"Why is my sister here? It's early in the morning! Mrs. Lu greeted me with a smile when she saw me.

"It's been nearly a month since I entered the house, and I'm familiar with several other ladies, but my Wuyin Pavilion is not close to your Lusheng Pavilion, so it seems that I am separated from Lu Niangzi. So, today is just in time to take a look at Mrs. Lu. ”

She slightly hooked a red smile on the corner of her lips: "Sister Xin has a heart, Lu Lin's status is low, and she is only a shallow learner, since she entered the mansion, the young master has rarely come, it is difficult for Sister Xin to miss it." ”

I especially wanted to say at that time, if the young master doesn't come, you go to find your young master, why are you looking for my Zhou Mubai.

"By the way, Sister Xin has just arrived, and she is not familiar with the personnel in the mansion, if my sister has a place where she can use Lu Lin, although she speaks, after all, although I am not favored, I still know everything inside and outside this mansion. By the way, I would like to remind Sister Xin, Ye Niangzi and Zhong Niangzi, one is powerful, the other is favored, people, the more you get, the more you want, and you are always greedy. ”

"I can handle this, Mrs. Lu doesn't have to worry about it."

"That sister doesn't know their means yet, in fact, there were twelve ladies in the house, who died to death, went crazy, were sold and sold, and now there are only four left, and it is not all so many coincidental accidents, and the people who can enter the house are not so ignorant people." She looked at me and continued, "Sister Xin, you are the target of everyone now, if you don't keep an eye on it, there is no one around you to help you, let alone want to do something big, even you can't protect yourself." ”

"I am not related to Mrs. Lu, so I can't rely on you in the future."

"Sister, don't worry, I have already seen it, the young master is just a moment of enthusiasm for me, and he won't look back after it, my sister doesn't have to worry about this, what I want for my sister can't lose anything." She looked at me with a smile, "I would like to kindly remind my sister that you, the Silent Pavilion, have also lived in two young masters' extremely favored ladies before, but they have not been in the mansion for a long time, and they have become anxious and uneasy after two months, and in the end they are all depressed and unhappy, and Xiang Xiaoyu died." ”

Since she has made her words clear, then I won't beat around the bush with her: "I don't know if Mrs. Lu fell in love with the painting, or was she so empty and lonely that she fell in love with the person who painted?" ”

She smiled: "Since the lady has seen it, is that okay?" ”

"In the next life, Zhou Mubai is mine, don't beat his idea." I straightened up and shouted, "Zhou Mubai, you come out, I'll take you back." ”

"Young Lady!" She reminded me loudly, and I didn't care.

"Zhou Mubai, you come out, let's go."

"Young Lady, do you know who you are now? Shouted like this in my reed pavilion. ”

"I don't care about what you say, but Zhou Mubai can't do it, don't touch him, don't involve your dirty thoughts with him." I looked at her with contempt, never so angry.

"Ruru!" Zhou Mubai shouted to stop me.

"Let's go, don't come here again!" I took his hand and tried to leave, but his body was stiff and he didn't move.

"Mrs. Lu is also a person who knows how to paint, what you don't want to do, I want to do." He pulled my hand away and said coldly.

"Zhou Mubai!" His words suffocated me at one point.

"You can settle for the status quo, but I can't, I have my own measure." His voice was frighteningly cold.

"You're leaving—aren't you leaving?"

He remained silent.

"Okay, if you don't go, I'll go." I breathed a breath in my chest, and I couldn't breathe for a long time, I was really angry.

I just don't understand, what they want, what they want, how unfortunate I am, for those things you can do without, you can do without what you say, dignity and discipline.

Suddenly I wanted to cry, on the way back, I kept suppressing the tears that were rolling in my eyes, I just wanted to sleep, sleep in the dark, I didn't want anything, life was really boring, I had enough.

That night, Zhou Mubai didn't return for a long time, I lay on the bed tossing and turning, it was difficult to sleep, and my tears were stained with pillows in the middle of the night, wet.

"Ruru!" Faintly I heard someone calling me.

I opened the door to look, and he looked at me and said, "I'm back!" ”

"Why are you telling me when you're back?" The light was a little dim, and I should be glad he didn't see the tears in my eyes.

"Nothing, I just painted a picture for her!" He explained.

"What does that have to do with me." I lowered my voice.

"You're too impulsive today, she'll get caught."

"What can I do? I'm just a fool and a fool who lacks a knack, obviously stupid and pretending to be smart, I will do whatever people want to do to me, and I will be toyed with and toyed with. I don't have much talent, I don't have any ambitions, what a long-term person you are! You can do whatever you want, and it no longer has anything to do with me. "I fainted after saying that, and I didn't know if it was a dream of mine.

Anyway, I got sick after that night, and for the first time, I felt that depression can affect a person's physical condition. I used to salivate when I saw delicious food, but now I just want to vomit when I stare at that big meal. I couldn't lift my spirits when I saw anything, and I was restless all day, and I wanted to lose my temper at every turn.

The doctor initially diagnosed me with a worrying illness, but it was said that the specific situation still had to be further determined from the daily eating activities, and the water and food were shared by everyone, and it was difficult to find out the real crux of the problem for a while.

I don't know if it's a disease or not, anyway, the mood is getting worse and worse day by day, and the doctor fairy said that the condition is getting worse and worse, and if I can't find the crux of the problem, I may have to worry about my life.

"What about Zhou Mubai?"

"Painter Zhou went to Mrs. Lu." Ever since I asked one day and got such an answer, I made up my mind to ignore Zhou Mubai in the future, he is actually this kind of person? The more I thought about it, the more heartache I felt, and at that time I covered my chest, as if I understood, this heartache probably told me again that I really liked Zhou Mubai!

But he has what he likes, and he is no different in essence from Lan Yunwei, the man who says he likes it, but can take out what he cherishes to die for profit, in vain I still think he is a clean and pure person.

Feng Luohe came to see me once, and he said, "You'd better not die at this juncture, otherwise it will really end badly with your brother." In this way, there will be a music festival in Nancheng recently, I can take you to listen to it, and I will accompany you out for a walk. ”