Chapter 194: Disheartened
After being separated for the past few days, Chu Zikai has not been worried about the person in front of him for a day, and worry is inevitable, every day he is worried that Yu Zhao will let the things that were previously scheduled change in a fit of anger, and today I finally saw her, and I really heard her mention it, and the tone of her voice obviously became rusty again.
Knowing that he was at a loss, Chu Zikai was unwilling to follow her idea of staying for a while, his brows couldn't help frowning, and he patiently persuaded: "Zhaozhao, the seven days that I said before, now everything is ready, and if I have wronged you, it will not change, okay?" ”
Yu Zhao didn't answer silently, for a long time, he only said in a low voice: "But my mother was fine before, but she is dead now." ”
said that it was not to blame, but the implication was nothing more than blame, but Yu Lu's death, Chu Zikai really couldn't escape the involvement, and he couldn't refute anything, so he could only try to discuss the pros and cons with her. "The people of Dachu are looking forward to you going over and relieving the suffering of the cold epidemic, if you postpone it any longer, there will be no ......"
"There's no reason for me to marry justifiably, right?" Yu Zhao sneered, shook his head and interrupted, his tone was full of mockery: "It's wrong, you used me as a cover in the past, and now I go over, it's still a cover, it's always a scam, how can I justify it?" ”
This remark was a bit too radical, and it was related to the secret politics of Great Chu, Wen Yuan, who followed Chu Zikai on the side, reacted quickly and immediately invited Mrs. Nan Rong and Nan Rong Wei Xiao and others to go out.
The door was closed tightly, and Chu Zikai said eagerly: "Zhaozhao, whether I am sincere to you or not, you know best in your heart, you are just angry that I forced your mother to make her jump off the stairs, but I have no intention of doing so, and I am also very guilty." Reparation is inevitable, I promise you, you follow me back, what kind of reparation you want, let's talk slowly. ”
You can say it if you sincerely admit your mistake and open your mouth, but it is a fact that Yu Lu will never come back, how can you do it, Yu Zhao couldn't accept it, turned around slowly, turned his back to Chu Zikai, looked at the family fortune clock on the table, and secretly cried and did not respond.
The quieter it is, the more ineffective the persuasion, if Yu Zhaoneng breaks out emotionally and argues with Chu Zikai and scolds a few words, it can only be regarded as angry, and it is only a matter of time before he is coaxed. z
I am most afraid that she will hold back the pain alone and endure without speaking, unwilling to vent it, and the accumulation in her heart will only become more and more concerned, and gradually become a knot that can never be untied, this is the reaction of determination.
Chu Zikai suddenly felt the crisis again, knowing that Yu Zhao's temperament has always been strong, and this time Yu Lu's death was indirectly caused by herself, she may not be so easy to forgive, or perhaps, she will not forgive for the rest of her life.
This thought appeared in Chu Zikai's mind, and immediately made him panic, panicked, and he involuntarily messed up his words, eager to justify himself and save something, but for some reason, the words that came out were: "In the past, Luo Yuan, you stabbed my father and the emperor, and he died in pain, and I have never pursued it with you......"
The words shocked the three people present, Chu Zikai felt a little regretful after reacting to what he said, but he was dejected and didn't want to make any more explanations, he really cared, but he was afraid that saying it before would make Yu Zhao unhappy.
When Yu Zhao heard this, he was confused, how could the knife that Emperor Yuan was taken involve Yu Lu and died when he fell from the building? It was clear that Yu Cheng knew that he was powerless to return to heaven and stabbed desperately in order to retaliate, but at that time, there were only a few of Emperor Yuan's henchmen who knew the truth, and ......
Yu Zhao turned around, his puzzled gaze fell on Wen Yuan, and asked Chu Zikai calmly, "Who told Your Majesty?" ”
"Everyone." Chu Zikai hung his head, not knowing who Yu Zhao was looking at at at the moment, and replied in disappointment: "Feng An, Wen Yuan, and even ...... Yaeghi. Oh, it's just the others, why would he know so well, if you hadn't told him personally, why would Yagqi know? ”
The inexplicable sneer between the words really stabbed into Yu Zhao's chest like a knife. She really couldn't believe that Chu Zikai could measure the catastrophe of Nanrong Mansion with this unwarranted thing, and now it was not just a matter of who was responsible, as a bridge between the two of them, it could be regarded as a complete collapse.
Wen Yuan held his breath and was silent, he was seen by Yu Zhao's gaze, and he was sweating profusely and didn't dare to look at her. Yu Zhao secretly clapped his hands in his heart, and only then did he understand at this moment that in Emperor Yuan's plan, there was also this sect, leaving traces everywhere to confuse the truth, and he was unwilling to let her go when he died, vowing to open a big river to draw a clear line between her and Da Chu.
The most sad thing for Yu Zhao is not because of Emperor Yuan, Yu Zhao retracted his gaze, glanced at Chu Zikai, suddenly felt ridicule, full of sadness, and sighed with a sad smile: "Your Majesty actually believes ......"
No matter how much melodious the sea vows and mountain alliances, promises and guarantees, as long as there is suspicion in them, it can often be crushed with just one understatement.
Chu Zikai's promise that day seemed to be still in Yu Zhao's ears. 'If there is no evidence for this for the rest of your life, as long as you are by my side, no matter what others say, I will believe you only.' ’
In the end, there was still no evidence, just because of a few lies from others, he was still suspicious. Yu Zhao was very sad in his heart, his heart gradually sank, and he no longer wanted to have any illusions about Chu Zikai's previous words.
There is no absolute trust in the world, but it is just a casual remark to coax people when they are happy. Yu Zhao understood, nodded slowly as if relieved, and said with an indifferent and desperate expression: "I can't give any evidence, Your Majesty believes their words and thinks that I killed the first emperor, so that's it, if you want to punish the crime, then whatever." ”
The irony in these words is obvious, as long as the ears are not deaf, anyone will understand it, Chu Zikai understands that Yu Zhao said this, he denied it, and looked up in a panic, but saw that her face was full of determination but she restrained her sadness, and knew that it was not good.
"Wen Yuan!" Extremely flustered, Chu Zikai was desperate to determine what the truth was, and the next moment, his eyes looked at Wen Yuan sharply, and he asked sharply: "What is the matter, have you deceived me?" ”
Wen Yuan froze in place, hesitated for a moment, hesitated and knelt down, put down his saber and leaned over without speaking, making an excuse. "Your Majesty forgives your sins, the first emperor is sacred, and the ministers dare not disobey."
In this way, the truth will be clear without asking others, Yu Zhao is not guilty, it was Chu Zikai who made a mistake and wronged people, and hurt her twice, her heart was eroded by panic, and she hurriedly looked at Yu Zhao and apologized in an attempt to redeem herself: "Zhaozhao, I'm sorry." ”
Admitting mistakes is always fast, Chu Zikai has always been willing to make up for it with gentleness, he can be regarded as a person who dares to act. Whether or not he may have to be forgiven is not something that can be said by him daring to act.
The wronged person is the most unjustly wronged Yu Zhao, the trust is shattered again, she can clearly distinguish, at this moment the apology promise he gave is like a straw floating in the flood, empty to give people hope, in fact, it has no effect, I would rather be drowned in pain than try to reach out and grab it.