug Qin Xiaojin into his arms, and the old tears were rampant.

Why did he use his son for so many years to get angry?

If he dies because of a heart attack, he will never be able to enjoy the family relationship between father and son again.

What kind of confusion has he been making all these years?

Nested in the arms of Qin Shanhai, Qin Xiaojin felt his father's love like a mountain for the first time.

No wonder the Niu family didn't know him, it turned out that as early as thirty years ago, they thought that Niu Wanxi's son was dead, and they abandoned the child in order to save the adults, so they were even more reluctant to recall the child with guilt.

I can't imagine how my father begged the doctor to save the baby who had already been sentenced to death, and I can't imagine how much effort he spent, how much money he took, how many hospitals he took, and how many doctors he begged for before he finally snatched his flesh and blood back from death.

"Why are you so stupid? Why have you been hiding the truth from me all these years? Qin Xiaojin asked crying.

"I don't want you to hate your mother." Qin Shanhai muttered.

So would it be better for him to hate him?

I don't want my child to know that he is a child who is not expected by his mother, a child who will not have maternal love at birth, hiding from his child, and deceiving himself, not wanting to fall into the unbearable past, and constantly reminding himself of how discouraging the history of not being loved is.

He's got his troubles!

Looking at the father and son who hugged each other and cried, Li Mengyao was quite worried in the distance.

"Shanhai just had a heart transplant, is it okay to be so sad?"

"I think Mr. Big will definitely be more tenacious after this battle." Bai He reassured.

The grievances that have been depressed for most of my life are finally relieved, and I will only be refreshed.

"Thank you for telling me that I really want to be able to come to England to accompany him, otherwise I will probably regret it for the rest of my life." If Qin Shanhai dies and she misses the last time of his life, that regret will never be made up.

"Ozu asked me to tell you." Bai He smiled.

Qin Xiaojin made such a decision, which shows that for the sake of his father, he has accepted Li Mengyao from the bottom of his heart, reconciled with his father, and even reconciled with himself.

Well, now that all the mysteries have been solved, as long as you live for the rest of your life, you can do it.

Li Mengyao didn't know how long Qin Shanhai would live after a heart transplant, but at least she could accompany him for a long time to live, which was enough.