As if I was in a chaotic world, surrounded by white mist like a fairy mountain, I walked alone in white, without purpose or direction, and a sense of dazness arose. It also gave me the illusion that I might be able to go back when I walked down, and suddenly I heard someone calling me.

"Master, master."

"Ning An, what's wrong with you, take care of your mother."

Master? Ning'an? Queen mother? No, this is not me, I am Xie Jiuyi, I am not the master, nor is it Ning An, thinking so in my heart, I didn't pay attention to the calls coming from all directions.

But a man called me softly in my heart, "Jiu'er, don't go." "Jiu'er, when I reign in the world, I will give you freedom. "Jiu'er, thousands of women are not as good as you......"

Jiu'er? Is he calling me? Who is he? Suddenly, I felt a whirlpool above my head suck me in, and I struggled but couldn't do anything, and I opened my eyes suddenly, and there was clarity in front of me.

"Master, you're finally awake." Before he could react, he was pounced on by Sang Ma and almost crushed.

"Master......" Bai Zhi also stood behind Sang Ma and called me softly, the two girls were crying with red eyes, and I felt pity for the tears on their little faces.

patted Sang Ma lightly and comforted, "Don't cry, I'm not fine?" Don't cry, I'm going to be crushed to death by you if I don't get up again. When he spoke, he felt that his throat hurt, like a dry well, and his voice became hoarse.

When Sang Ma heard this, he quickly got up from me, his eyes were still full of worry, he eased his nerves, and asked Bai Zhi to pour tea for me, and only after swallowing the cup of tea did he completely sober up.

"Zhi'er, go and inform the queen that the master is awake." Seeing that I had come to my senses, Sang Ma turned around and whispered, Bai Zhi nodded and withdrew.

Queen? It turns out that I'm still in Liangzhou, why did I faint.

"Ning An, Ning An ......" After a while, I heard a soft voice calling me from afar, this call from outside the door to the bedside, the beautiful woman's eyes were red, and she was running towards me with a brocade in her hand, and her hair was a little messy, but it didn't affect her beauty at all. Queen Mother, you have finally woken up. ”

She sat on the edge of the bed and pulled me cautiously, as if she was afraid of breaking a delicate glass doll. Seeing her reddish eyes, it is unbearable, mother, after all, loves her child.

"I'm fine, don't worry about the queen mother." I smiled at her, inadvertently withdrew my hands, and pretended to brush the shredded hair around my ears. "What's the matter?"

Although she was surprised, she still didn't care that I was deliberately alienated, and said in a choked voice, "The imperial doctor said that you are already weak, and you have been tired all the way, and you will only have symptoms of fainting when you are angry, just rest more." ”

Angry? Scold.

Seeing that I didn't answer, she wiped her tears with a handkerchief, "Ning An, the queen mother knows that you are dissatisfied with the envoy's disrespect for your father, but don't be angry with yourself because of this." ”

Huh, disrespectful? Am I so angry? It seems that family affection is really delusional.

"Well, you're worried." I sorted out my thoughts and calmed down, "Erchen just woke up and felt a little unwell, and I want to rest." ”

She raised her hand and touched my forehead, her eyebrows tightened, "Isn't it uncomfortable?" The queen mother will send you the imperial doctor to take a look. ”

I shook my head and pretended to be well-behaved, "Don't bother the doctor, it's just that I just woke up and felt a little unwell, so I'll just sleep again." ”

She looked at me, her expression was a little sad, that look, if I were a man, I couldn't help but feel excited, I wanted to say something, I opened my mouth and didn't make a sound. He just looked at me quietly, as if he had never seen it before, and his deep eyes seemed to see the depths of his soul.

"Ning An, are you the blame for the queen mother?" As soon as she said this, I was a little surprised.

"What do you blame?"

"Blame the queen mother for being ruthless, blame the queen mother for not stopping your father from sending you to the southern country, blame the queen mother for not protecting you, blame the queen mother for ......"

I interrupted her crying words, "Don't say that, don't blame the sons, the royal family should be like this." ”

Hearing me say this, her tears fell like a spring, sobbing, "The queen mother is sorry for you, sorry for you......"

What qualifications do I have to blame, I'm not the real Helan Jiuli, I'm just angry that they don't care about their own children.

Looking at the tearful man in front of her, she couldn't bear it after all, she took out a handkerchief from her hand to help her wipe her tears, and comforted her, "Let the queen mother worry, Erchen really didn't blame you." ”

She didn't answer my words, nor did she stop her tears, muttering to herself, "When you were a child, you always liked to stick to your mother, and often broke the flowers and grass planted by your mother......

Listening to her tell about the past, vivid pictures flashed in her mind, happy family photos, the majestic emperor will also make the smile into his eyes, and the ears seem to sound the laughter of a child's silver bell, if it is in an ordinary family, maybe it is really happy.

She kept talking, and I listened quietly, the whole room was quiet only her voice, Sang Ma and Bai Zhi and the palace maids she brought were standing on both sides of the bed, watching like bystanders.

She talked about how cute Ning An was when she was a child, how she liked to be clingy, how much she liked to get into trouble, she would secretly fold flower plugs, throw some flowers and plants in her father's teacup, forget to wipe her mouth every time she ate secretly, and howl and cry when she made a mistake......

I couldn't help but laugh out loud when I listened to those amusing places, and she laughed too, and her loving eyes kept looking at me, she laughed so beautifully, and it was nothing more than that, and a smile touched people's entire hearts.