Chapter 43: Exchanging Secrets
Suddenly put on the shelves, friends, no surprise, hi no hi sen! (Table hits me)
This is a short story, and the total length is expected to be more than 200,000 words, thank you 🙏
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Yuan Shu wanted to leave the room, but was blocked by Li Lin.
"Follow me to the doctor!" She pulled him and said.
At this time, he couldn't care about his status, Li Lin must take him to the doctor.
"I'm not sick."
Yuan Shu looked at her with disgust: "Don't look at me with that kind of eyes!" ”
"Can you explain what just happened?" Li Lin asked.
"Why did I explain it to you?" Yuanshu's tone was stubborn.
"The people in the drama troupe didn't mess with you, why did you want to kill someone?"
Yuan Shu remembered the plot of the drama and became angry again: "The drama on the stage is clearly talking about me." ”
Li Lin didn't know why he was so sensitive, so he said helplessly: "People are just acting according to their script, where do they say you ......"
Li Lin didn't know Yuanshu's past, thinking that he was a glass heart.
Yuanshu bit his lip tightly and stopped talking to her.
Li Lin took the things and pulled him up: "Let's go, follow me to see the doctor." ”
Yuanshu broke away from her hand, only to feel another ringing in her ears, subconsciously covered her ears, and turned around and got into the quilt.
He covered his head with a quilt: "You don't care about me!" ”
Seeing his move, Li Lin couldn't bear to be excited, but he just felt that this scene was familiar.
I don't know how long it took.
Yuan Shu was bored in the quilt, listening to the silence of the room, and then slowly poked his head out, Li Lin was actually no longer in the room, and the surroundings seemed to be suddenly darkened.
Yuanshu breathed a sigh of relief, wrapped himself in exhaustion, and lay on the bed looking at the roof.
He smelled the scent of the sachet and reached out to pick it up and looked at it quietly.
Doubts poured into my heart, why did I suddenly become like this? It was all fine before.
After so many years, he thought he would never have to go through this pain again......
At this time, there seemed to be a dark shadow in the corner of the bed, Yuan Shu's heart moved, and he turned his head to see that the figure that seemed to be there was slowly getting bigger, turning into a human figure and stretching out two hands to pinch him.
Yuan Shu was startled and quickly went to dodge, he didn't believe that there were really ghosts and gods in the world, but at this moment, he couldn't tell whether it was in a dream or reality, and fear came to his heart.
"Go away!"
At this time, Li Lin just pushed open the door and found that Yuan Shu had overturned the table.
She was startled and ran forward to stop him.
Yuan Shu hit Li Lin hard, and his hand was very heavy, and she flashed it.
Li Lin immediately slapped him hard.
"Wake up!"
After waking up, Yuanshu looked at the mess in the place and realized that it was his hallucination just now.
For a while, he was extremely ashamed, and he had reached the point where he couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams.
He looked at his hands because of the broken skin just now, and his heart felt uncomfortable.
Have you really become crazy?
A ringing in his ears came again, and Yuan Shu turned around and was about to burrow into the cabinet in the corner, he didn't want to see anyone.
Li Lin grabbed him: "Yuanshu, what are you afraid of telling me!" ”
Yuanshu didn't listen to her and tried to lock himself in the cupboard.
Li Lin didn't care about humility, and his backhand was another slap.
This palm knocked Yuan Shu's eyes black.
"If you are sick, you will be cured! Why torture yourself like this! ”
After speaking, he hugged Yuanshu: "It's all fake...... Yuanshu, all the horrible things you see now are fake, and now there are only two of us in the room......"
Yuan Shu hugged Li Lin tightly.
The shopkeeper downstairs heard the movement upstairs and ran over in fright, and Li Lin had to give him some more money to compensate for the damaged tables and chairs.
In fact, Li Lin's heart is also heavy. She had just gone out to see a doctor, but the doctor here refused to come to the doctor when he heard that it was a mental illness.
Li Lin had never felt so helpless, and he had the urge to cry when he held Yuan Shu.
Obviously, everything was fine before, why did it become like this when you arrived in Dongcheng? How will she explain to King Rong? How to explain to Li Qi?
In the afternoon.
Li Lin forcibly dragged Yuan Shu out and took him to an old doctor with a good reputation.
The old man was kind and kind-eyed, and after checking Yuanshu's pulse, he called Li Lin to the back hall. Q: "How many years has he been ill?" ”
Li Lin was stunned and couldn't answer.
The old man said: "In his case, there must be a person with excellent medical skills who has been seeing him all year round, and the medicine is gradually adjusted with the change of his condition...... I can only temporarily prescribe a few pairs of relief medicine, and you should hurry back to his previous doctor to prevent his condition from worsening. ”
“…… Good. ”
When he said this, Li Lin realized the seriousness of the matter.
Back at the inn, Li Lin hurriedly cooked a large bowl of soup and medicine and put it in front of Yuanshu's eyes.
Yuan Shu didn't raise his head, and sat there silently.
"Let's go back quickly after today, your illness can't be delayed." Li Lin said.
Yuan Shu glanced at the bowl of black potions.
There was suspicion in his eyes: "This medicine won't be poisonous." ”
Li Lin knew that he was cautious, so he poured out a cup and drank it himself: "Look, it's not poisonous." ”
Yuanshu looked at her, his expression calm, but much heavier than usual.
The childishness of daily life has disappeared.
He asked Li Lin: "Do you think I'm a psychopath?" ”
Li Lin sat beside him and said in a flat tone:
"Actually, I've seen someone like you in the barracks, about the same age, a guard...... Already dead on the battlefield. ”
Yuan Shu was silent again for a long time.
Li Lin comforted him: "This is nothing, the common feelings of birth, old age, sickness and death, how can there be people who do everything well?" ”
Yuan Shu said: "I don't want others to know about my illness. Don't tell anyone about Dongcheng, including your brother, Zheng Guogong, and Zhao Zhen......"
Other people Li Lin can understand, but Zhao Zhen, "Zhao Zhen is your uncle......"
"I don't want to be looked at like a monster anymore." Yuan Shu said.
It seems that he is also suffering from this disease.
"Okay, I won't say it." Li Lin agreed.
Yuan Shu watched her promise so refreshingly, looked at her for a while, and suddenly showed a little distrust in his eyes: "Promise me on your lips, but in fact, you will tell them secretly, right?" ”
Yuan Shu has seen too many things like this, and those who keep saying that they are good for him have never taken his feelings into account when doing things.
It's always been one on the surface and one behind the other.
Li Lin looked at his stubborn expression, at his age, it was when his self-esteem was bigger than the sky.
"What are you lying to you for?"
Yuan Shu was a little in a daze and stopped talking.
Li Lin sighed and sat down beside him.
"Have you ever experienced death? If you've seen severed hands and feet, or rivers of blood, you'll know how lucky you are now, and you're nothing at all. ”
Yuanshu turned his head to look out the window and closed his lips, even though he was physically and mentally exhausted, he was still arrogant.
Li Lin said: "I have such a good background, I am high, and I have been holding the moon from a young age. Now if you are only born with this little illness, you will die and live, and you will be suspicious and suspicious. What do you make people who are born unable to see things, unable to speak and unable to walk? Are they all going to die? Are all the people going to revolve around you? ”
"Drink it!"
There was a command in her tone, and it exuded a kind of intimidation.
Yuan Shu was slightly shocked by her momentum, he raised his eyes to look at Li Lin's eyes, and really obediently picked up the bowl and drank a few sips.
After drinking medicine for many years, he has an experience, as long as he swallows it in a big gulp, he will not be defeated by the bitter taste of medicine.
Li Lin saw him drink the medicine, and his tone softened:
"I won't say anything else, but do what I say! But you have to let your father know what's going on. ”
Yuanshu didn't answer, although his eyes were still full of distrust, with a "casual" expression.
The two were silent for a long time, and Li Lin was the first to speak.
"I know you don't believe me, but to prove that I'm not lying to you, how about telling you my secret in exchange?"
"What do you mean?"
"In the future, everyone knows each other's secrets, and they are not afraid of each other leaking them."
Yuan Shu looked at her and smiled faintly: "What secrets can you have?" ”
In Yuanshu's opinion, Li Lin was sent to the border since she was a child, and there were few people who knew her in the capital, even if she had some unknown past, it would not attract anyone's attention.
I saw Li Lin stretch out his left hand and slowly put it on the table in front of Yuan Shu......