Chapter 73: The boy in white
"Yes, I also have some books like this, and I seem to spend money to buy them for that feeling."
"Yo, it's still emotional, how old are you."
Teacher Zhang smiled and picked up the teacup, and the small cup of tea was quickly drunk.
"It's not small, it's not small, looking at those elementary school brothers and sisters, I feel that I'm old."
Chen Xiaodi smiled lightly and didn't speak, although she often said this when chatting with those juniors and sisters, but she actually refused in her heart.
It didn't take long for the fragrant grilled fish to be served, this was the first time Chen Xiaodi had come to this place, in comparison, the taste of the fish in this shop was lighter than the one they frequented, and it tasted more delicious, Bai Ye and the two mothers should like it.
After dinner, the three of them walked along the river, which used to be a suburb, but now it has long been surrounded by high-rise buildings, and the plastic trail has been repaired two years ago, and now it has become a good place for citizens to take a walk after dinner, and it will be lively after seven o'clock in the evening.
It was very dark at the beginning of June, and it was just dark when Chen Xiaodi walked home, she picked the photos she took today and posted them in the circle of friends.
"The food is good, rubbing with Teacher Zhang?"
"Hmm."
"Yes, I only had a few meals in the teacher's cafeteria back then."
Teacher Zhang is Bai Ye's homeroom teacher after the second year of high school arts and sciences class, and Bai Ye happens to be his class president and English class representative, sometimes he will stay behind after school to help deal with things in the class, and then he will take him to the teacher's cafeteria for a meal.
"The food in the teacher's cafeteria is so good, Mr. Deng took me there once, and I think it's pretty good."
"It's really good compared to the student cafeteria."
Bai Ye smiled lightly, and looked at the photo of the book house again, the overall style was not bad, but it looked a little noisy.
"Anyway, this book house looks okay, but you should like a milder and more refreshing style."
"Yes, I think the sofa is a little darker, but the layout is good, but I'd rather have a flower garden outside."
"It seems that you already have a plan for our bookstore."
"It's just an idea."
"Everything doesn't start with an idea, but it takes a process to become a reality."
"That's right."
"So my writer, you'll have to work hard after the exam!"
"I'm trying, I'm going to do it, but I'm not sure how long it will take."
"Didn't I say it, it's going to be a long time coming, you just have to write it with peace of mind."
Bai Ye clicked the button to confirm the payment as he spoke, and soon, the text message that the ticket was successfully purchased was sent to his mobile phone.
The school anniversary is coming, Chen Xiaodi has already made an appointment with Xiran to go together, but Bai Ye's side has not been decided, Chen Xiaodi will ask almost once a day, but until a week later, on the eve of the school anniversary, Bai Ye did not give her a definite answer.
On Saturday, Chen Xiaodi, who had studied all morning, was thinking about what to eat at noon when her mobile phone vibrated slightly, and it was Bai Ye who sent her a message.
"Your courier has been signed, go downstairs and pick it up."
"I'm going to go to the restaurant today, and I'll pick it up when I come back later."
"No, go now."
"In such a hurry, is it possible that it will melt when it is too late?"
"Yes."
"So strange? Ice cream, huh? ”
"You'll find out when you go downstairs."
"Okay, okay, go now."
Chen Xiaodi changed his shoes and was about to go downstairs, but when he opened the door, he saw a white figure, and it was none other than Bai Ye who was dressed in white, he was wearing a white shirt today, refreshing and handsome.
"Hello, your courier."
Bai Ye smiled softly and looked at Chen Xiaodi gently.
"Why are you back?"
"I'm back with you for the school celebration."
Chen Xiaodi smiled happily and grabbed Bai Ye's arm.
"Let's go, let's eat."
"No need, my parents haven't come back since they went to the supermarket, and I don't know how to solve lunch."
"If you decide where to eat, uncle and aunt will go straight over, if you don't go, you can cook instant noodles at home by yourself."
"Okay, go."
"So what are we going to eat? Is it good to eat fish? ”
"It's up to you."
Chen Xiaodi didn't want to go home immediately after lunch, Bai Ye walked around with her, along the way she told Bai Ye about the recent troubles, Bai Ye has been listening patiently, he never minded Chen Xiaodi talking to him about this, because he knew that her emotions needed a point to express.
"I'm sorry, I ...... That's not supposed to be told to you. ”
"You don't need to apologize, as long as you can feel more comfortable, I'm more afraid that you won't say anything and hold it all in your heart."
Chen Xiaodi is always cheerful and brave in the eyes of others, she will not easily bring her negative energy to the people around her, but no one will have no troubles, these bad emotions have been held in her heart for a long time, if there is no place to vent, sooner or later there will be problems.
At this time, the two were sitting at a small stall in the snack street, with two things that Chen Xiaodi liked to eat in front of them, and the sun was a little spicy at this time, so they decided to rest for a while before leaving.
"Really, thank you."
Bai Ye was stunned, he didn't expect Chen Xiaodi to suddenly say this.
"Thanks for what?"
"Over the years, only you are willing to listen to me say this, I have also told some friends before, but most of them will be impatient, even my mother does not want to listen, always say that I am unhappy and unhappy at every turn, and then count me down, but when she is unhappy, she will whisper in my ear and not let me refute, sometimes I really feel that I am a child who no one loves, as if everything is wrong, only the smile every day is right."
"How can no one love me?"
"Perhaps...... I guess I'm so selfish, I always think that I deserve the same sincerity for my friends like this, but after all, I'm not all in their circle, and it's not surprising that they are willing to listen patiently to others. ”
"You've always been a very delicate person with a lot of thoughts and feelings, so you often think too much, but sometimes things are not as complicated as you think, it's just that you put some labels on it, but now you can think like this, I think it's a good thing."
"Perhaps."
Chen Xiaodi looked at the crowd coming and going on the street and sighed softly, the knots in his heart were unraveled a lot, and he laughed softly unconsciously.
"Xiaodi, I think you'...... It's really changed a lot. ”
"Really? Getting more annoying? ”
"No, it's gentler and stronger."
"Gentle? But I always felt like I was more irritable than I used to be. ”
"In my opinion, that's just the appearance, it's a kind of encouragement and protection for yourself, because you want to keep your original intention and not be easily changed by those pressures."
"Initial Intention...... Is it? ”