Chapter 148: Swimming Against the Current
"Take the test, why don't you take the test!"
Chen Xiaodi was still thinking about how she should stick to this dream, but now that Chen's father took the initiative, of course she had to seize the opportunity.
"Can I pass the test?"
Chen Xiaodi knew that things were not so simple, after all, from the point to now, Chen's father has not sneered at her, which in itself is a very unreasonable thing.
"If you want to say that, I have to take the test, and if one test is not enough, I have to take two tests."
Gulping down the remaining rice in the bowl, Chen Xiaodi put down the dishes and chopsticks and went back to the room, since she had said this, then she had nothing to hesitate, and working hard to be admitted to graduate school was her only choice now.
"Belle, I'm not coming, are you hiring?"
"Did your parents approve of your graduate school entrance examination?"
"I don't agree, but I'm going to take the test because they look down on me! And be sure to get in! ”
"Come on, you can do it, your notes here with me have always been future scientists, and when you come up with something amazing in the future, don't forget me."
"I can't forget, I have to count on you for the milk tea that my bookstore wants to sell."
"Well, I can report to work at any time."
"Just have your words."
"Are you still going to revise at home this year?"
"I'm at home."
"What if I get into a conflict with your parents again?"
"Conflict is inevitable, let's talk about it then."
"Okay, then you can do your best, I'll go and get busy first, and we'll talk another day."
"Hmm."
Turning off the chat box, Chen Xiaodi clicked on the game after sorting the books on the table, from the beginning of the score to the present, she has been struggling with the next thing every day, and the feeling of depression is even stronger than when she was preparing for the exam, but now this matter has come to an end, so she decided to let herself relax first.
Boarding the game, Chen Xiaodi's friend list was gloomy, and she ran her regular tasks according to her habits, but she didn't find out when Bai Ye was online.
"You're online!"
"Am I weird online?"
"It's been a long time since you've logged into the game, and it's taken a long time to update, right?"
"It wasn't an exam before, and I didn't have time to play, but my score shouldn't be much different from what I play all day long......
"Don't keep thinking about it when it's all over, you still have to look forward to the future."
"There is only darkness left in the future."
Chen Xiaodi's message was followed by several crying emojis.
"Auntie said you again?"
"I just had a fight last night."
"Did Uncle say anything?"
"He never thought I could pass the exam, what else could I say......"
"Don't think so badly, when you plan for it, their attitude may change."
"It's impossible, do you want to know why my mother and I quarreled yesterday?"
"Why?"
"Didn't they want me to go to work, I said, I'll help Belle look at the store, and then she was not happy, saying that it was better to go to the pharmacy as she said, in fact, the salary of the pharmacy was not much higher than I showed her the store, and she was so tired, she just thought that I could earn a few more money in the pharmacy than Belle to spend on her! Tomorrow she will see something higher than the pharmacy, and she will say what is better to go to the pharmacy. ”
Chen Xiaodi's family is not wealthy, it can only be said that it is more than enough to be above and more than below, and cannot afford high consumption, but the standard of living is not bad. Although most people value money very much, Chen Xiaodi feels that this kind of attention from his parents is a little abnormal.
In the time that followed, Bai Ye chatted a lot with Chen Xiaodi, and introduced her to some jobs that he thought were good, although Chen Xiaodi responded, but just listened to it, and now nothing can shake her decision to go to graduate school again.
However, she didn't tell Bai Ye about this, because she knew that she would face a lot of pressure in the next year, and she also knew that Bai Ye would always be the first to appear by her side when she was sad, so she didn't want him to worry about himself anymore.
Although she knows that no matter what she decides, Bai Ye will always support her unconditionally, and she has no blame for her failure this time, and has been comforting her very gently, he will always hold up a sunny sky for her when she is most helpless.
In fact, for so many years, many times she has been alone, after all, she can only face many things by herself, and she can only bear a lot of pain by herself, she hopes that the time she spends with others will bring happiness to others, rather than sharing pain for her.
Chen Xiaodi rested early that night, this year, she couldn't live up to herself.
A few days later, Chen's mother bought some small cakes and came back, and asked Chen Xiaodi to give one to Bai's mother, and when she knocked on the door of Baiye's house, Bai's mother was cleaning, and when she saw Chen Xiaodi coming, she let her in with a smile.
"Auntie, my mother finished buying the small cake from the shop at the small entrance, let me bring you some."
"Thank you, that's so kind, you sit first."
"Don't sit Auntie, I'll go back."
"Is there anything urgent?"
"Not really."
"Then stay for a while, chat with my aunt, it just so happens that the essential oil I bought before has arrived, and you can take a bottle back after unpacking it for a while, the pain-relieving effect is very good."
"Thank you, Auntie."
"You're welcome."
Mother Bai smiled, put the fruit bowl and the box containing small snacks in front of Chen Xiaodi, asked her to eat whatever she wanted, and then took the rag into the bathroom.
"Auntie, I'll help you."
"No, no, it's almost done."
A few minutes later, Mother Bai came to the living room, walked to Chen Xiaodi's side and sat down, picked up the unopened package on the coffee table, and chatted with Chen Xiaodi while opening it.
"Xiaodi, did your parents talk about you again yesterday? I listened to it quite fiercely. ”
“…… Well. ”
"Or is it because of work?"
"Hmm."
"Alas...... They are really, it is so easy to find a job, and it takes time. ”
"Originally, I agreed with my friend to go and help her look at the store, so that I could continue to read, but my mother didn't agree, she wanted me to go to work at the pharmacy."
"So you still want to take the exam this year, right?"
"Well, although my dad reluctantly agreed to me signing up for online classes, he felt that I couldn't pass the exam, so he asked me to prepare for the civil service and recruitment exams at the same time."
Mother Bai turned her head, saw Chen Xiaodi's face of loss, and gently took her into her arms.
"Good boy, don't be sad, since you have decided, then prepare well, we all believe that you will definitely be admitted, if there is anything we can help you, just say, don't carry it alone, as for your parents...... I'll talk to them when I go back, don't take their words to heart, review them well. ”
"Well, thank you, Auntie."
Chen Xiaodi nodded and smiled softly.
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