Chapter 23: Mood

Ahh......hhh A flock of crows flew over the heads of the people.

The little nurses looked at each other, they really didn't know that this was going to happen......

Half an hour ago, they were discussing a few weeks of teaching at the village chief's house, and when they were about to call it a day, the sloppy man, Lu Sinian, came over to ask where Su Haiyao was.

Nurse Xiaomin was very impressed with him last night, didn't he solve the myth of their obstetrics and gynecology last night...... Thinking that maybe after the two experienced that kind of thing last night, the relationship heated up rapidly, and it was the moment when it was like glue, so she volunteered. I didn't expect ......

She may have forgotten that today's "trip" was proposed by their director himself, who would come to such a place during the love period, separated from his other half?

I do bad things with good intentions, but now I'm not a human being inside and out......

The other little nurses were already curious about Su Haiyao, she could sit on the director's bench at the age of twenty-five, and she must have something extraordinary.

Looking at her in brand-name clothes, you don't have to think that her family is good, the hospital is a sacred place, if you don't have excellent professional knowledge and super hands-on ability, how can you have the opportunity to be an angel in white? So naturally, it is impossible to buy it with money.

Moreover, she usually does not smile, she is also polite to people, meticulous in her work, and her serious appearance made their department feel ashamed for a while. In private, they will also gossip about what kind of person is worthy of their holy master.

I just didn't expect things to develop like this......

"Well, Director, we'll go and rest first." Xiao Min wants to leave this place of right and wrong quickly, otherwise maybe, maybe the next second may be his own death.

Su Haiyao nodded, but when he touched her cold eyes, Xiao Min's heart trembled, it's over, the director should settle accounts with himself tomorrow, he was really stupidly cried by himself......

"Everyone hurry back to rest, familiarize yourself with the environment tomorrow, and officially start work the day after tomorrow."

Hearing the leader's instructions, the little nurses ran out one by one, as if there were cows, horses, snakes and gods chasing them behind.

Lu Sinian saw that everyone was gone, and he became bolder. He rubbed his hands and wanted to get closer to Su Haiyao, but he didn't expect that the fire that had just risen in his heart would be extinguished.

"Hurry up and find a place to rest, and go back tomorrow."

Why? I put down my body and begged her so much, why didn't I forgive myself? What's more, I don't even know why she suddenly got angry!

"What about you?"

"Work."

Look, you can't offend a woman by offending anyone, you are cold, she will be colder than you!

"I don't have a place to live."

"Figure it out for yourself."

"I'll stay with you."

"Thanks, but not needed."

It's me who want it, not I want it, Su Haiyao's heart has the feeling of being bitten by a mosquito for a moment, will he also like himself? But that's not possible. Everyone in the world has a heart, but he Lu Sinian doesn't have it, otherwise he wouldn't have said something like that......

"Move smart!"

Su Haiyao really didn't want to talk anymore, he didn't have a good rest at all at that time in the afternoon, he was all occupied by Su Ranzhu's stupid girl and the man in front of him, and he was physically and mentally exhausted after a busy day. If she still pursues it now, she is afraid that she will die......

She is a man, not a god......

"Okay then." Lu Sinian suddenly showed a smile, which was strange to see.

He took off his dirty clothes, and his slick body was exposed to the air. Su Haiyao is a doctor after all, and in her eyes, there are only patients, and there is no difference between men and women.

Even now that Lu Sinian was standing naked in front of her, she couldn't make any waves in her heart, she just looked at him lightly, "What are you doing?" ”

"Sleep." Seeing her evasive gaze, Lu Sinian didn't tear her down, lowered his head and said with a smile.

"You can't sleep here." How could she have imagined that he would sleep here? A wooden bed, a chair, a table, nothing more ordinary......

This bed is made of wood, and it goes without saying that the bones are hard to panic, and the most important thing is that the area is not large enough, and it is just right for a person to lie down...... If he's going to sleep here now, where is he going to sleep?

Knowing his temper, it's just three days of fishing and two days of drying nets, and if you can't get rid of him, then outwit him......

"After a day's walk, my body stinks so badly, hurry up and take a shower, otherwise I won't need to light mosquito coils tonight."

Hearing that Su Haiyao didn't have to worry about where to live anymore, and that she also agreed to be with her, Lu Sinian felt that he might be about to succeed.

"Okay, you wait for me, I'll be back right away."

Lu Sinian's excited little expression hung on his face, and Su Haiyao was distracted for a moment. When he was with him, he never seemed to be such a child, and his expression was always a cold look, and sometimes he would wonder if this person was a dual personality when he saw him: he would always reject himself, and he always looked like a jade to others. I didn't know before, but after going through that time, she understood.

It's not that he won't be gentle, it's just that his gentleness won't give himself ......

After he walked away, Su Haiyao threw his things at the door without hesitation, and then let him sleep with Xiaohu after discussing with the village chief.

Xiaohu is the son of the village chief, and he is also the child who went to find Su Haiyao on the dirt slope that day.

After everything was explained, Su Haiyao took out his mobile phone, "Take your young owner away with me quickly!" ”

The little assistant touched his nose, the young master is really powerful, Miss Su ran to the place where the bird doesn't, he can still follow along, and he is also a capable person.

How disdainful he used to be for her, how much embarrassment he has now. Who told him that he wouldn't cherish the person in front of him, how could Miss Su be so good that she would be blind to such a Hades......

"Miss Su, I received it!"

It is better to demolish ten temples than to destroy a marriage. Sometimes, people always have to grow out of loss, and I hope that the young master can succeed......

Su Haiyao, who hung up the phone, didn't plan to go back, he knew that Lu Sinian would not stop until he reached his goal, instead of endlessly entangled with him, it was better to look at the starry sky here......

Rural areas are not the same as cities. It is not polluted by large industrial areas, and although the environment is harsh, the air is much fresher. The stars have long been invisible in the city, but you can see them when you look up here.

When I was a child, I always heard the old man say that the stars in the sky are made by people who have passed away, and when you miss that person, it will also wink at you.

Su Haiyao clasped his hands together and whispered in his mouth: "Grandpa, I really don't know how to do it?" We can't go back to the past, so why torture our granddaughter like this? I'm not a decisive person, and maybe after a long time, I'll repeat the same mistakes again. Just like the moth, I know that I will lose myself if I fly to the light, but I still can't help it. Grandpa, you say, what the hell should I do? Can you show your granddaughter a clear way? ”

Seven years of relationship is not to say let go of it, she Su Haiyao is not a person who breaks off when she is broken, the breakup she said on the phone before has exhausted all her strength, she doesn't know if Lu Sinian continues like this, will she forgive him, and then be hurt again......

Love is like a drug, you can't quit once you get it. Su Haiyao thought of her own efforts in the past, every year of Qixi Festival, Christmas, National Day and Spring Festival, these big and small days, she took the initiative, but what she received was always a "um", and there was no follow-up......

But she has been looking for him for seven years, and she has lost her most beautiful youth, but what did she get in the end?

The day of the month, the first month they were together, she finally finished the work, she couldn't even sleep, and when she got home, she picked up her baby, and went to his hip-hop studio to find him with joy, and the moment she pushed the door, she heard her name, as if he had never said he liked himself for so long? Su Haiyao was curious, and he also wanted to know what his status was in his heart.

"Are you with Su Haiyao like this?" It was his second brother who spoke.

Although Lu Sinian is an out-and-out rich second generation, he is not here, and he did not further his studies after graduation, and directly opened a dance studio.

"It doesn't matter." Su Haiyao at the door could hear every word said by the people inside, but she didn't expect it to be like this......

"How did you remember to date her? She is very stubborn, she has been chasing you for so many years, and now she is guarding the clouds and seeing the moon? ”

"It's nothing, I just think she's a little pitiful." Lu Sinian paused and added, "By the way, how about giving her a taste of being deceived?" ”

Su Haiyao, who was standing at the door, heard these words as if she had been pointed out, and the conversation inside continued, but she didn't have the courage to listen to it anymore, and her feet that stayed by the door couldn't move half a step for a long time.

It wasn't until bitter tears flowed into her mouth that she realized: she was a thing to him, and her love was a tool for him to take revenge on himself.

No wonder he always pushes every time he asks to see his friends, no wonder he always doesn't care about himself. Because he didn't care at all, so why care?

So, what else to listen to? My sincerity has been trampled on to the point that nothing is left, is it necessary to stay here? The answer is definitely no.

She grabbed the box of snacks that was meant to be given to him and threw them in the trash, and walked away without looking back...... She didn't make it herself, she wasn't a good cook, but that box of dim sum was made after countless failures, it was her heart......

When she got home, she made up her mind to leave him, but she still had a little expectation of him, he was the one she had liked for seven years...... She couldn't be so ruthless.

Reality is always contrary to people's wishes, and she always likes to give another blow to those who are already in pain to help her see the reality clearly. She hadn't spoken to him for a month, and he hadn't asked her for a month, not even a single text message, not even a word......

She tossed her hand, and the phone stopped on the red sheet. What are you looking forward to? Divide it...... If a person takes the initiative a lot, he will always get tired......

Later, there was a play at home before......

She went to him, and no one knew; She left him, and no one knew why......

Su Haiyao thought of the situation that day, and his heart felt like someone had taken a piece of it, and it was no longer complete, and it would never be completely filled again......

She was sobbing quietly on the dirt slope alone, and the man behind her watched her quietly. He is not a very hard-hearted man, he likes Su Haiyao, it was a long time ago, so long that he can't remember it......

He saw her efforts, but he couldn't help but hurt her. He felt that he was really a complete villain, hurt a girl who was wholeheartedly good for himself, ruined her youth, and now he lost her......

How could he not know her thoughts, didn't she just want to leave herself? Do you really think you're going to take a shower? Will he not know about her little movements? He just wanted to see how far she could go, so that he could get the right medicine......

She liked long hair the most, and she thought it was beautiful, but now she had cut off the hair she had raised for seven years; She was most afraid of rats and insects, but she still came here despite everything; She likes red the most, it's the lucky color of her male god, but she hasn't worn it since last month...... Does this mean that she really has to throw away the past, throw herself away, and start over?

To be honest, he didn't know anything bad about him other than being a little cold to her.

Agreeing to date her is rushing to get married, he doesn't want to abuse her anymore, and he doesn't want to be difficult for himself anymore. However, he didn't expect her to leave him so soon...... Still very resolute...... He was scared......

But looking at her back alone, so lonely, so lonely, she still loves herself, right?

Under the same night sky, two different states of mind......