Monthly exams.

"There are still ten minutes before the end of the exam, so hurry up if you haven't finished answering the questions." The invigilator reminded loudly.

Glancing up at the clock above the blackboard.

It's only been a full ten minutes.

In the quiet examination room, I was uneasy, holding the answer sheet and wondering whether I should write the correct answer.

……

Before the exam, civil engineering teachers developed a study group system, and the top fourteen were the leaders of each group, as A.

Two A's per group.

The other four are group members and are collectively referred to as B.

The task of the group leader is to collect homework and tutor the remaining four group members every day, if the group members' grades are not satisfactory, the punishment is the whole group of students, according to all aspects of attendance, will also be sorted once a week.

In fact, the most pressure is the team leader.

This is also known as group teaching in pedagogy, which encourages students to work together to improve the performance of the whole class.

In this way, it is also much more convenient for teachers, and they can directly find the group leader for everything, which is very popular and practical.

But, I don't like it.

Because, every time I was in the eleventh place in the class, I was "unlucky" to become the group leader, and I managed the whole group with another classmate. As A, he is a role model in the eyes of others, and he must study harder to meet the requirements of A, after all, it seems that everyone wants to be A.

Actually, there is nothing wrong with being a team leader, but I have never experienced it, so it is difficult for me to be competent.

It's a burden,

Personally, for me.

My management skills are almost zero, and I really don't fit for me. So much so that in the weekly assessment, our group got the last place, and for me with a good face, the best one is really a slap in the face.

When facing the group members, I always feel very embarrassed.

Even if no one cared, I was still ashamed.

Out of all the A's, our group was almost the worst A's, and at that time, real paper was judged by merit.

If the group leader has no authority, how can the team members listen to you. Besides, they can't complete the recitation task every day, so how to talk about the grades, since they don't like to study, they must not like to memorize!

In their eyes, memorizing is a waste of time, and it is better to use it to catch up on sleep.

All in all, this job, not for me.

Later, I slowly realized that "nothing is not suitable for me, only my own efforts to adapt to the world." ”

At that time, I didn't realize that I had begun to escape and retreat.

This is true in the face of anything.

……

In this monthly exam, I thought of a way, I deliberately failed the exam, so that I don't have to be the team leader.

Now I have nothing more than to get out of this position as the team leader.

I was still too naïve at the beginning, why didn't I make good use of the opportunity to be a team leader and train myself well?

Ay! Regret.

There is no power to return to the sky!

With a firm step in my heart, I took the answer sheet and painted all kinds of strange graphics according to my own preferences, which looked good.

There is no exam that will be easier than this one.

I have been stubborn since I was a child, and I don't hesitate to do things without hesitation, and I don't have any waves in my heart.

So be it! I placed the test papers and answer sheets neatly on the table and waited for the invigilator to collect them.

……

"What do you choose for the last question of the multiple-choice question?" The classmate in front of him asked in a whisper.

The sound of other students flipping through the papers was perfectly muffled, but it had already reached my ears. It is said that people who don't like to talk have good hearing.

That's true.

That's right, the student sitting in front of me is still Gray, almost every time it's him, because we're in the same place in our respective classes.

This can be regarded as a relationship between us and classmates!

I flipped through the papers, glanced at the test papers, and whispered as if nothing had happened, "C." ”

When he heard this, he said he understood, and quickly scribbled the answer on his answer sheet.

In the past few years, I have not had any major skills, but I have only practiced one skill, that is, I can speak without moving my mouth.

It's very practical!

Although my answer sheet is all scribbled, the answers on the paper are still very serious, so that the teacher can correct the answers when he talks in class!

I don't want to have good grades, but I still have to study seriously.

I don't know why I felt this way at the time, but it was true.

I was speechless.

"Okay, when the time comes, let's hand in the papers." The invigilator said, then walked up to the first student in his high heels and began to collect the papers.

One is responsible for collecting the papers, and the other is responsible for collecting the answer sheets.

The division of labor is clear.

……

between exams,

Rest for 20 minutes.

"Let's go and see what they're doing." A female classmate in the same exam room as me asked.

I could see that she was very lively, and I wanted to refuse, but I was perfectly interrupted, "Let's go, let's go, it's boring to stay here." ”

"Hmm." I nodded in a low voice.

All right.

Seeing such enthusiastic classmates, I really didn't know how to refuse, at that time, I didn't know what rejection was, but I just felt that it was nothing serious, and there was nothing bad about myself.

In everything, he nodded and agreed.

This female classmate, whom I call "Li", is as graceful as a jasmine flower.

She and I are just ordinary classmates, she is very lively and cheerful.

When we both arrived in the next classroom, I was a little surprised.

That's right, the classmates in the exam room next door are G and Flaw.

The brows furrowed slightly, but it only lasted for a moment, and then it returned to normal, after all, pretending to be nothing can be said to be my specialty!

The heart is extremely nervous, and the surface is calm.

If I had known that they were in the next class, I would not have come, and I blamed myself for not carefully looking at the distribution of the examination room, and it was not because I was in the same place in the same examination room every time.

Ay! Fate.

So what can be done? It's all here, you can't be a shrunken turtle, let's go back! It's nothing, but if you retreat like this, it may really make others feel something.

Rise to the challenge.

I smiled slightly and Li stepped forward, and they also saw us, after all, there are unfamiliar students in an examination room, and it is easy to see us.

"How's the test?" Student G asked.

I didn't know who he was asking, so I didn't ask.

"It's okay!" Li replied.

"Humble." Student G has a look on his face that sees through everything.

"How can there be, how dare you do better than my brother in the exam, right?"

"Sensible, old girl."

"Why do you still call your brother brother?" Defective classmates also participated.

Classmate Li looked them up and down with a wicked smile on the side, and then said "cough" twice: "You two are in the same examination room, so fateful!" ”

"Envious?" Student G opened his mouth proudly, and hugged the petite classmate next to him by the way.

"Huh? Disgusting. "Li said what I thought.

At this time, it was just me, I didn't know what to say, so I could only echo it on the sidelines.

And they're used to it.

As soon as they met, they saw a very casual chat, and I stood aside and realized that the three of them were all boarding students, and they got along day and night, no wonder!

I sat on the sidelines and watched them chat.

Then, boredly, he raised his hand to support his cheeks and began to be in a daze.

I'm the eleventh and the twelfth Li, so aren't the two of G and Bun the thirteenth or fourteenth?

1314。

There has never been a time when those four numbers are hated more than now.

It turns out that even the results and rankings are being a matchmaker for them, and I'm afraid it will be difficult for them to calm down if they are not together!

I really want to quit the group chat.

I still watched them silently, listening to their conversations, as if I was dispensable, even a little redundant, after all, everyone is used to not talking to me.

Some people think it's cold, and some people think it's quiet.

No matter how you look at me, it's just the eyes of others, it has nothing to do with me, just be yourself.

However, I always felt that Student G felt different about me. In the virtual online world, we talked so closely, but now, we seem to be stranger than ordinary classmates.

So, as it turned out, it was all an illusion.

……

"I'm going to review history." I just want to get out of this scene now, it's really hard to stay here.

"The next exam is geography." Li reminded.

I shook my head, I just said history? Ay! It's really a big one, and history has just been examined.

"Or do our geography class representatives remember clearly." Student G teased.

"That's it." This time, classmate Changli was proud.

"Slip of the tongue." I replied, dodging all of G's gazes, let alone eye contact, and now I felt embarrassed to even see him.

I didn't wait for them to answer, then I disappeared and went back to my exam room and sat down.

They didn't seem to pay much attention to it, and continued to make small talk.

……

What am I? Companion chat tool?

I really want to squirt a mouthful of old blood and bless myself. Stay away from scumbags, at least that's what I think now.

A lot of people say that my chatting on the Internet is completely different from in reality, and I don't understand.

What difference could it make?

It's hard to change someone!

In my opinion, it's just that the way of chatting has changed, and typing and dictating are definitely different when facing a computer and facing people!

I think he's different.

During this time, I never spoke to classmate G again, and even when he talked to me, I turned a blind eye.

There is no need.

It's a shame that I often risk my life to go in and out of Internet cafes, just to chat with him, and I stubbornly pestered my sister to play with my mobile phone every day.

Now everything is free.

It's nice and easy.

……

I clearly know that my principle is not to disturb someone who has a partner.

Knowing that others have boyfriends and girlfriends and still flirting with them, it's really morally corrupt.

Even I don't know why I have this idea, but I rejoice when I think about the future.

One person, a bunch of little animals who love me. I'm willing to be their shoveler, happy and happy.

Hurry!

But do you think I have a future? Do I deserve a bright future?

This is probably the view of the pessimist! So I don't expect everyone's understanding.

Of course, it's good to have someone to understand.

It's just that this person hasn't appeared yet.

……

"This is the transcript, and the class leader posted it on the notification board after class." The civil engineering teacher took out the report card and put it on the desk.

Then start this English lesson.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I always feel that the civil engineering teacher is looking at me, and it's the kind of bad intentions.

Did I do too badly? Bottom?

No, no, no, that's impossible, I'm still measured.

Forget it, it must be an illusion.

It must be.

Forty-five minutes in a class was a long time for me who was absent-minded, as if I had spent two hours......

It's like a year!

Looking at that report card, my heart was full of deer, I really wanted to open that report card, I really wanted to know my results.

I don't know if everyone thinks like this, but I do!

And it's intense.

The wind, gently blowing, skimming the girl's hair, crossing the sea of people, and finally, the goal fell on the report card.

Curious wind, I also wanted to turn up the report card to take a look, but because my strength was too small, it had also failed.

The students in the first row were the closest to the report card, and I saw them shaking their heads from side to side, trying hard to see the content.

When they were about to reach out and flip through it, a look from the civil engineer teacher dispelled the idea.

Retreat in the face of difficulties and wait for the end of class.

Eventually, the bell rang for the end of class, which we had been waiting for, accompanied by a "Goodbye, teacher!" ”

This long English lesson has finally come to an end.

The students flocked to the podium, all sticking their heads out to see their rankings.

It seems that everyone is in the same mood as me.

"Don't worry, don't worry!" The class leader stood out and posted the report card to the notice board of the class.

The report card that was pasted on the wall reluctantly accepted everyone's "fingering" of it. ”

Good thing it's a big recess.

After everyone had finished reading, I slowly walked to the notification bar and began to look for my name with some nervousness.

As the index finger slowly slipped, the mood also fluctuated.

Habitually start from above.

However, this time I didn't see my name for a long time.

In the end, it fell to twenty-fifth place, in the middle position.

Well......

Am I supposed to be happy? Or is it lost?

I should be happy! After all, I did it on purpose, in fact, my prediction ranking is around 16th, but this time it seems to have fallen too much.

At the moment, I was so afraid that the civil engineering teacher would come to talk to me.

After the results were announced, the seats were rearranged as usual.

This time, as a member of the group, I seemed to be released, and the previous pressure completely dissipated.

It seems that this position is still suitable for me.

My tablemate has also become another group member, she is called Yan, she is a very beautiful girl, but I don't know why I can't study anymore.

……

Family.

After dinner, I saw my sister sneaking up on the bedroom and quietly followed.

I saw her take out a white thing from her school bag, and when I approached, she didn't guard against it, but opened it to show me.

It's a mobile phone.

"Wow—" I exclaimed.

"Shh Sister motioned for me to be quiet.

I lowered my voice in a second, looked around for a moment, and asked to make sure it was safe, "Where did you get it?" ”

"My sister gave it." The sisters in my sister's mouth are nothing more than her sworn sisters, I didn't expect to be so generous.

"Why did you give it to you?" I asked.

"She got a new phone, and this old one is useless, so I'll give it to me, otherwise it's idle." Sister disagreed.

Doesn't she know that she has a short hand?

I don't have much say in this matter, after all, I don't understand and I haven't experienced it.

This is the first mobile phone in my life, which is now commonly known as the elderly machine.

I call it Xiaobai.

As for why it's mine, of course, I begged hard and pestered my sister with dead skin and shamelessness, so she endured the pain and gave it to me.

After all, our family has three children, and my parents only give my sister a mobile phone for easy contact, so she is willing to give me this mobile phone.

Secretly playing with my phone every day has become my pleasure.

Prevent teachers at school and parents at home.

And brother, you must not let him know, otherwise you will be caught by the pigtail again, and it will not be good to sue.

After my continuous exploration, I found that there are many novels in this mobile phone, that is, e-books. Maybe the previous owner of this phone downloaded it!

I, who had never been exposed to e-books, opened the door to a new world.

Press the nine keys on the phone, and slowly type a word, I really won't use it, but, after all, practice makes perfect!

Nothing will happen at the beginning, just practice more.

Then, I lay on the bed and played with my phone. When I opened one of the novels, a few lines of words appeared in front of me on the small screen.

"Wow-" It's amazing.

The sister next to her looked disgusted, "Look at your appearance that has never seen the world." ”

"I haven't seen it." I replied.

Of course I haven't seen it, but where can I see it, and I had a great time on my first novel journey.

Then I continued to flip through the novel, page after page, and it seemed that there was no end in sight, and at the same time I felt more and more interesting.

The first time I stayed up late, I still remember it.

At this point, I am also obsessed with e-books, and it is still that kind of campus idol drama!

At the beginning of the pit, the poisoning was deep.

……

Biology class.

Today's biology class is particularly quiet, and even flipping through the book is not active, because the content of this class is really embarrassing.

However, everyone has their own careful thoughts and hides them for fear of being seen by others.

Students who have taken junior high school biology classes should know about it.

So, you can only understand.

This chapter is really embarrassing to learn, the biology teacher talked about it very calmly at first, and then he couldn't help it, "poof-" laughed out loud.

The whole class laughed.

After the laughter stopped, the embarrassment continued to creep in.

Thinking about it later, there is nothing embarrassing about learning this, it's normal! Popularize all knowledge, learn everything, and become a well-rounded person.

But, after all, at the beginning of adolescence in junior high school, we are most likely to be shy in adolescence.

This is probably the most primitive appearance of youth.

Ignorant, ignorant, simple, cute!

In addition to the embarrassing study of biology class, the biology teacher also notified a major event, that is, of course, the "Raw Land Examination".

After the entrance examination, it means that there is no need to study biology and geography classes.

I don't know anything about biology, but I only like geography class.

I like to study China's great rivers and mountains, all kinds of geology and landforms.

Is this the foundation for my bias?

Even though I was biased, I was still happy when I was studying.

……

A few days later,

Dinner.

Our family sat around the dining table and ate the dinner in front of us quietly.

The sister and brother finished eating, and retreated perfectly.

However, it was just me and my parents, and I quickly finished pulling the rice in my bowl and was just about to get up......

"Your homeroom teacher called me." Dad suddenly spoke, interrupting me as I was about to get up.

"Why are you calling?" I lowered my head and asked silently.

"In this monthly exam, your ranking has dropped fourteen places, let me ask you what's going on?" Dad opened his mouth with disgust on his face.

"Well...... "I don't know how to answer, could it be that I said that I deliberately failed the test, who would believe it, they might think I was sick!"

"It's your business how much you take the exam, don't blame me if you don't study hard and can't get into college......"

Not again.

The people of our family have only one idea, if you are admitted to university, you will be promising, and if you can't pass the exam, you will be ashamed of your family, and no one will be welcome, and you will also publicize it, so that you can't raise your head anywhere.

Dad glanced at me and continued, "Don't let your homeroom teacher call me in the future, trouble!" ”

Leaving this sentence, Dad got up and left.

"Do you hear that? Brushed the bowl. Mom was still chiming in.

"Oh." What else can I say, put away the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, and after washing the dishes, go back to my bedroom.

Truly...... It's quite troublesome.

Maybe mine is a troublesome existence!