Chapter 173: Honesty

Yu Zhao's spring rain should be as moist as a crisp, tonight's rain is also born in spring, not as described in the poems and songs with the tenderness that moistens all things, the sound of the ground, Yu Zhao is worried, don't knock down the flowers in front of the court, or the wind and rain will slant the bird's feathers.

Is it these trivial things that are worried? In fact, otherwise, someone moved into the house for the flower, and the bird also had its own plumage to block it, Yu Zhao was worried about it, but he just wanted to divert his attention so that he would not be so sad in his heart.

Chu Zikai didn't answer for a long time, and after a while, he sighed lightly and only hugged Yu Zhao tighter. Yu Zhao knew that he guessed correctly, and he couldn't help but secretly hate his cleverness, which has always only been reflected in these aspects.

kept saying that he didn't care, but Yu Zhao was so sad that he was going to die, so in order not to make Chu Zikai feel burdened, he still tried his best to calm down and comfort:

"It's okay Your Majesty, I originally took the initiative to choose to leave you, what qualifications do you have to ask you to guard me like a jade during this period. They are also concubines who are registered as concubines, and it is their duty to spread the branches and leaves for you......"

The more he said the words against his will, the more sad he became, Yu Zhao never wanted to be a hypocritical person, he choked in his throat in one breath, he had to shut up, and he was about to cry when he opened his mouth again, so he lowered his head and buried his face in Chu Zikai's arms to calm down his emotions.

Those empathetic words did not make Chu Zikai's heart gloomy at all, but even more lost, Chu Zikai sighed sullenly: "You don't react, but the reaction I am most afraid of, do you really don't care at all?" ”

"Your Majesty, I care." Yu Zhao pressed his face against Chu Zikai's chest, and his body trembled. "But what else can I do?"

was already sad, but Chu Zikai still said such things, Yu Zhao clearly positioned himself, he was not such a generous person, and even a particularly selfish person, ambitious and wanted to monopolize Chu Zikai's people and hearts, and he definitely didn't want to give half a point to others.

But at the same time, Yu Zhao is an extremely sober person, and he can recognize how cruel the reality is, how can the emperor's arms be monopolized by himself? In the face of this unpleasant thing, I can only carefully hold my emotions and try my best to hide my sadness.

Yu Zhao continued to answer his question: "Is it possible, I want to cry and make trouble, forcing you to abandon their mother and son, I dare to say that if you really do this, you are not worthy of the king who is subject to the world, nor is it Chu Sanlang who is worthy of my trust." ”

Chu Zikai was a little scared, sat up with Yu Zhao in his arms, stroked her face, and pressed her hand slightly on her eyelashes, the tears in Yu Zhao's eyes couldn't stand the pressure overflowing, wet Chu Zikai's hands, and couldn't help it.

Yu Zhao has a strong temperament, she feels that crying once is a shame, she loves face and doesn't want to lose face, so at this moment, she took the initiative to escape, and pleaded: "Your Majesty, sleep, I'm really tired, don't say it, okay?" ”

After the loss was recovered, the sense of gain and loss often eroded Chu Zikai's heart, and Yu Zhao didn't care about this matter, so she felt that she didn't care so much about herself. She cared, and felt that her willingness to go back with her was a little less, all in all, no matter how Yu Zhao reacted, she couldn't make Chu Zikai's heart completely settle.

So when he learned about this, Chu Zikai thought about it carefully, and originally planned to explain to Yu Zhao after returning from his trip to Yecheng.

At that time, everything was already a foregone conclusion, and no matter how Yu Zhao thought, he would have no chance to leave. Seeing that she had guessed it all at this moment, Chu Zikai couldn't help but panic, desperately wanting her to know that he cared about her. Whisper the cause and effect:

"Zhaozhao, in the days when you left, you could still spend it during the day, and at night when I think you think so much, I really can't sleep. I have to go to Chaohui Palace every night to sleep, so that I can get better. That day I finally found a little news about you, I was ecstatic and drunk, happy and sad, I don't know how Concubine Ling came in, I don't know how I got dizzy and looked at her as you......"

"Don't talk about it......" The so-called explanation made people feel more and more sad the more they listened, Yu Zhao finally couldn't help it and interrupted Chu Zikai. After burying himself in his arms and wiping away his tears, he looked up at him:

"Your Majesty really doesn't need to explain anything to me, since it has happened, no matter how much it can change, my heart belongs to you, so I will be sad. But holding on to it can only make you and me unhappy, why bother, I believe you are. ”

Chu Zikai sat up with her in his arms and promised: "You should care, count me as owing you, make a note, and I will repay it for the rest of my life." ”

Yu Zhao nodded, choked and stopped. "Just ......"

Chu Zikai kissed her distressedly, and said softly: "Don't worry about anything in front of me, you say." ”

Yu Zhao made up his mind, took two deep breaths to stop the unsteady breath, and sobbed sullenly: "Thanks to Your Majesty's love, I am a very selfish person, I don't want to care if Concubine Ling or who is a jealous person, anyway, I admit that I am a small family and a jealous person, I didn't care about me before, but I came back, you won't be like that in the future." ”

These sour words, coming out of Yu Zhao's mouth, were so fresh, so sour that her own teeth were soft, but they floated into Chu Zikai's heart, but his heart was about to be sweetened.

I like the selfishness that symbolizes care like Yu Zhao, Chu Zikai softened his heart, put it on her forehead, and agreed softly. "Okay, listen to Zhaozhao, go back to the palace in the future, which way to go up, what tea to taste in the next court, where to go out of the palace and where to swim in the landscape, riding horses or archery in your spare time, as long as you open your mouth, everything will follow your wishes."

I don't know how to answer his words, but Yu Zhao can realize his sincerity, and only responds with a hug, Chu Zikai hugged back tighter, and the two of them leaned on each other, waiting together for the unpleasant past caused by the impact of today's incident.

Everything was said, Yu Zhao's thoughts were still chaotic and he couldn't straighten it out, and the hand behind Chu Zikai's back unconsciously twisted his hair, and said in a low voice:

"If one day, Your Majesty wants to take this heart back or give it to someone else, only explain to me, I don't want anything, only want to return my freedom, I will not embarrass you, and it will disappear cleanly......"

The voice was as thin as a gossamer, as if it was completely covered by the sound of rain, Yu Zhao didn't hear the answer, thinking that Chu Zikai didn't hear it, but he couldn't muster up the courage to say it a second time.

But Yu Zhao was worried and didn't notice that Chu Zikai's breathing stagnated slightly with these words, and a fire of paranoia suddenly ignited in his eyes, and it dimmed again in an instant. Pretending to be inadvertent, he took Yu Zhao to lie down, leaned over to completely cover Yu Zhao's whole person, and suppressed her in an absolutely possessive posture that could not be resisted, but his voice was extremely soft, and every word was like a light feather caressing Yu Zhao's ear, patiently coaxing her to sleep.