Chapter 579: Envy

Fang Chenchu finally hung up the video and picked up Yang Fan's phone, but as soon as he clicked on the screen to connect the phone, he heard a knock on the door of the dormitory.

He looked at the mobile phone on the table, and then at the closed dormitory door, and inexplicably had a guessing idea, such as ...... The one outside the door was none other than Yang Fan, who called.

So when the dormitory door opened and saw Yang Fan standing outside the door, Fang Chenchu didn't have any fluctuations in his heart, not only that, but he also felt a little like laughing.

Yang Fan entered Fang Chenchu's dormitory and stood on the balcony with him, blowing a cold evening breeze that was not cold, but also a little hot and dry, and his heart was uncertain, fluctuating with panic and helplessness.

Time passed bit by bit, and there was still a quiet silence between the two of them, and Fang Chenchu was not in a hurry, just standing still, playing with a cigarette between his fingers, the cigarette butt emitted a little red starlight, flashing the last light in the night sky.

In the end, it was Yang Fan who took the initiative to break this quietness, he was very anxious now, and he couldn't calm down.

Waiting, he kept telling himself that he was waiting, but the result of waiting like this was to know what happened to Yang Zhenzhen and that Xiao Yuanfeng again?

He really couldn't bear it, not to mention at another time, even if they broke up now, he couldn't accept that Xiao Yuanfeng appeared in front of Yang Zhenzhen, why?

Yes, why, he Yang Fan can't compare to Fang Chenchu, but that brother of his own, he knows his own catties, and a latecomer also wants to squeeze him out and stand by Yang Zhenzhen's side?

Yang Fan took a deep breath and tried to calm down his emotions, but the effect was not very good, and in the end, he couldn't look at it and directly smoked the cigarette that was burning on the tips of Fang Chenchu's fingertips but had never moved a puff, and after taking a deep breath, he choked so much that the whole person curled up into a shrimp.

He smoked too quickly, and he smoked a few times, so it was inevitable that he would look like this.

And Fang Chenchu stood aside and watched, his eyes were as calm as water, not to mention how familiar this look was, it was very similar to himself who was suddenly broken up, but after looking at it twice, it didn't feel like it at all.

"Break up and break up, look at the way you look now, do you know how ugly you look now?" Fang Chenchu's words were still so indifferent, as if the lovelorn was not his best brother, but a passer-by who passed by by accident.

However, Yang Fan's appearance is not annoyed or irritated, which is amazing.

Yang Fan sat cross-legged on the ground, and he didn't dislike how much dust there was on the ground, and how much soot had just fallen on the ground.

"Hey, did you say that you were like me when you broke up with Song Song?" Yang Fan suddenly had such an idea.

Fang Chenchu shook his head without hesitation, "No, it's not the same between us." ”

Yang Fan was stunned for a moment, then nodded back to his senses, saying that what he said was right, there was indeed a difference between them.

After all, Fang Chenchu was dumped by Song Song, he ......

Oh, it seems that he is like this himself, Yang Zhenzhen dumped him?

Yes, Yang Zhenzhen dumped Yang Fan.

Yang Fan took a puff of cigarette fiercely, and continued to be choked so that his eyes were red, not to mention how uncomfortable he looked, but he was like this, as if masochistic, taking one puff after another.

Until Fang Chenchu suddenly spoke, "How far do you want to deceive yourself like this?" ”

Yang Fan's hand was stunned, and the cigarette that had burned to the end finally reached his fingertips, and his hand trembled, watching the cigarette butt burn out a blackened hole in his upper.

How far do you want to deceive yourself?

This sentence was like a slap in the face to Yang Fan, and he inhaled cold air in pain, and it took a few seconds before he stopped.

"It's enough at this time, I can't stand it for another day, it's my brain that gets into the paste, I always think that I can rest when I enter this school, and I always think that the two of us look pretty good......"

Fang Chenchu was silent, standing aside, one hand still on the railing and motionless, until he heard Yang Fan say how much he envied himself before he twitched violently, but it was only for a moment.

And Yang Fan is still telling about his envy, envy Fang Chenchu for being so smart, envy Fang Chenchu for being handsome and have good family conditions, envy Fang Chenchu for having everything at the same age that maybe he can't surpass at the age of thirty, in short, it's envy.

But Fang Chenchu chuckled when he heard this, "You envy me? ”

Yang Fan nodded, staring at him with unabashedly eyes, "Yes, I envy you, but don't think about it, I just envy it, people like me, you know, will always be a giant in thought." ”

Fang Chenchu shook his head, saying that of course he knew that if his friends for so many years didn't even know this, it would really be over, he just wanted to laugh a little.

"There's no need for you to envy me, because I'm not that good."

Yang Fan was stunned when he heard this, turned his head and looked at Fang Chenchu suspiciously, until he saw the serious look on Fang Chenchu's face, it was really not a joke, and then he was shocked and laughed, "What are you kidding?" If you're not good enough, you ask which boy in this S big guy dares to say a word more! ”

"I really don't have anything good, I couldn't give Song Song a sense of security before, and even when I was broken up, I was vague about why I got to this point, and I have been waiting vaguely for two years, and I only dare to watch the person I like not getting better day by day, but I don't dare to step forward at all, do you know what this is?"

“……”

"Because I am a coward at the beginning of my life, I am afraid that she will not be comfortable seeing me, and I am afraid that I can't help but want to hug her when I see her like that, what I vacant is not only two years, but the most important whole time, and if it is vacant, it will not be filled in this life, but you didn't survive with her."

Yang Fan actually felt that what Fang Chenchu said seemed to be very reasonable, as if he had really done something terrible in the past two years.

No, he was talking about his own problem today, why did he suddenly become listening to Fang Chenchu's horn?

"Can you pause for a moment? You're both back together, now let's talk about my problem! Yang Fan's eyes gradually pierced his eyes and looked at Fang Chenchu.

Fang Chenchu nodded without changing his face, looking a little reluctant, "Okay." ”

Yang Fan suddenly couldn't lift it in one breath, you just said that his brain was pumped, what can't be said on the phone, you have to come to him, but look at the present......

Tsk, it's really nothing to do.

Yang Fan immediately patted all kinds of dust on his pants, and he was about to leave regardless of whether it was clean or not, in the middle, Fang Chenchu tried to keep him very perfunctorily, and he didn't look back, the speed was called fast.

As for what he said about Yang Zhenzhen?

Yang Fan smiled heartily, indicating that the problem was not big, "Rely on thick skin!" ”