Yuan Shu's face was still looking at the moon, as if he was talking to Li Lin, and it seemed to be telling the moon.

Li Lin felt the sudden fragility from him, and his previous recklessness was swept away.

For Yuanshu, that incident had a huge impact on him, and it was only after that he realized that he was different from others.

There was no one who was willing to play with him sincerely, and he was messing around.

Yuan Shu has been smart since he was a child, and he can see that those people around him are either hypocritically flattering or clumsy flattering.

He knew that he was already a time bomb in their eyes, and no matter what mistakes he made at his age, the people around him would inevitably be punished.

Li Lin sighed secretly in his heart, he had realized that his attitude towards him today was inappropriate, and he felt guilty.

"It's all gone......," she said.

It turned out that that scene was equivalent to revealing Yuanshu's scar again.

Li Lin wanted to comfort him, but he didn't know where to persuade him.

Yuanshu looked at the big moon, and suddenly continued:

"I'll tell you another secret."

Li Lin put his arm around him without interrupting and let him continue.

Yuanshu mustered up the courage to say: "Actually, that time of hide and seek, I was willful at the time, I hid it to scare him, but in the end I fell asleep in the woods." ”

Although Yuanshu didn't want to admit it, he knew in his heart that in fact, that rare pot friend was killed by him.

"I did it wrong."

The guilt and regret that had accumulated for many years came to Yuanshu's heart, and he had always hidden it in his heart and never told anyone about it.

Only in the silent reflection alone did I regret my willfulness.

Li Lin patted him lightly on the back, sighed and said to him, "If you feel uncomfortable, cry out, I can lend you my shoulder." ”

Yuanshu wiped his reddened eyes and bit his lip tightly, but his face was replaced by stubbornness.

Li Lin put his arms around him and looked at the moon together: "You are willing to tell me these things and treat me as a friend, who didn't do a few ridiculous things when he was young!" ”

"But I think you're very steady and never seem to make mistakes." Yuan Shu said.

Li Lin smiled bitterly: "I've done too many things wrong...... It's just that you don't know. ”

She thought that during the time she returned to the capital, she was actually out of place to do anything, but fortunately her brother was tolerant of her.

The atmosphere suddenly became heavy and sad.

The two of them suddenly lost their words for a moment.

After being silent for a long time, Li Lin suddenly let go of him and stood up.

She went to the table, picked up the few taels of silver that were left, and said, "I'll go out, don't run around." ”

Yuan Shu glanced at her with red eyes, and didn't ask her what she was going to do.

Li Lin closed the door and left the inn, leaving Yuanshu alone to reflect on the night sky.

The sad atmosphere just now suddenly disappeared, and now that he calmed down, he suddenly questioned whether it was appropriate for him to tell her so much.

Can she really understand her feelings?

Yuanshu looked down at his pale hands and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes.

After half a pillar of incense, Li Lin came back, but his hands were empty.

Yuan Shu saw that he went out with money but returned empty-handed.

"Don't tell me, you took the last money and went to eat delicious food......"

It's rare that at this time, Yuanshu can still be humorous.

Li Lin smiled mysteriously at him, sat down in front of the window again, and whispered, "I bought you a gift!" ”

Yuanshu looked at her empty hands, "You obviously came back empty-handed." ”

I saw Li Lin smile slightly, stretched out his hand and "shhhh

Yuan Shu turned his head to look out the window, it was still the night sky outside, nothing unusual.

The moon is still the same, and the night breeze is extremely quiet.

"What?" Yuanshu couldn't help but ask.

Li Lin said: "Wait for ...... first"

"Are you going to buy the moon?" Yuan Shu asked.

Li Lin smiled and put his arm around his shoulder, "Don't worry, let's see ...... first"

Time seems to stand still.

Yuanshu looked out quietly, as if he was distracted.

About half a quarter later, only a whistle was heard.

A firework suddenly rises, and a light flies into the air in the dark blue and quiet night sky, and it is full of brilliance.

Yuanshu watched in a daze as the fireworks disappeared from rising to falling, looking so beautiful against the backdrop of the moon.

He didn't think that there would suddenly be a firework.

"This ...... What is it for? ”

Yuanshu asked blankly.

"Is it pretty?" Li Lin asked him.

Yuan Shu was still a little confused, "It's not a New Year's holiday, what do you do when you suddenly buy fireworks......"

Li Lin said: "Give it to you." ”

"Give it to me?"

Li Lin nodded, "You know?" I have only seen fireworks once in 10 years at the border pass, and at that time I thought it was a spell of the gods, and the teacher once told me: it can take away all the pain and unhappiness, and it can also make wishes come true! ”

Yuan Shu said lightly: "Inexplicable......"

Li Lin wanted to make him feel better and asked him, "Isn't this firework beautiful?" ”

Yuanshu looked outside for a long time, and suddenly turned his head arrogantly and said, "It's not good-looking...... Much smaller than what I saw at the palace celebrations..."

Looking at his duplicitous appearance, Li Lin couldn't hold back a smile and felt that he was a little cute.

Stretched out his finger and scratched his nose.

"I'm so greedy, this is the last few taels of silver we've given you."

As he spoke, he put his arm around Yuanshu's shoulders again and said in a gentle tone, "The fireworks at the festival are shown to thousands of people. It's small, but it's for you..."

Yuanshu suddenly froze when he heard this, and at this moment, it was like a stone suddenly hit his heart.

He secretly looked at Li Lin, and the corners of his originally red eyes finally showed a little strangeness, with a little greenness.

Li Lin didn't realize that her action deeply touched the heart of a teenager.

Yuanshu's heart moved, and at that moment, his mood was strange, as if he had eaten honey and became sweet.

He looked at the moon in the night sky, snuggled his head on Li Lin's shoulder, and the two of them looked at the quiet night sky together.

After a long time, Li Lin felt her shoulders sink, and it seemed that Yuanshu's tears wet the clothes on her shoulders.

She wanted to persuade him, but the man didn't flick when he had tears.

However, in the end, she still didn't speak, she wanted to pretend not to know, to save the last of the teenager's self-esteem.

Li Lin patted him on the shoulder with his hand, "The teacher told me that a human soul can hear the true thoughts in his heart, and that friend of yours must be able to feel your guilt for him, but he can't tell you that he knows." ”

Yuan Shu buried his face in Li Lin's shoulder and nodded hard.

As long as people live well, nothing can't be solved, she remembered that the boy who was the same age as Yuanshu and went crazy because of the death of his family rushed into the battlefield like that and never came back.

Whether it is a disease or a disability, isn't it the best for people to live?

The trip to Dongcheng has both losses and gains, compared with what happened later, it can be regarded as a mixed blessing.

Sometimes I think about it, if Yuan Shu didn't have feelings for Li Lin so early, it might be a good thing. It is precisely because of the feelings that he is even more ruthless when he turns against him.