"The world will never be the same in everyone's eyes

Even if you think what you are doing or what you are liking is good

Nor can it be forced to agree with its merits and values

When things are not favored, they seem to be on the opposite side of our emotions

But I know

That's just because we always want to get recognition and praise for everything we put in the effort to do

So when it's not favored, it plucks that string in the heart

I don't care if others don't like it

But I will remember what they said that helped me

For everyone, after all

Chasing dreams is actually a lonely road

The harvest is your own

The frustration is also your own

When one day standing on the other side of success

Most others will only remember their glory after this time

without remembering that we may have worked desperately in their disdain and ridicule"

When the cloud book house was first established, the three girls would discuss together how to operate it in the future and how to decorate the store, but this enthusiasm lasted for a few days, and then it fell completely silent. Ah Yin was a very quiet person, so his arrival did not break this tranquility until a young girl joined in.

After a brief conversation, Chen Xiaodi determined that this girl was the reader who had left a message saying that her essay had been written into her heart, and there were some similar messages, in Chen Xiaodi's opinion, it was possible for some people to resonate with her through words, which was also the greatest success she had gained in the creation of that book.

It was a week after the girl came to the cloud book house, it was still a sunny afternoon, and Chen Xiaodi had just finished writing the day's update when she suddenly found that there was new news in the cloud book house, there were a lot of them, but each one was not long, it was the girl who sent it.

She first expressed her love for the essay and how similar the words were to her state of mind, and then asked some questions about Chen Xiaodi's creation of the book.

"I've always thought this type of book is a bit special, and I want to ask why Da Da came up with the idea of writing this?"

"It's just that all of a sudden there are some little stories I want to write, and they don't have anything to do with each other, so I put them in there."

"There are a lot of things that I can't encourage myself like you every time, how do you overcome those difficulties?"

Seeing this question, Chen Xiaodi thought carefully for a while, in fact, many times she couldn't tell where the sudden hurt came from, and what the comfort feeling that quickly dissipated it was, now that she thought about it, it really seemed that there was no reason.

"I just thought, no matter how sad and complaining, those difficulties are still there after all, and if you want to move forward, you have to cross it, maybe sometimes it is possible to take a detour, but more often you have to break the barriers in front of you to start a new life."

"But many difficulties are not easy to solve, conflicts with family members, and those things that you can't do, can not be changed overnight, maybe never change."

"Difficulties cannot be solved, and if you only see the bad side forever, you will be completely crushed one day. To be honest, when I was at the darkest, I really felt that it was dark when I went out, but after I got through it, I found that the joy and happiness that came from that sense of accomplishment could be maintained for a long time. ”

"Especially in the year or so since I left school, there have been more and more things that have not gone well, and I feel more and more that I can only bear many things by myself, so I must also be able to enlighten myself, especially when facing the doubts of those around me."

Unsurprisingly, the girl's answer was that she never laughed at the doubts, and the voices often lingered in her head, making her think that it was all because she wasn't good enough.

"In fact, in the year or so since I left school, I often miss those days in school, when I didn't have too deep contact with society, and adults would not be too harsh on some things that they didn't do well. But when you really step out of the school, everything in the past is gone, the confusion in the face of the future itself is a bit heavy, and the endless accusations and dislikes are even more overwhelming, and before the real results, those doubts and disdain will never disappear. ”

"Sometimes this kind of thing has nothing to do with the size of your personal ability, it's just that other people feel that you can't do it from the bottom of their hearts, so in my opinion, the best response is to try to do what you want to do, but others think you can't do."

After that, the girl was silent for a long time, and when she replied, she sent an affirmative answer and a bright smiling expression, perhaps she had found her way for the time being.

I hope so.

Chen Xiaodi was thinking about it, and there was new news in the group.

"And how did you keep writing books?"

"Because...... Give yourself a promise. ”

Although there is no time that others ask Shi Xiaodi will not hesitate to give the same answer, but now even she herself is a little unsure how long she can last.

Chen Xiaodi sighed leisurely and smiled self-deprecatingly.

After that day, the group fell silent again, and the story that was being updated was also updated slowly as if it was only written for himself and Ah Yin, although the outline of several stories had been conceived before, but Chen Xiaodi was thinking about whether to send it or not.

After all, for so long, she has almost always been in the state of writing and reading by herself, although she is not discouraged, but she does find that the dream that she once proudly told so many people is not so strong in her heart, or should it be said that the hope she believes in has disappeared little by little.

But she knew she still hadn't given up.

The days are advancing day by day, and one night the social software that has been quiet suddenly has a prompt for a new message, Chen Xiaodi yawned and clicked to look at it, and suddenly found that it was a verification message. After quickly clicking through, there was another member in her cloud book room, and it was a somewhat special member.

After a brief conversation, Chen Xiaodi found that she was also writing books, and she had already achieved certain results, although she did not have many readers like those famous writers, but she also had a regular group of book fans. Because of similar interests and chatting, the two girls quickly became friends and slowly became familiar with each other.

The girl is called Sakura by Chen Xiaodi, in her opinion, Sakura is a very far-sighted person, dare to think and fight, have her own company, don't worry about work, can do what you want to do, and don't pay too much attention to the results, although her physical condition is not very good, but she also lives a chic and comfortable life, which is extremely enviable.

It's all my, no, the life that most people dream of......

Chen Xiaodi leaned back in his chair, silently thinking about his poor collection of books, and suddenly felt a little sad in his heart.