Wang Xueying almost complained about everything in a screaming and crying way, without stopping, without giving Shen Dapeng a chance to interject, and without any remorse, "The two of us get along day and night in college, every time I work hard, I will feel that I have shortened the distance with you, but you will soon run farther, every day, I don't know what you think in your heart, I can only try, try, try hard to guess, but ...... I can't guess again.

I can't guess why you like Cao Mengyuan, who already has a marriage contract and hasn't contacted you; I can't guess what's wrong with me, making you refuse my confession again and again; I can't guess what kind of love you want, what kind of career you want to do.

I think we love each other emotionally, I think we support each other in our careers, I think how happy we will be in the future, I think here! I want to be there too! I want all of it! Because I can't see you clearly or guess you at all, I can only think about it by myself. ”

"......" This time, it was Shen Dapeng's turn to be speechless, not that he didn't dare to face it, but he had nothing to say.

Wang Xueying doesn't know anything, she can only guess, why shouldn't he, Cao Mengyuan called him for a few months, without any explanation, no affectionate words, no current living situation, and no plans for the next few months, if Wang Xueying is wronged because she can't get it, Shen Dapeng is confused because of the unknown.

"Shen Dapeng, I'm really fed up, I've never been a person full of negative energy and capricious, but I like you these times, I'm like a little woman who is calculating and calculating everywhere, I have to worry about whether you will like others and don't want me, I still have to worry about where I didn't do well enough to make you hate me, I don't want to be a grievance to the point that I can only cry and be a poor worm, and now I am not myself at all."

Wang Xueying walked from the bed to Shen Dapeng as calmly as possible, and looked up at Shen Dapeng, who was more than a head taller than her, unconvinced, her eyes were full of loneliness and unwillingness, "Today, as long as you tell me the truth, do you have a good impression of me?" Even a little bit of it! I admit that you like Cao Mengyuan, but can you give me a chance to compete fairly with her? Instead of ignoring my sincerity as casually as air? ”

“……”

There was a deathly silence in the room, Shen Dapeng didn't speak for a long time, his breathing became as rapid as Wang Xueying, and he looked down at the poor man in front of him who was already wronged to the point of collapse.

Dozens of seconds of staring at each other failed to increase the feelings and understanding between the two, and in the end, Shen Dapeng still sighed deeply, and gently stroked Wang Xueying's somewhat messy hair, "I'm sorry......"

"Well, no need to say I'm sorry, no one is sorry for anyone."

Wang Xueying forcefully pushed away Shen Dapeng's arm, wiped away her tears, rearranged her hair and clothes, and pretended to be calm and inhaled and exhaled deeply, "The love I want is never wagging my tail and begging for mercy, and I don't need to ask anyone for unobtainable love, let alone careless, you go, I'm going to sleep." ”

After speaking, she turned her back to Shen Dapeng, but the tears that had just been wiped clean slipped down uncontrollably, but this time she didn't want Shen Dapeng to see it, and she didn't want to use the pain in her heart as a capital to win sympathy, not to mention that sympathy couldn't change the love she thought could be cherished as life.

"Good night."

Shen Dapeng said goodnight lightly, moved to the door, and glanced at Wang Xueying, who was still standing motionless, with some unease, and finally he chose to leave, like a more determined refusal.

"Ahh Whining!!! ”

The moment the door was closed, Wang Xueying collapsed to the ground weakly, crying more hysterically and heart-rending than before, but just a few seconds later, she immediately pulled the quilt to cover her mouth and nose, and covered her voice in the quilt, hiding her sincere memory of dedication, and burying the experience of not knowing whether it was luck or suffering in her heart.

What you get will be fearless, and what you can't get will be in turmoil forever.

From childhood to adulthood, whatever Wang Xueying wants, her father and her sister will spare no effort to offer it with both hands, even if her sister's favorite dolls, skirts, and high heels, as long as she says something lightly, she wakes up from sleep, and the next day it will be quietly and neatly placed on her bedside pillow.

She can't figure out now whether her unwillingness to Shen Dapeng is just because she didn't get it? Swallowing sour and salty tears, he quietly reminisced about the first time he met Shen Dapeng alone.

Shen Dapeng is not ugly, and he can also be said to be handsome, but it is by no means a charming city with a smile of youthful sunshine; Shen Dapeng is also smart and wise, and it is enough to be able to enter Mizuki University as the national champion of liberal arts, but that is only an academic and has no direct connection with the long-term future; Shen Dapeng can also seize the rare opportunity to make money, but he likes to do things that others can't understand, such as scrap collection stations, environmental protection laboratories, online shopping malls, ......

Wang Xueying always felt inexplicable, and she couldn't even understand what was so good about Shen Dapeng, so good that she could willingly put down her high dignity to beg for mercy, so good that she could secretly come to the county regardless of her sisters' feelings, just to risk being rejected again and confess sincerely.

Could it be that all this is inexplicable just because of ...... Didn't get it? Still is...... Can't get it?

Outside the room, at the door, Shen Dapeng leaned quietly on the door, listening to the sometimes clear and sometimes vague cries in the house, he and Wang Xueying in the house also felt powerless, but as long as Wang Xueying would cry, he was not too worried, tears are the testimony of Wang Xueying's injury, sadness is always inevitable, but when the tears are exhausted, when tired, tired, and tired, there will be no strength to vent with tears and crying.

Shen Dapeng absentmindedly came to the door of Jason and Mark's room, knocked a few times and no one responded, and when he went to Tang Wei and Sun Dacangzi's room, no one opened the door for him, as for Li Zeyu and Lin Xiaoxiao's room, he wouldn't be a bright light bulb, and at midnight on Valentine's Day, it was not just a light bulb!

When he was still in KTV just now, Shen Dapeng considered that he would play very late, and he didn't want to go home to disturb his parents' rest, so he thought about opening another room for himself, and only after asking did he know that the room was fully booked as early as the afternoon, leaving only the room where Wang Yuying lived on the top floor, Wang Yuying didn't come back in the city, but he was not good for a man to go to the room where girls usually lived, and the impact was not good.

I accidentally touched my pocket, found the key to the house, shook my head with a wry smile, it seems that the phrase 'home is a safe haven' is true, no matter when and where, what it looks like, only the door of home will always be open unconditionally, and it will never be disliked.