Xu Xiaokui, let's go to the Academic Affairs Office now. Suddenly, a strange classmate walked into our class with a list and said.

I?

I was shocked, and everyone who heard this was also shocked.

Because it is usually the students who are in trouble will be called to the office for grooming or in-depth conversations, and I? It doesn't seem like possible.

It happened to be the morning recess exercise, and the students all went to the playground for today's running exercises, only I went to the Academic Affairs Office, and along the way, my heart was also extremely curious, guessing the reason why the teacher called me, but I couldn't think of it.

At this time, there were quite a lot of people in the Academic Affairs Office, and it seemed that it was not only me who was called, but because of the same thing, I saw the dean of education hand me a form, the meaning was obvious, that is, to fill it out!

However, the form in front of me is filled out for all students from other places, so the students in the office are all from other places!

That's right.

It turns out that there are so many classmates like me, and it seems that I am not the most unusual one.

However, in our entire class, I was the only outsider, and these seemingly insignificant little things actually brought a lot of psychological pressure every time.

Fill out the form and walk out of the office.

Listening to a casual glance at the playground, accompanied by loud music, and every rhythm and drumbeat, everyone was running hard, and this was the first time I didn't participate in the recess running exercise.

The sense of experience is not bad.

On the way back to the classroom, a boy who looked fierce came up to me, and he really asked me, "Why didn't you go to the gymnastics?" ”

I explained it truthfully, and then there were students who also came from the back, all of whom had just come back from filling out the form.

I saw the person in front of me nodding with his eyes slightly closed, and then walked away with an impatient face.

This person...... It seems to be from the student union.,It's just that his world-weary face is really annoying.。

And it seems to be his duty to patrol the classrooms everywhere, in order to spy on those who are lazy and don't run and hide in the classrooms.

Then, I walked into the empty classroom and sat down, and I had an unobstructed view, it turned out that there was no one in the classroom, and I sat and waited.

The music in the playground stopped, and a chaotic noise gradually approached me, but it was the students who completed their task and returned to the classroom in droves.

When the sports committee passed by me, he asked, "Why did the teacher ask you to come over?" ”

It's his job to run and check people.

"It's just that those who are out of town need to fill out a form." I looked up at him and replied, and I answered very casually. Because that's true, I don't usually lie.

It wasn't until I watched his expression gradually change that a bad premonition came.

I suddenly wanted to retract what I had said, and I regretted it.

Unfortunately, it was already late.

"You're an outsider?!" At this time, another boy came over and asked loudly, as if on purpose.

In fact, it is deliberate.

So, I just watched their conversation without any expression, what happened to the outsiders? Outsiders also coexist in the same land, is it an alien? Does it deserve to be ridiculed?

"It's still a ......," they gathered around my table and spoke a local dialect that I really didn't understand, but I could clearly understand what they were trying to say.

Because of the laughter that followed, wasn't that obvious enough?

It's a naked ridicule, although I don't understand the reason for their ridicule, but where does the laughter come from? Is it a shame?

I lowered my head helplessly, put on my headphones and didn't listen to the outside window, just immersed in my own world, which was so good.

No matter what others say, it's good that I can't hear or see nature, and I don't care about deliberate explanations.

I want to be like this all the time, only my own world.

Such a heterogeneous label, it seems that I really can't take it off, so it's better to just let them go, whether it's a joke or a real annoyance, it has nothing to do with me, after all, people live for a lifetime, not just to make friends, there are many meaningful things waiting for me to do.

Do what you love and don't care about anything outside of you!

Be true to yourself.

Love the future.

……

Is there really no one in the world who can be the same?

This is the last semester a year ago, and it is also the most chilling, the moment of complete abandonment, all the remaining expectations are completely shattered, and I am grateful for my sanity.

Normal commuting to and from school.

The moment after school is undoubtedly the happiest moment of the day, but at the same time, strange things happen, reasonable and unexpected.

Once again, all my conjectures were correct.

As usual, I walked to the parking lot, and since the exit and entrance are the same place, I had to walk from here to enter the parking lot, but I saw such a scene.

When he looked up, the familiar face of classmate Chen came into view, and next to him was a strange girl, the others may not be remembered, but her long hair fluttering is still unforgettable.

Well, I see.

Instantaneous seconds.

After Chen saw me, he lowered his head slightly, probably feeling embarrassed. It seems natural to continue walking pretending not to know, but in fact, his heart is looking forward to getting out of my sight as soon as possible.

That's a slap in the face.

If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes that day, I'm afraid I would still be guessing in my heart, thinking about what he had said, and even a little shaken in my heart, most of them still think that it was because of me, and on the way to reflect, he gave me the answer.

Thank you very much for meeting us today.

So, is his emotion really that cheap?

Chameleon or face-changing monster.

However, after all, this is someone else's business, someone else's life, as for what it will be like, how to live? It's none of my business, and I'm not qualified to comment on it, am I?

And we're no longer connected, so everything he does has nothing to do with me.

I used to think that others were spare tires, but it turned out that the real spare tires were myself.

Now, there is no sense of guilt at all, because the premise of guilt is that the other party has a clear conscience, and it is okay to relax a lot.

I'm not a cold-blooded animal without feelings, it's just that this emotion is only given when it should be.

Now, keep it up.

……

Exhibition.

Very sudden notice.

Each of us has a picture album, which is very heavy and very textured, and it looks extraordinarily valuable, but it is given to us, and we do not hesitate to give one to each person.

The protagonist of this album is the teacher where I learned to paint in the first year of high school, when I was in the studio, I felt that he was very self-contained, and at first glance he was a person who loved painting, and now that he is retired, he has more time and energy to devote to painting, and pure painting is a process of slow work and meticulous work.

In addition to the aesthetic vision, what is needed is patience.

Mr. Su can be said to have dedicated his life to art, and it is really rare for an artist to engage in pure art like this.

This exhibition is also Mr. Su's personal exhibition of the same name, it seems that this time it is also a bloody investment, and it is an honor to invite so many of our students to watch it for free!

This is my first time participating in an art exhibition.

I am also very curious about all this.

I took the unified rental bus, got off the bus, and came to the exhibition center with great expectations, there were many people, but the students seemed to be only from our school, probably because Mr. Su used to be a substitute teacher in our school.

Mr. Su, who has white hair and white sideburns, and a dazzling array of paintings, even some of which I have seen, are the days when I studied in the studio, it turns out that these are all to be exhibited.

Then I saw the exhibits in advance, and it was a year ago, but it seems to be a little different from before, and as for the differences, I think it is more perfect.

Mr. Su is a realist painter, mainly painting realistic landscapes, each painting seems to be endowed with a soul, standing in front of the painting, as if in it, feeling the beauty brought by nature, it can really be said to be vivid.

Admire!

I was wondering if I would hold my own art exhibition in the future and go to various places to sketch, but with my current ability, I am still 108,000 miles away from Mr. Su, after all, Mr. Su has been loyal to painting all his life, and I have not been able to hold this exhibition until now, although it cannot be the first time it is held, but it may be one of the few times.

One of the paintings of more than ten meters was displayed in front of my eyes, it was really big, how much paint was needed for such a big painting! And it's not just the pigments, it's the energy and ability of the person.

We usually have to paint a small painting in a morning, and sometimes we can't even finish it, and I think it will take a few months or half a year for such a big painting by Mr. Su.

It is said that being a painter is the poorest profession, and I am somewhat convinced now.

However, if there is a Bole who knows how to appreciate these works, then it must have its meaning of existence, and the efforts will not be in vain.

There are many, many paintings, and each painting is very intriguing, worthy of repeated viewing and careful scrutiny.

In this way, you won't be able to watch it at all for a while, and it's really good-looking.

"Wow-wow-"

The scene is also in addition to praise is admiration, every time you enjoy a painting, you will be full of praise, after reading, there will be an interview at the door, that is, randomly find a few students to share their feelings at the moment.

It seems that Mr. Su's influence is quite large.

After all, it is a rare painter in this area, and few people can stick to it like this.

Mr. Su looked at everyone and smiled happily, he personally proved that the process was difficult, but the result was very sweet.

……

Subsequently, it was the time of the annual college entrance examination.

This time, our school was requisitioned as the examination room for the college entrance examination to help the students who are about to take the college entrance examination.

There will be three days off, and this sudden holiday is a bit unexpected, although it is not of much use to me.

However, the important thing is these days after the college entrance exam.

When school reopened, we were placed in a new classroom, was it because we were leaving?

The classroom is small, and the only good thing about it is that it is very close to the studio, only two floors away.

On this day, professional class.

I asked Alin, and she didn't seem to want to go with me, she was waiting for someone else.

At this time, student B was sitting at my front table, he turned around, cast a brother-like look, and asked boldly, "Are you leaving?" ”

I nodded, it was true that it was time to go, otherwise I would be late, and this time, I had abandoned Alin.

When I came to the sketching classroom, I naturally sat side by side with classmate B, and I consciously began to copy, which was the second crush in my life that I confirmed.

That's him.

This day is the day of the beginning of the heart, he holds our stool, I hold our sketchboard, there is a conversation and laughter exchange, draw together, share together, although I don't know how to talk to boys, but, only student B, it is very natural.

And you don't have to deliberately look for topics.

If I have a standard for liking, this is it.

As far as I am concerned, anything external is not important, the comfort of getting along is the most important, confused, stumbling, all have found a home at this moment.

At this time, there is no one in my eyes at all, and I don't think about anything else, only him.

On this day, the puppy that suddenly broke into the class, provoked a pity from the girls in the class, which can be described as love, but when school was out in the evening, it was abandoned, because everyone didn't want to take it home, and it was a very real problem, if you really like it, how could you not want to take care of it, any difficulties will be overcome.

It seems that what they think of as love does not mean that they need to be cared for, is it real love?

Student B is also a person who likes small animals very much, but unfortunately his home is far away and inconvenient.

He hugged it, saw the affection, and then sighed vigorously, sorry for the puppy, because it might be wandering.

"Otherwise, give it to me, I'll raise it." I said to him when school was about to end.

"Really?" He was pleasantly surprised.

"Mmmm, after I go to the training camp, my mother can still help me raise it." Mom doesn't like small animals, but after struggling again and again, she compromised, she can't beat the three of us alone, who makes us all like small animals.

How cute the animals are.

Student B did not speak, but used his thumb and index finger to hand me a "bixin", which was the most popular bixin at that time.

I nodded happily in response, and then put the puppy in my bag and took it back.

If everything allows, I really want to take care of it, although it is a small earth dog, but I think that any life can not be divided into levels, life is equal, I like the little earth dog and the little earth cat, easy to feed, not pretentious.

It's a pity that it has to be continued.

One day, student B took out a paper clip, easily turned them into a heart shape, and distributed them to the surrounding classmates, and then, gave me a pink heart, is this a coincidence or deliberate? Or rather, I'm thinking too much.

When it rains, he's the only one looking for me, maybe.

But the strange thing, except for the time on campus, we don't communicate at other times, and we don't go to small talk, he doesn't take the initiative, and I'm naturally embarrassed to take the initiative, in short, it's very strange.

Everything seems to be just an illusion, and it seems like my self-deception, and this weak favor has not lasted long, and the training camp is coming.

The six-month intensive training is about to begin.