"You're here." Fu Mingli forced himself to smile at her, his throat seemed to be rubbed by grit: "I thought you were angry with me and wouldn't come to see me." ”

"The Queen Mother and I have an enmity, you should be suspicious, I don't blame you." Yun Qing, who said that he was not strange, hooked his lips mockingly, and squatted in front of him to examine him: "How many of you haven't shaved?" ”

Fu Mingli touched his chin, "It's been a few days, I don't remember?" ”

Yun Qing helped him smooth his messy hair twice: "The boy's beard grows fast, just shave it." ”

Fu Mingli didn't like to hear her say this kind of thing the most, and shook off her outstretched hand in displeasure: "I'm not a child. ”

Yun Qing calmly withdrew his hand and sat on the ground with him, "Do you know my imperial grandmother? ”

Fu Mingli looked at her inexplicably.

"It's the one who united your mother and Prince Min to lead the rebellion together." Yun Qing told him seriously: "That's my imperial grandmother." ”

She pouted, a little bit of the little daughter's delicateness: "When I was very young, I found that my imperial grandmother didn't like me, every time Prince Cheng entered the palace to ask for peace, she would wait in the palace for a while in advance, and the mother and son ate a meal affectionately, and then rewarded a lot of jewelry and delicacies." ”

She puffed out her cheeks: "I'm different, every time I go over, she just laughs at me with yin and yang sarcasm, so she can beat me in the name of teaching me at every turn." When I was five or six years old, I often went back to the dormitory with red and swollen palms, and when the palace maid bathed for me, she saw that I was blue and purple, so she ran to tell my father, and my father went to reason with the queen mother every time, but eight times out of ten times I couldn't get any benefits, filial piety is greater than the sky, even if my father is the emperor, he can't use this as a reason to do anything to his biological mother. “

She sighed and said: "I was the imperial grandmother earlier, but I didn't like me, but after seeing the imperial grandmother arguing with my father, I found out that she didn't even like my father's own son. She frowned incomprehensibly: "She doesn't like me, how can she not like my father?" What a good person my father was, gentle and dignified, benevolent and fraternal, he valued every courtier, and never took the opportunity to lose his temper with every palace maid and eunuch. The emperor's grandmother treated her father like that, and her father never treated her coldly because she did too much. ”

Xiao Yunqing asked his father in confusion, "Grandmother is like that, what is my father doing so well to her?" I heard the palace maids and grandmothers say that the queen mother is a white-eyed wolf! ”

Her father didn't reprimand her at that time, he gently shook her little hand and admonished her earnestly: "Qing'er, you have to remember that many things in this world are just like the bronze mirror in your room, if you laugh at it, it will smile back, and if you hit it, you will be unrecognizable in the mirror." Venting and taking revenge for something small will hurt not only others, but also yourself. My father always believed that how you treat the people around you will treat you as you treat them. ”

Speaking of this, Yun Qing pursed the corners of his mouth and controlled himself not to shed tears: "My father is right, he treats the palace officials and the people leniently, and when he died, the whole country mourned, and those people were sad and sad for him. What he said was not right, he was so kind to the imperial grandmother, and the imperial grandmother, the biological mother, actually killed him with her own hands. ”

"Many times I feel that the world is cold, how can the imperial grandmother kill her own son because she loves one son? Father didn't do anything wrong with her...... How could she do it?! ”

She sniffed and continued with tears in her eyes: "In the past, when I read the historical records, I was very angry when I read the story of Zheng Zhuang Gong Huangquan seeing his mother, Kou Sheng and Shu Duan are obviously the sons of Wu Jiang, but she treats Kou Sheng and loves Shu Duan, and even let the younger son seek to seize the throne of the eldest son, how can such a mother be forgiven by her son?" ”

Breathing a sigh of relief, she lowered her eyes and slowed down her tone: "Later, I found out that as a son of man, he always has the instinct to look forward to his mother's love, the imperial grandmother is indifferent to his father, and the father can repay his grievances with virtue, in addition to the benevolence in his heart, why is he not secretly longing for the day when the imperial grandmother can change her attitude towards him?" ”

"The fate of mother and child is destined, some mothers are willing to sacrifice everything for their children, while some mothers want their children to become their own stepping stones to success. Others, just like your mother, use you on one wall, and feel sorry for the grievances you have suffered. You can choose to blame her, and you can choose to forgive, but this blame and resentment should be slowly dispersed with the passage of life, Fu Mingli, people die like lights go out, only stupid and naïve people will always stop in the past and can't get out. ”

"You are walking a road, a path that an emperor should take, that road is destined to be lonely, you can only move forward step by step, even if you fall, you must get up by yourself." Yun Qing looked at Fu Mingli's eyes and said word by word.

Fu Mingli's eyes flashed, and he was silent.

Yun Qing sighed slightly, hugged him slowly, and said softly in his ear: "I know, you said to blame her, but in fact, you are very sad when she dies, isn't it?" ”

What child would not feel bad about losing their mother?

Fu Mingli followed his inner answer and nodded sincerely.

Yun Qing patted him on the back: "It's uncomfortable, it's sad, you can be sad for a while, but after this deadline, you have to come out by yourself, you are an emperor, you still have your people, you can't let go of them again and again for the sake of your children's private affairs." Over time, they may also choose to abandon you because you have given up on them. ”

Her hand seemed to be magical, caressing his back, causing his whole body to relax.

Fu Mingli closed his eyes and let himself soak in the warmth of the warm spring sun.

……

Wang Jin walked back and forth in front of the palace gate, the dust in his hand was pounded from his right hand to his left hand, and then poured from his left hand to his right hand, the furrow between his eyebrows became deeper and deeper, and the whole person almost wrote anxiety on his face.

Seeing him like this, Caidie next to him persuaded him: "Mr. Wang, sit down and rest for a while, if Miss Yun comes out, Your Majesty will be fine." ”。

"I haven't eaten for so long, and my iron-beaten body can't be contained, how can our family not be anxious?" Wang Jin glanced at Caidie with a mournful old face: "I said it a long time ago, Your Majesty doesn't seem to care about anything on the surface, but in fact, he attaches great importance to love and righteousness, the Queen Mother is his biological mother, and his own mother is dead, how can Your Majesty not feel uncomfortable?" It's been so long, I haven't said a few words, I don't care about the affairs of the court, I don't eat food, this is to torture myself alive! ”