There is one thing that is blocked in my heart, in the face of hot noodles, the leaves are also absent-mindedly eating.

Cheng Zhensan finished eating noodles in two bites, got up and reached out to rub the head of the leaves, "Eat slowly, I'll take a bath and wait for me." ”

Cheng Zhen's words were a little unclear, but Ye Zi understood and nodded obediently.

When the mood was good, the noodles became delicious, and Ye Zi finished a large bowl of noodles very happily.

When Cheng Zhen came out of the shower, she was leaning back on the sofa with a satisfied face, rubbing her stomach with satisfaction.

Seeing Cheng Zhen, Ye Zi's eyes immediately became bright and full of anticipation.

Cheng Zhen walked slowly to the sofa with slippers, sat down beside Ye Zi, wiped his head with a towel, and said slowly: "I saw you in Jianghe cram school before."

Isn't this nonsense? They were in the same cram school and had seen normal. But Ye Zi knew that Cheng Zhen didn't notice who she was at random, who she fell in love with, and it was estimated that there were opportunities that she didn't know about.

Cheng Zhen wiped a handful of his hair before saying, "But I noticed that you were on Jiang He's birthday." On that day, you took the first place in the exam and handed out candy in cram school. ”

Ye Zi thought about it, there was such a thing, at that time, because of the Chinese teacher, she urgently needed to earn some breath for Li Lan and for herself, so she was very happy when she took the first place in the exam that time, and bought candy to distribute at the birthday party.

Sugar is available to everyone, and there is nothing special about it, why did Cheng Zhen notice her? Ye Zi looked at Cheng Zhen suspiciously.

Cheng Zhen put the towel on his shoulder, his hair was wet and soft on his forehead, looking a little obedient, he smiled and said: "At that time, I started to quit smoking, and the moment before you gave me candy was when I craved to smoke the most."

"When I was extremely irritable and irritable, a big orange came over and put a lollipop in the palm of my hand."

"Then the big orange left with a smile, and he didn't pay attention to me anymore."

Listening to Cheng Zhen's tone mixed with a slight complaint, Ye Zi was a little weak-hearted: "At that time, there must have been something wrong with the big orange's eyes, and in the face of a handsome guy like you, how can you be so upright and mighty?"

Cheng Zhen was happy, bowed his head and bent down and laughed a few times, and took out a small handful of sugar from the small cabinet under the coffee table, "No, that's the kind of sugar you gave me at that time."

Ye Zi took a piece of candy, put it in the palm of his hand, and said playfully, "Maybe you still have the candy I gave you?"

The corners of Cheng Zhen's mouth hooked up a smile, leaned into Ye Zi's ear, and said in a low voice: "How come, I have eaten both sugar and big oranges."

Cheng Zhen's hot breath hit his ears, and an electric current spread down his ears to his whole body, and Ye Zi blushed and punched him.

Ye Zi looked at Cheng Zhen and asked when his boyfriend liked him? This question, she had always found very cheesy before, and it was also unnecessary.

But at this time, she realized that she was just a layman, not only did she not feel tacky, but she also felt that it was very necessary, and asked Cheng Zhen expectantly: "Just that candy, you noticed me?"

Cheng Zhen grabbed a handful of broken hair on his forehead, leaned his head back on the sofa, and said slowly: "Almost." I was holding the candy that day, and I wasn't so irritable. I peeled the sugar and put it in my mouth, it was orange flavored, and I remembered a big orange girl. ”

"That's why you'll help me that night." Ye Zi asked.

Cheng Zhen nodded, and added: "Helping you is on the one hand, and on the other hand, it is an indulgence to reconcile with childhood."

"When I was a child, I was very timid, and when I was beaten, I would only hide behind my mother. Later, when I went to middle school, I cowardly avoided his brutality and violence under the pretext of not going home. ”

"The day he died, I came home for my mother's birthday. We had just finished blowing out the candles when the man came back, drunk and kicked my mom in a scolding manner, and went to the room to rummage through the cabinets. ”

Then, he found a sum of money. It was my mom's salary she had just gotten back, and it was to pay for my college tuition. ”

"My mother, who is usually gentle and gentle, tore up with him like crazy that day. Scolding, fighting, the sound of broken utensils...... My brain buzzed, I screamed unconsciously, and then ......"

Cheng Zhen's face became more and more pale, and he frowned very uncomfortably.

Ye Zi was worried when he heard it, and he was worried about seeing it, he threw himself into Cheng Zhen's arms, hugged him, and interrupted him: "Brother Cheng, I'm not curious, I'm really not curious about anything."

"Brother Cheng, you don't have to say anything, you don't have to say anything."

Cheng Zhen pursed his lips and pulled out a smile, "It's not difficult, it's just a little unpleasant to think about, but today I actually started this way, let me finish." ”

Cheng Zhen turned his head away, not letting Ye Zi see his emotional changes, and said very calmly: "Then, the man turned his fists and feet to me, and my mother was in a hurry and stabbed him in the heart with a fruit knife, and the man was killed on the spot."

Ye Zi was a little distressed, reached out and held his hand, and listened to him quietly.

"Since then, I've been holding my breath and a breath of resentment against myself. On the day my mom went to prison, the counselor came to talk to me, and he thought that I was not in a normal state, and I was holding my breath, complaining about myself, regretting it all the time, and giving up on myself. ”

"He gave me a treatment plan, but I was very uncooperative, so it didn't work."

"That night, I was entrusted by your mother to keep an eye on your father, but I didn't expect to meet you."

"That night, if you didn't spill those two buckets of paint, you would be depressed, you would regret it, you would complain, I know how uncomfortable that feeling is, and I don't want you to suffer it again, so I made a decision for you."

Ye Zi thought of the mood of that night, yes, if she hadn't splashed those two buckets of paint, she thought that she wouldn't calm down so quickly, so she wasn't intense enough to separate from Ye He.

Cheng Zhen peeled a piece of candy and put it in his mouth, chewed it a few times, and continued: "People are really amazing animals, when they run to the park with you, the wind whistling in your ears, your warm hands, the smell of oranges, and the call of wild cats...... All the things that are ** are remembered in my head. ”

"Maybe it's because there are too many things pouring into my head, and those unpleasant emotions gradually dissolve a lot, and it seems that I have reached a reconciliation with that timid and cowardly teenager."

Ye Zi's eyes were red, and he gently circled Cheng Zhen and patted him lightly on the back, "I'm scared, Xiao Cheng Zhen who is in elementary school." ”

Ye Zi circled Cheng Zhen tighter again, reached out and patted his head, "I'm sad, Cheng Zhen who is in junior high school." ”

Ye Zi hugged Cheng Zhen tightly this time, and dropped a kiss on his small wound, "Cheng Zhen, who is in high school, don't be afraid of anything, don't feel uncomfortable about anything, because the big orange will accompany you!" ”