Chapter 21: With Her and Without Me

Sun Zhenjie stepped forward from behind Han Jingting: "Yiyi is all my fault, I know you don't want to see me, it was I who heard Jingting say that you want to come back, I begged him to bring me over to see you." This is the cherry I brought you, I know you like to eat the special one that someone flew over today, it is very fresh, so I will give you a taste. ”

Han Yiyi didn't plan to take it at all, she just stared at Sun Zhenjie like this, anyway, she had been in front of her brother all the time, Sun Zhenjie looked pitiful, she was playing the role of willfulness or embarrassment for her, Han Yiyi didn't care about Han Jingting's opinion anymore, anyway, in his heart, how could his sister be more important than his beloved woman.

Sun Zhenjie's fruit basket hanging in the air was a little embarrassed when she didn't get a response from Han Yiyi.

"I bought it for you, this is my intention, why is it not polite at all." Han Jingting said with some reproach.

"How can a person like me, who was born to my parents and was abandoned by my brother without my parents' teaching, compare with the deputy mayor's daughter, I have self-knowledge and can't afford such a valuable gift."

"Han Yiyi, you have gone too far. You just misinterpret Xiaojie's kindness, and today I, who is an elder brother, will teach you what education is. Han Jingting raised her hand angrily, Sun Zhenjie grabbed Han Jingting, and whispered to him, if you have something to say, you can't be impulsive, Zhang's mother said in front of Han Yiyi, obviously I miss my sister at home every day, and I finally came back once, but I can't quarrel, let alone do it, it's hurtful.

It's just that Han Yiyi rushed to Han Jingting with some irrationality: "If you have the ability, you will kill me, anyway, you also chose to let me die back then, I should have died at that time, you may still remember that there is my sister, it is superfluous to live now, from that day on, the brother who loved me since childhood died in my heart." ”

After Han Yiyi finished speaking, Han Jingting was defeated as if he had been hit, that incident was a thorn and heart knot that was forever deeply stuck between their brother and sister, after he knew that incident better than anyone else, he lost the sister who was well-behaved and dependent on him, and they may never be able to go back to the past.

Han Yiyi pushed Han Jingting away: "Anyway, I'm redundant, and when I come back, I'll make a block for your family, I'll go." After Han Yiyi finished speaking, he walked out.

Han Jingting grabbed her and said in a pleading tone, "Don't be like this." ”

Han Yiyi suddenly looked at Han Jingting with a sad expression, and then saw Sun Zhenjie snuggled beside him: "Brother, you know that from the day you chose her, we can only do this." ”

Sun Zhenjie's eyes were red and she said aggrievedly: "I'm superfluous, I shouldn't come today, let's go, Yiyi finally came back, you accompany her more." ”

Han Jingting followed Sun Zhenjie and left with her, comforting her with guilt, Han Yiyi's side would definitely be handled by herself. Although Sun Zhenjie was aggrieved, she still gently told him that empathy, she may not necessarily do better than Han Yiyi, because she loves Han Jingting, she can not care about everything, even if the wedding is delayed again and again, she can continue to wait.

Han Jingting hugged Sun Zhenjie with a guilty face: "Xiao Jie, give me more time, she won't be like this all the time, believe me." ”

Sun Zhenjie's eyes were full of grievances and tears: "Don't send me away, go back quickly, you can get together and talk more." Don't lose your temper at her, eat soft and not hard. ”

Han Yiyi looked coldly at her brother or left with Sun Zhenjie, as expected, what is the difference between this home and that home, it will always be empty, and in the end she will be left alone.

Han Yiyi told Zhang's mother expressionlessly that she was hungry and could eat. While serving the food, Zhang's mother asked tentatively: "The young master can't come back yet, do you want to wait for him to eat together." ”

"Mom Zhang, don't wait, he shouldn't come back for dinner, why don't you eat with me, let's be companions."

Han Yiyi looked at the dishes on the table arranged by Zhang's mother, she pretended to be energetic, and ate it in a big gulp, the bitter tears in her mouth were salty, and she mixed them up, as if she had no sense of taste, like chewing wax.

"It looks like you're really hungry, so you'll eat before I get back." Unexpectedly, Han Jingting didn't come back soon, sitting at the dining table, he didn't complain, just looked at Han Yiyi who was silently holding tears and chewing rice dryly.

"The young master is back, I'll give you hot these dishes you like to eat." Zhang's mother was pleasantly surprised.

"No need Mom Zhang, you sit down and we'll eat together."

Han Yiyi sighed and looked at Han Jingting and said slowly: "I thought you wouldn't come back, I wanted to finish eating and leave quickly, so as to make you angry." ”

"How could I be angry with you, you are my sister and my only relative. Yiyi was too impulsive just now I'm sorry, I know what I owed to you back then. ”

"Brother, let's eat, the dishes are cold." Han Yiyi didn't want to bring up the old matter again, so she interrupted Han Jingting's apology.

Han Jingting sandwiched a piece of sweet and sour chops into her bowl: "This is my favorite food since I was a child, eat more." ”

Han Yiyi picked up the small row, but the tears flowed down more and more silently, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, but found that there were more and more, and she couldn't stop it.

Han Jingting didn't speak, and their brother and sister ate silently, and didn't say a word until they finished eating.

After dinner, Han Jingting hoped that Han Yiyi could stay, after all, Chen Qingran was abroad, and Han Yiyi rarely came back, Zhang's mother cleaned up Han Yiyi's room early in the morning, and even prepared a change of clothes.

Han Yiyi didn't speak, but she didn't refuse, she walked silently to her bedroom on the second floor exhausted.

Han Yiyi sat quietly on the edge of the bed and saw the only photo of her parents in the bedside photo frame, in fact, her parents were a little strange to her, and they left when she was very young. Han Yiyi tried hard to remember the few vague and warm memory pictures, she remembered that the home was warm and full of laughter at that time, her brother had a smile on his face, and every day her father came back late, but no matter how late it was, he would pick himself up and transfer to the plane. I like the braised short ribs made by my mother the most, and my mother in my memory is a very gentle woman who speaks softly.

When Han Jingting came in to see her, Han Yiyi was caressing the photo of her parents with a tearful face, she had been crying since the meal, Han Jingting felt a little sorry for his sister, he knew that in fact, this hurt his body more than crying, and he, as an elder brother, always owed something to her.

"When did you come in?" Han Yiyi looked up and saw Han Jingting standing at the door, choked up and asked.

Han Jingting sat next to Han Yiyi: "Yiyi asked you to come back this time because I have something to tell you." ”

"Didn't you just say that I won't attend your wedding with Sun Zhenjie, and I won't bless you, but brother, you are also a person who needs to start a family, and I will still respect your choice."

"My business, I have my own plans, it's about you. Have you thought about the child's affairs clearly? ”

Han Yiyi looked sideways at Han Jingting, "How do you know what you are?" ”

"Yiyi I am your brother, I know everything about you, I know about the child, I am afraid that you think I am not qualified to take care of it, but at the moment I don't want you to give birth to this child."

"Did Chen Qingran come to you to tell you, this is my child, why do you make decisions for me. Brother, aren't you supposed to be on my side? ”

Han Jingting said earnestly: "How dare Chen Qingran find me, Yiyi is because I am on your side, so I am for your good." I know you want to use this child to keep Chen Qingran, but do you ask yourself how happy you are? I sometimes wonder how I could have agreed to such a ridiculous thing to you in the first place. Han Yiyi, we can't add mistakes to mistakes now. ”

Han Yiyi didn't refute, because she understood all the truths, but she was obsessed and unrepentant, because no one felt more empathetic than herself, she knew how ridiculous it was back then, and how much Chen Qingran did to herself now. At that time, Han Jingting couldn't resist Han Yiyi because of guilt, and with the help of the economic crisis that broke out in the Chen family, he forced Chen Qingran to be with him, broke up Chen Qingran's original lover, forced him to give up his original free life, and made him give up his planned career and life, it is true that Chen Qingran's parents have always loved Han Yiyi, but Chen Qingran, it was because of his unwillingness that he came up with a contract marriage that sounded ridiculous for five years, and Han Yiyi was dizzy and thinking that as long as she could be with Chen Qingran, she would not care about anything, I agreed without hesitation.

"But I will be good to him wholeheartedly, and I can give everything I have." Han Yiyi said unwillingly after all.

"When what you pay is worthless in his eyes, he may not appreciate it." In fact, the current situation is indeed the case, and Han Yiyi can only be silent.

"Yiyi, did you really like him since you were a child, or did you feel like you wanted to rely on because he saved you in that incident. Chen Qingran is now very ambitious, the momentum of the company's expansion is strong, he may not be the same as before, look at you now, the gap between you is getting bigger and bigger, you are not on the same starting line, and now you are not a type of person, no one can think of anything in the future, I am afraid that one day I may not be able to protect you. Han Jingting voiced her concerns.

"Brother, in fact, the matter between me and Chen Qingran, as well as the matter of the child, I have already prepared for the worst."

Han Yiyi's attitude was resolute, Han Jingting knew her sister's temper, so she no longer continued to persuade, so she could only reluctantly let her rest early and gently closed the door of the room.

Tossing and turning, that blazing summer, the scene when the young self met Chen Qingran for the first time was like a dream but vivid.