Chapter 279: Peace
Even, even if Hou Ye believes that she is innocent, it is Bai Yizhi who is making trouble, it is also a pimple. No matter what, it was because of her mistakes that the prince lost the chance to live.
Zhennanhou lost his beloved son, or his only son, how could he not be sad and angry? When she goes back, it actually does more harm than good.
The more Lin Yingyue thought about it, the more sad she became, and she cried loudly, "If I have to bear an uneasy conscience for the rest of my life, and I can't go back, and I can't see the children again, what's the point of living?" Poor prince, I can't even send him on the last journey. ”
Bai Yizhi soothed: "Yingyue, you still have me." ”
Huo Yan next door heard this, even if he knew that Bai Yizhi was really acting, he couldn't help but be angry! If he didn't have a trace of reason, he would have rushed over and beat Bai Yizhi violently.
Fortunately, Lin Yingyue's words satisfied him next, and she scolded angrily: "You died that heart!" I'm a widow for the rest of my life, and I won't follow you! ”
Bai Yizhi sighed, "What point am I not as good as the world?" What's inferior to him? Isn't it because he married you and took the lead? If I had been the one who married you, you wouldn't have protected me and rejected him like that. I ......" he said the lines, but in fact, he was also talking in his heart, "I am really unwilling." ”
"Don't dream." Lin Yingyue sneered, "That's right! When you saved me several times, I am naturally grateful to you in my heart. Even, at the beginning, I saw that you looked like a dog and behaved generously, and I thought you were a suitable husband. Maybe if you hadn't quit at the beginning, I would have lived with you for the rest of my life, but ......"
"But what?" Bai Yizhi's heart rose to his throat.
"But ......" Lin Yingyue shook her head, tears slowly dripping down, "From the moment you used me as a pawn, first engaged and then withdrew, I was completely dead to you." In the original plan of you and the prince, there was no plan for the prince to marry me, if ......, if it wasn't for the prince of the world, if he didn't have me in his heart and married me, what miserable situation would I fall in? ”
She said angrily, "What is the difference between you and the murderous thief to me? ”
Bai Yizhi opened his mouth, "I ......"
Lin Yingyue continued to accuse him, "If you really like me and really plan to live with me for the rest of your life, why didn't you take me away after you divorced from the marriage?" Now you keep saying that you like me and love me, but you can't ask for it. You see that I and the prince are in love and harmony, and we are happy, so my heart is extremely unbalanced. ”
"No, it's not." Bai Yizhi shook his head again and again, vigorously denying it.
Lin Yingyue's tears fell down, and she choked up: "The prince is the one who really loves me." He scattered all his concubines for my sake. For the sake of me, he would rather stay with me when I was pregnant than go out and fool around. For my sake, he drove away his childhood sweetheart's cousin. He gave his life for me......
She couldn't go on, she couldn't stop crying.
Next door, Huo Yan couldn't help but sigh and said in his heart: "Yingyue, it turns out that you have it all in mind." ”
Lin Yingyue cried and said, "I never told him, I like him, I love him because I thought he knew it in his heart." But I didn't expect him to be so stupid and jealous, so he ran to Yuquan Villa to die in order to be angry! I knew it would be like this, and I would have told him everything. ”
Bai Yi sighed lightly in his heart, it's not too late now.
How fortunate is Huo Yan? Can you get Lin Yingyue's sincerity for the rest of her life? Are they so happy? And he is just a passerby in their happy life.
Lin Yingyue cried loudly: "Huo Yan, I love you!" Did you hear it in the Heavenly Spirit? Woohoo......"
Of course Huo Yan heard it.
It's just not in the spirit of the sky, it's next door.
He was a little ashamed, it turned out that ......, he had been suspicious and misunderstood his wife. In her heart, Bai Yizhi has long lost any status! Otherwise, she could elope with Bai Yizhi at this moment, so she would not have refused.
The night is getting deeper.
Regardless of whether Huo Yan was next door or not, Bai Yizhi couldn't live alone with Lin Yingyue, so he had to be reluctant to go out.
And Lin Yingyue cried all day, crying so much that she was dry and tired.
She thought about it carefully, if she went back, she would definitely not be able to. She is not afraid of being scolded or harshly treated by Zhennanhou, but she is worried that the children will be implicated by her. If she dies as a martyr, it will make Zhennanhou sympathize with her and be more merciful and caring for her children.
Anyway, Huo Yan is also dead, there is no continuation or concubine, and the children will not have a stepmother.
And the Zhennan Hou Mansion has money, and some are subordinates, so they can naturally take care of the children. Even if there are no parents, as long as there is a grandfather like Zhennanhou, the children will have no worries about food and clothing.
The only worry is that the children are too young, but Zhennanhou is a little old.
I hope Zhennanhou can live a few more years.
But no matter what, it was inappropriate for her to go back. What's more, it was she who caused Huo Yan to lose her life, how could she have the face to use Huo Yan's life in exchange for her survival? Furthermore, what if it is or, what if Bai Yizhi mistreats her? It's better to die, so you won't be alone on Huangquan Road.
The more Lin Yingyue thought about it, the more discouraged she became, and the more she thought about it, the more she became determined to die.
She moved the stool, climbed onto the table, and threw her belt over the beams to make a snare. Then he stood on the stool, put his head on, and kicked lightly under his feet, and he was about to commit suicide.
Bai Yi's choice was the best first-class room in the inn, with carpets, and the sound of the stool landing was very soft and soft, and people outside couldn't hear it at all unless they had their ears on the door.
"Hmm......" Lin Yingyue's breathing gradually became difficult, and she was even lost, and soon fainted in front of her.
I don't know how long time has passed......
Lin Yingyue gradually became conscious.
But she seemed to be in an endless darkness, very confused, and a little unclear about the situation. I vaguely remembered that I had hanged myself, so ......, shouldn't I be dead? But since he is dead, how can he feel a hot pain in his neck and still have consciousness?
Could it be that he was reincarnated again?
Lin Yingyue struggled to open her heavy eyelids, and the vague scene in front of her slowly ...... clearly, hey, isn't this the bedroom in the inner courtyard of the Houfu? Obviously he died at the inn, why was he sent back? Could it be that Bai Yizhi found out that she was hanged, so his conscience found that he couldn't bear to let her die and sent her back to Houfu.
Oh, my God! How do you explain to Zhennanhou?
Lin Yingyue was shocked and uncertain. #####