"Otone, when you read this letter, I may no longer be alive. Did you miss me? I miss you.

Today is the saddest day of my life, the moment you got into the car with Ci'er in your arms and left me, I heard the sound of my own heartbreak. I thought I was mentally prepared enough, but when I really faced you, saw you so sad, and heard you say the word 'divorce' in person, I still almost couldn't bear it, because I knew that I really hurt you, so I would let you leave me so resolutely.

You're a strong woman, and always have been, and I'm vulnerable compared to you.

Before I met you, I never believed in love, and I didn't believe that I Duan Hanting would be able to fall in love one day; But after meeting you, everything happened naturally, without the slightest defense.

Our encounter was an escape, an embarrassing encounter. I still remember that I was chased and killed by Yingjun's people and fled to your cabin, when you were still a girl with braids, wearing coarse cloth clothes, and dressed as a little maid, but the eyes you looked at me were bright, I have never seen such a beautiful pair of eyes in my life. Maybe it was that glance that you fell into my heart, and before I knew it, I couldn't forget it.

As fate would have it, we soon met for the second time, only this time, I was even more embarrassed than when I first met you, because I was a dying patient lying on the cold operating table, and you were a doctor with a scalpel in charge of life and death. At this time, you are radiant, and the calmness and composure between your eyebrows and eyes are very different from when you first met, almost like two people, at that time I was thinking: Oh, the little girl still has two faces.

Later, I learned about you through Lu Ziyi's mouth, and knew what kind of harsh environment you grew up in, and at that time, I began to feel sorry for you.

It's strange to say, there are thousands of poor people in this world, but you are the only one who can arouse the pity in my heart, otherwise I would think that I am a cold-blooded animal without feelings.

I'm a soldier, and I've been used to seeing violence, blood, and killing since I was a child, and I've seen too many things and become numb.

For example, the struggle for power, for example, cannibalism.

I am the person who hates war the most, when I was a child, I thought it was fun, because I liked knives, I liked guns, and then I felt that it was not fun, because every day I was fighting with some of my father's brothers, and yesterday they were drinking wine and eating meat together, and a group of people who called brothers and sisters turned their heads and became enemies, just to fight for that one acre and three points of land, why bother? I resisted, and even quarreled with my father with a white face, but in exchange for his whip, or a scolding of my head and face, he scolded me for being a bad breed, and I didn't even dare to fight, what else can I do in the future? It's not that I don't dare to fight, I just don't want to kill people for no reason, or be killed.

Yinyin, I'm not afraid of your jokes, I've lived for so many years, I've been looking for the meaning and value of my life, and I really don't feel worthy of you, because I'm a worthless person.

You are a doctor, saving lives and helping so many people, what a merit this is, but my hands are stained with blood, and there are countless souls, if you marry me, no matter how great the merit is, I am afraid that it will call me a disaster, so later you chose to abandon medicine and business, in fact, I was quietly relieved from the bottom of my heart, because I thought, we are together in life and death, I can't go to hell, you go to heaven. But Yinyin, how can I be willing to let you go to hell with me?

In my short life, I really didn't do anything, I didn't make any contribution to my family, the country, or the world, and the only thing worth mentioning is that my woman is Rongyin.

But I pushed you out of my world, we divorced, and from then on there was no longer my last name before your name.

The thought of this makes me scratch my heart and heart, and I want to leave everything behind and get you back at once, so that you never leave me, but I can't do that, because you can only be safe without me.

You must hate me to death, you said that you would never give up, but I became a deserter.

In fact, from the moment you filed for divorce, I regretted it, because I can no longer see the light in your eyes, and I know that your heart is dead to me, which is a terrible thing for me than death.

I'd rather you hate me and hate me for the rest of your life, so at least you don't forget me.

That's all I want.

Yinyin, meeting you, falling in love with you, and having Ci'er with you is the most beautiful time in my life, and it is also the greatest value. It's that I can't live with you, and I owe you too much, whether it's you or Ci'er.

You are my life, no, more precious than my life, how I wish I could hold you two in the palm of my hand and in my mouth, so that you will not be hurt in the slightest, and see it firmly.

Have you ever had a chance to start all over again?

Let me live again, live well, this time, I must grow old with you, even if the mountains collapse and the ground cracks, the sea withers and the rocks rot, our family will never be separated again.

Promise me to live well and raise our Tzu'er to adulthood, so that she will never forget that her biological father loved her very much and loved her like her mother.

Farewell, my love.

My beloved wife.

My voice.

May I always be healthy and happy."

After reading the letter, Rong Yin was already in tears.

This suicide note was written by him on the day she filed for divorce with him and completely moved away from Duan's house with Ci'er, it turned out that at that time, he really hugged the person who was going to die, thinking that he couldn't live.

Not only because of the assassination order, but also because of the situation at the time, he had already made plans to break the boat, divorce her, and send her and Ci'er away, all in order not to implicate them.

Rongyin closed her eyes and let the tears fall, she eased her emotions for a long time, but she couldn't calm down.

Mrs. Song didn't bother her, and let her slowly calm down, because that day, the people below intercepted the letter and showed it to her, and when she saw the suicide note, the whole person was shocked.

It stands to reason that Duan Hanting wouldn't know that they were sending someone to keep an eye on him and Rong Yin, and every letter between them would be intercepted by them first, and then it would continue to be sent to them after checking, and he should have expected this, so he didn't write any confidential news on the letter, it was all a short time for some parents, and it was unlikely that something like a suicide note would be sandwiched into an envelope, so when she first saw the letter, she wondered if the letter would be forged.

The people from the inspection department checked it twice before confirming that it was correct, the letter was indeed written by Duan Hanting himself, and judging from the handwriting on it and the newness of the paper, this suicide note was a few months ago.

Mrs. Song was very puzzled by this, why did Duan Hanting write a farewell letter to Rong Yin? Do you really think you're going to die?

After confirming that it was written by Duan Hanting, Mrs. Song read the suicide note from beginning to end again, and was shocked again.

This time, it was not for the suicide note itself, but for Duan Hanting's deep affection for Rongyin.

After reading it, she really realized how much Rong Yin weighed for Duan Hanting, and he really loved her miserably.

It turns out that in this world, there are really men who love a woman as precious as life, or even more precious than their own life, but you can imagine how painful it is for him to lose her.

Mrs. Song sighed secretly in her heart, such a good couple, even she couldn't bear to break up, what a pity.

"He really loves you, divorced you, and his intestines are probably going to be repentant, otherwise how could he be such a proud person, how could he come to you again and again with a shy face?"

Mrs. Song began to persuade, "In this life, it is not easy for a woman to meet a man who truly loves herself, and what is even more rare is that you also love him, since this is the case, then why can't you forgive him and try again." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, several gunshots were heard outside, followed by a loud noise from the window, as if the roof was about to be torn over, and the door was slammed open from the outside.

The guard came to report, "Madam, Commander Duan has led a team of planes over, and wants us to hand over Ms. Rong intact, otherwise they will throw bombs down!" ”