011 Butterfly
The silence is actually quite good.
One person doesn't want to say anything, and the other doesn't have anything to say.
You don't have to be polite, but I still really want to have someone by my side, accompany me in a daze, think about my own thoughts, and drift in my own secret emotions.
was gnawed away in such a low mood, and the chicken's death was not worth it.
When Jiang Yi picked up the last piece of finger sucking chicken, the feeling of panic that had no way back came up again, there was no meat, and he couldn't eat any more, but after going out from here, there was still a long night, where could he go.
He tried his best to follow the texture of the chicken, pulling his teeth little by little, eating gold and jade, and feeling like he was eating air when he chewed.
"If you can't eat it, don't eat it." Ge Zheng wiped his hands with a tissue and walked out with half a cup of unfinished Coke.
Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment, threw the chicken back into the bucket, walked to the trash can with a tray, poured a plate of finely chopped chicken bones into it, wiped his hands carefully, put it under his nose and smelled it, his hands were still full of oil.
He couldn't delay any longer, so he walked out of the store with his head down, and when he bent down, there was no one in the car.
Grandpa Ken is next door to a gas station.
There was no one at this time, Ge Zheng probably just went to the gas station to buy something, and was walking back to unpack the cigarette box, while sitting on the cement steps in the corner of the gas station with his legs bent, and there was a paper cup of Coke next to his buttocks.
Jiang Yi slowly shook over and stood opposite him for a long time before he said, "Don't you go back?" ”
"Sit down for a moment." Ge Zheng said.
"Huh?" Jiang Yi paused, a little unsure of what the other party meant.
Ge Zheng glanced up at him, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, "Don't pretend, you don't have anywhere to go." ”
"Huh?" Jiang Yi gave him a sentence that was too straightforward to run, and he was speechless, but what he said was the truth, and in such a situation, it was really blameless and irrefutable.
He didn't think much about it, he was just a little stunned.
Ge Zheng thought that rolling his face made him a little unable to get off the stage, rubbing his fingers on his chin, and regretting that he had inadvertently led out the dark emotions in his heart and burned them to innocent people.
So he moved to the side, patted the position next to him with his palm, and said with a smile: "Inner child, come, bad brother teaches you to smoke." ”
Jiang Yi looked down at him for a while, and sat beside him expressionlessly.
Ge Zheng tore open the cigarette box, and when there was no next move in his hand, Jiang Yi had already taken it, and gently knocked the bottom of the cigarette box on the back of his hand a few times, and then went directly to Ge Zheng's pocket and found a lighter, and the action was very skillful with one hand to hold the wind, lit the cigarette, and after taking two puffs, he saw the orange line of fire, only to pinch the cigarette with two fingers, and handed it to Ge Zheng with his backhand.
Ge Zheng was shocked by his skillful process like an old smoker, paused, took the cigarette, took it to his lips, and took two puffs while looking at his face by the blue moonlight.
"What about the demonstration, or are you angry?" Ge Zheng looked at it for a while, and suddenly smiled.
Jiang Yi glanced back in the direction of the small supermarket in the gas station.
Ge Zheng took out a mint gummy from his pocket on the other side and threw it over.
Jiang Yi raised his hand to catch it, peeled one and put it in his mouth, chewed it for a while, and then said: "My dad has been smoking, I've been watching it since I was a child, and he doesn't care if I smoke it or not, so there's nothing new about it, I'm just not interested in it." ”
Ge Zheng glanced at him with a smile, and then turned his head to look at the highway not far away.
After a long time, when a car passed by the road quickly, mixed with the noise of the wheels, Ge Zheng suddenly said, "I have nowhere else to go." ”
"You were kicked out by the dormitory manager too?" Jiang Yi felt a little stupid after saying this, he thought about the tone of Ge Zheng just now, it seemed that he didn't necessarily want him to hear it, or heard it, and he didn't necessarily want him to give anything in return.
"You were kicked out by the dormitory manager?" Ge Zheng took over the conversation, "You live in a temporary dormitory, didn't you go to the school to go through the sublease procedures?" ”
"yes." Jiang Yi sighed, propped his hands behind him, stretched out his legs, looked up at the sky, and didn't feel ashamed to say the truth, "It's unlucky, and it's unlucky to be unlucky for a day." ”
"The school has the kind of dormitory where you can stay for one night." Ge Zheng looked at him.
"I know," Jiang Yi said, "I just don't want to go." ”
"Why?" Ge Zheng took a sip of Coke, "At this time, there is no point in putting gas, it is yourself who suffers." ”
"It's not that I'm angry," Jiang Yi thought for a while, "The attitude of the dormitory manager at that time was really not very good, but then it was okay, when I asked if I needed to contact the accommodation, it was also kind and pleasant, kind and kind, but I just didn't want to, do you know that feeling?" ”
He glanced sideways at Ge Zheng, and from this slightly backward position, he could only see the side of Ge Zheng's neck and behind his ears, without eye contact, like a person talking to himself, quite comfortable.
Ge Zheng glanced back at him.
The two stared at each other for a few seconds, and Ge Zheng suddenly winked at him exaggeratedly, "What are you looking at!" ”
"Finger sucking chicken is a bit of a head," Jiang Yi laughed, and then said, "I just competed with myself, I was awkward with myself, and then I was very afraid that I would compromise with myself, so I turned this page over, and then this experience became another dull night in my lackluster life, I just don't want to be like this." ”
"And what do you want?" Ge Zheng asked.
"It's not good, I just want to cherish this hard-won setback, and then remember ......" Jiang Yi bit his lip, "Remember that I'm so embarrassed, it's all because I'm too weak and incapable, and then spur myself on, I must become stronger!" ”
Ge Zheng sneered and pressed the cigarette butt at his feet, "Child." ”
Try to change someone else to laugh like this, Jiang Yi is estimated to have already opened up, but the other party is Ge Zheng whose life experience crushes him, Jiang Yi is unhappy, and he just turns into a soft self-deprecation, "Yes, I am a child in front of you, and I can only think of a child who goes to Jimmy Chen to serve dishes even for a part-time job, are you satisfied?" Have you satisfied your sense of superiority? ”
"What happened to Jimmy Chen?" Ge Zheng was quite interested in this, and smiled, "When I first came, I also worked in Jimmy Chen," he just took a cigarette, and he didn't light it, so he held it to his mouth, and then stretched out his two free hands, stretched out to Jiang Yi's eyes and shook them, "Look at my hands, are they shiny?" ”
Jiang Yi subconsciously held his palm, squinted through the moonlight, and said without much thought: "When I play the piano, I feel ...... flash."
"Huh?" Ge Zheng paused and said suddenly, "You ...... today." Oh, that's right. ”
Jiang Yi let go of his hand, frowned and shook his head speechlessly, "I am full of food and my head is out of blood, you don't have to pay attention to me, that, your hand, what does it have to do with Jimmy Chen?" ”
Ge Zheng held his slender fingers to cover the moon, the thick dark clouds dissipated a little, the moon shadow was slightly hazy, and jumped between his fingers, "My car, I washed the dishes in Jimmy Chen for a few months, I didn't have a clue at first, I was bored in the back kitchen to wash the dishes in my spare time, alas, I really washed all the dishes in my life, and my hands made the dish soap almost reflective, and even the fingerprint palm prints were light." ”
"Yo, you're also from Jimmy Chen," Jiang Yi suddenly felt that the gap between the two had been narrowed a lot, just the kind of Jiangyang thief who made the little thief look up to the mountains had always had a big aura of blindness, but a second ago he suddenly found that the other party was just as worried about stealing potatoes as himself, and the intimacy arose spontaneously, "But don't you wear those kind of plastic gloves when washing dishes?" ”
"At first, I brought it, but then I couldn't take care of it when I was in a hurry." When Ge Zheng withdrew his hand and squinted at his little broken car, he also had a little aftertaste of reminiscing about the past.
"That's pretty powerful," Ge Zheng gave him a thumbs up, "I heard that many students came to Huaicun'er for the first stop to ......."
Before he finished speaking, he heard Ge Zheng's mobile phone ring, sounding like a WeChat video call request.
"I'm sorry." Ge Zheng didn't avoid him, didn't get up, said a word hastily, and clicked on the phone with an anxious and serious expression.
didn't avoid it because he couldn't take care of it at all, at this moment Ge Zheng hung his heart for most of the day, and after chatting with Jiang Yi, after a short period of calm, he tensed up again.
The face of a four- or five-year-old boy soon appeared on the mobile phone screen, shirtless, his hair was messy, and he looked at the background like a bathroom.
"Beanie!" Ge Zheng shouted first.
"Uncle!" I don't know which side of the signal is not very good, and the screen has been stuck.
Jiang Yi intuitively felt that Ge Zheng's mood was very bad, and the whole person was like a fried cat, and the kind of eyes that forced everyone to take a bite were as good as they were at the welcome party.
"How long have you been awake?" Ge Zheng tried his best to soften his tone, but his whole body was stiff, and the tone of his mouth was naturally not soft.
"I'm hungry." The corners of Doudou's mouth kept tilting downward, and his eyelashes were sticking one by one, as if he had cried.
"Didn't your mother leave you anything to eat?" Ge Zheng scratched his hair irritably, took another deep breath, and said patiently, "Why don't you sleep for a while, you see, it's dawn outside, and your mother will be back soon." ”
Doudou nodded, endured it for a while, and shook his head again, "But my feet hurt and I can't sleep." ”
"What's wrong with the foot?" Ge Zheng stood up directly with his mobile phone, "Show it to my uncle." ”
Doudou first wanted to lift his feet to reach the camera, but then reacted, so he held up his mobile phone and bent down to take a picture of his feet.
Blood from a land.
Ge Zheng kept walking around with his mobile phone.
Jiang Yi hurriedly glanced at it and looked quite mad.
Doudou patted his feet and cried and said: "I got up to pee, and I had to wash my hands after peeing, I couldn't reach it, I touched and touched the cup, it was all broken, and I bled when I stepped on it, uncle, it hurt." ”
"It may be that your foot is pierced by glass ballast, it's okay, just pull it out and put some medicine!" Ge Zheng's voice trembled a little, "Doudou, be strong, don't worry, I want to think about how to get it, I want to think about it...... Exercise! As he spoke, he was still in a hurry, kicked on the wheel, and then kicked several times as if uncontrollably, before he fell to the roof of the car and pressed his face on his arm.
Neuropathy, yes! Jiang Yi let him be confused about this operation, if there is a problem to solve the problem, it will be useless, just losing his temper is a fart!
He didn't think much about it, stepped forward and dragged Ge Zheng's mobile phone, and waved at the little boy inside to say hello, "Doudou, hello, I'm your uncle's classmate, can you see me?" ”
Doudou stared at the stranger at a loss, so frightened that he didn't dare to speak.
"You get out of the toilet first, walk around the broken glass, sit down, put a towel under your feet, by the way, do you have a medicine box at home?" Jiang Yi tried to speak softly in a way that a child could understand, and he was so stunned that he trembled.
"I'm not at home, this is not my home." Doudou snorted.
"Where is that?" Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment.
"Hotel." Ge Zheng whispered, but his posture did not change.
Jiang Yi looked at the screen and was stunned before he said to Doudou: "Then call your mother quickly." ”
"This is my mother's phone, which she left for me when she left last night." Doudou said.
"Then you call your family!" After Jiang Yi finished speaking, he turned his head and shouted at Ge Zheng, "Don't pretend to be a quail, give your family a call, no matter who it is, and take care of it!" ”
"Not at home, out of town." Ge Zheng finally raised his head slowly, his brows furrowed, and walked over to take the phone.
"Doudou, come out of the bathroom first," Ge Zheng said to Doudou, "Lie on the bed, don't touch the wound, sleep if you can, don't go out, mom will be back soon." ”
"Okay." Doudou responded aggrievedly, big tears gathered in the corners of his eyes, and with this sentence, he smashed on the camera, and then turned off the video.
Jiang Yi let this tear tighten his heart.
I think he's an adult, he was kicked out of the dormitory in the middle of the night, and he was still aggrieved like something, and he wanted to cry and be a demon, not to mention such an older child, it sounds like he was thrown in a small hotel in a different place last night, and he scratched his foot in the morning, what kind of strange mood does this have, and when he grows up, it can definitely be regarded as a thick childhood shadow.
Ge Zheng didn't make any movement, and silently sat back on the cement platform, smoking one cigarette after another.
Jiang Yi frowned and looked at him for a while, and couldn't help urging: "Think of a way, people will call you uncle." After speaking, I can understand Ge Zheng's helplessness, such a young child, it is impossible for him to open the door to find someone for help, a small dilapidated hotel, the surrounding environment is unclear, and it is said that if he is released and can not find it, he will not be able to find it.
After waiting for a long time and still not replying, Jiang Yi stepped forward, sat back beside Ge Zheng, touched his leg with his knee, and asked softly: "Such a big child, is it your sister's family?" ”
"It's my illegitimate child." Ge Zheng said.
Jiang Yi let out an "ah" before he realized that the other party was joking, and sighed, "I found that your family members are quite big, this is genetics, right?" Eh, the child's ...... What about Dad? Doesn't care about it? He didn't use the title of brother-in-law, and after listening to it all the way, it felt as if it was difficult to judge if a person like brother-in-law was not there.
Just when Jiang Yi thought that he would talk nonsense with himself again, Ge Zheng said in a dumb voice: "My sister took the child to meet netizens in other places, and last night she opened a hotel and threw Doudou down, and went on a date, and no one listened." ”
"My ...... Sky! Jiang Yi opened his mouth for a long time, and he didn't know what reaction was appropriate, "No, then make an appointment, why do you have to take the child there?" ”
"She is not in her hometown, and she secretly followed Doudou...... Dad went to Weihai, and then left, and he has always been there. Ge Zheng's whole body was soaked in smoke.
"Ugh." Jiang Yi could only sigh, yes, what else can I do, I don't have an acquaintance, I don't have a reliable friend, what else can I do except wait for this unreliable mother?
Jiang Yi had never encountered such a miraculous situation, but he could also understand Ge Zheng's depression just now, and even the time when he pushed him outside the drinking party, it was the feeling of having nowhere to focus, which could make people feel dazed with empty hands when holding a heavy sword.
But...... He grabbed the half cup of Coke that he had drunk and took a sip, unconsciously biting the straw back and forth...... Doudou's last tear really burned his heart, just like his own flow, which made him feel the urge to empathize in an instant.
"Eh, stop smoking, let's be serious," he looked at Ge Zheng, "Which city did your sister go to meet netizens, you always know, right?" ”
"You can't call the police." Ge Zheng said in a muffled voice.
"Damn, don't call the police, just see if there are any acquaintances who can help!" Jiang Yi said.
Ge Zheng flipped out the photos on his phone, and there was a ticket in it that didn't match the focus, "I asked Doudou to take a secret photo, it's called...... Guannan. ”
Jiang Yi thought for a moment and stood up, "I'll make a call." ”
Ge Zheng frowned at him.
Jiang Yi didn't want to promise anything, he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do it, and he could only bring Ge Zheng greater disappointment when he output hope, but in the face of Ge Zheng's deep eyes, he couldn't hold back, and still added, "Guannan is on the edge of Bincheng, and it only takes an hour to drive." ”
"You ......," Ge Zheng stood up.
Jiang Yi patted him on the shoulder, "I'll try." ”