020 Calf

After saying this, both of them were silent for a long time.

It is not easy for Jiang Yi to say this, this matter has been pressed in his heart for many years, not to the extent that it will suffocate people, but it just makes people's hearts sink, and when they think about it, they are uncomfortable.

The impression of that last hug was too sloppy, and after years of repeated recollection, it seemed to be particularly clear.

In any case, because it was a hug that could no longer be given him a chance to relive, it was slowly blessed into a freeze-frame picture with light in his memory, and it made people trance-like when he touched it.

He hung his head, his eyelids were closed, and the landing point finally followed the rootless yellow, and the whole person was a little empty because of this secret.

Ge Zheng took out a cigarette, lit it in his mouth, and suddenly grabbed a handful of his hair from behind in his palm, and whispered with a little emotion and a little smile: "No, where did I give you this illusion?" Think I'm depressed? Or is it manic and violent? ”

It's not funny at all.

Jiang Yi didn't look like he was communicating well when he heard him, and he didn't say anything.

According to Ge Zheng's personality, if the other party doesn't speak, he will definitely not pick up the stubble again, but he glanced at Jiang Yi who was shrunk his shoulders in a daze...... It's all such an adult, can't you tell if the other party is releasing kindness? It's hard for this kid, he is still impatient when he encounters something, and he will explode at a point like a cannonball, but he runs over to persuade himself with his heart and lungs.

It's really a child, but if you're mature, you won't dig up your own old bottom as an example when you persuade others.

This made him unconsciously feel a trace of warmth in his heart, and he wanted to rub the other party's head, and grabbed two handfuls as if he were grabbing a small animal.

Sure enough, as soon as this action came out, Jiang Yi's eyes were sharp again, and he floated over with an angry glare.

Ge Zheng withdrew his hand when he saw it, and he also put away his emotions, but before his hand was next to his leg, he heard Jiang Yi say very seriously: "I'm serious, Ge Zheng, when I want to say something, I'm here." ”

I'm here.

Ge Zheng narrowed his eyes, the strength of these words made him uncomfortable, not uncomfortable, but not very adaptable, and a little flustered.

This made him even hastily have some bad associations.

For so many years, he has been on the run, and he is most afraid that no matter how far he escapes, when he turns around, he will find that those people and things that he hates and fears are standing there, no matter how far he escapes, they are still there.

It's horrible.

He raised his hand and rubbed it his face.

"I'm not emotionally stable sometimes," he said in a muffled voice, "it's just a quick temper, but it's not depression or anything, you saw me in the kitchen that day, and you were worried, right?" Don't be afraid, I don't have self-harm tendencies, and I don't have to think too badly, I'm just an ordinary person who throws a random brick on the street and smashes a lot of that. ”

"Well," Jiang Yi didn't want to say anything anymore, no matter how much information he read, it was also on paper, and he was not a real doctor, so he could still diagnose people, "But when you're in a bad mood, you can still talk to me." ”

"Okay." With that said, Ge Zheng nodded in response.

Jiang Yi's gaze followed Ge Zheng back to the ground, paused for a moment and asked, "Why do you always look at it?" ”

"It's pretty." Ge Zheng was somewhat affected by the topic just now, and his mind was a little miscellaneous, and when he was asked by the other party, his vision did not have time to adjust, and he was still a little straight, his fingers dangled in the void with the moving line of the plastic bag, and he said in a virtual voice, "Look, there is no place for it, floating around, hitting everywhere, and it can't fall anywhere, and when someone gets impatient, scoops it up and stuffs it into the garbage can, burns it in the incinerator, and it will be the end of a lifetime." ”

The tone was suddenly a little heavy.

Jiang Yi stood up, didn't think much about it, bent down and picked up the half cigarette box with a small half plastic bag, folded it smoothly, and stuffed it into the front pocket of the schoolbag, "That's it, go up to me and settle down." ”

Ge Zheng looked at him.

Jiang Yi raised his hand and grabbed his hair, and only then did he feel that he had done stupid things for most of the day, and said that he was actually stupid when he heard the words that he had dug out his heart and lungs.

His heart was crossed, and he didn't make up for the loss of people, and glared at Ge Zheng menacingly, "Hurry up, I'm hungry, since it's okay, hurry up and find a place to invite me to dinner!" ”

Ge Zheng lowered his head for a few seconds, and it took a long time to stand up, and he said with a smile, "Walk!" ”

Jiang Yi opened the car door again and sat in the co-pilot's seat.

I don't ask where Ge Zheng goes, where he goes, he can't sell him anyway.

"Eh, don't you think it's normal for the two of us to meet these times, it feels like the two of you are neurotic, either you are sick or I am sick," Jiang Yi sighed very emotionally, "And Gu Yifan is sick, it's really amazing!" ”

"Then how can we meet without being sick." Ge Zheng looked ahead and asked.

Jiang Yi tilted his head to look at him, "An Ansheng is in the classroom, in the library, in the supermarket or something, and in the place where normal students will meet, they are not sick." ”

Ge Zheng smiled and didn't speak.

Jiang Yi thought about it, and still asked, "Have you dealt with that matter?" Won't bother you anymore? ”

Ge Zheng frowned slightly, "It's okay for the time being." ”

"Oh," Jiang Yi paused, "then your injury ......"

"So worried about me?" Ge Zheng glanced at him, his mood changed too quickly, and he didn't have time to put on a smile, but with his tone, he looked a little serious.

Jiang Yi wanted to sneer, but he only said "um" when he came, and it took a long time before he said: "Your words are really bald, what are you worried about, you care, it's okay, it's too ambiguous to worry about what it is." ”

Ge Zheng's car stopped outside a residential house, quite far from the center of town.

Jiang Yi didn't get out of the car at first, his head poked out of the car window, looked up and said, "You let me go to your house for dinner?" ”

It's nothing to go to eat at home, anyway, it's all rented a house, and there are usually roommates, and the life of international students is boring, and they love to eat with each other.

But if it is a different person, it is nothing, and the Ge Zheng family will ...... It's not bad for Jiang Yi to think a lot, after all, he still has a white girlfriend, and he made such a fuss two days ago, that is, he is a person who has no emotional intelligence, and the internal and external plots are so connected, and he can also feel the embarrassment in it.

Jiang Yi really didn't want to go down until he had to.

Ge Zheng didn't care about him, raised his feet and walked inside, went up to the second floor, and after a while, looked down at him with a smile from the windowsill, waved his hand, and before he could speak, another head squeezed out next to him.

Hu Liang still looked lazy, his elbow was on Ge Zheng's shoulder, a cigarette was in his mouth, and he shouted: "Yo, I don't want to come up downstairs when I go downstairs, the noble man is a big shelf, and the stairs are too lazy to walk, or I will go down a rope, you tie your waist, and I will bring it up for you?" ”

It turned out to be Hu Liang's family.

Jiang Yi was relieved, got out of the car with a smile, and waved at Hu Liang.

"Move." Hu Liang looked at him for a long time and didn't move, and urged.

Jiang Yi tilted his head to look at him, "Wait for the rope!" ”

"!" Hu Liang pointed at him, smiled and turned to leave.

"Come on," Ge Zheng hooked his fingers, "I'll open the door for you." ”

Jiang Yi walked in, and after a turn in the house, he could see that it was also a two-bedroom apartment, the layout was nothing new, but the area was quite large, the living room was especially large, a decent couch, and there was actually a TV.

Behind the hair is a dining table, and the stool is long, and it looks like a picnic outdoors.

There are already several dishes on the table, all of which are Chinese-style quick stir-fry, and the taste is unknown, but it looks very similar to that.

The last dish was served by another boy, who was bald, slightly fat, and had been working in the kitchen, sweating all the time.

Hu Liang and Ge Zheng didn't help, so they leaned back on the sofa and waited.

Jiang Yi still had a little bit of the consciousness of a guest, so he hurriedly greeted him and helped to swing the chopsticks or something.

The big bald head wiped the sweat on his face with the hem of his clothes, scolded the sofa with a smile, and then said to Jiang Yi: "You just sit and eat, don't worry about anything, I will give you a serious person to eat when I cook these dishes, and feed those two people are feeding dogs!" ”

"Is there anything else you can help with?" Jiang Yi followed up the kitchen and saw the big bald head pouring soup dumplings there, it was quite a big pot, it was still sour soup, and it smelled fragrant, "I didn't know I was going to eat in advance, I didn't buy anything, I'm so embarrassed." ”

"You're welcome," the big bald head wiped a handful of sweat again, "I'm also a semi-finished product, and it's not troublesome to pour it into the pot and process it." ”

The bald head is called Feng Tian, the baby of the grassland people, particularly bold and practical, this house is shared by him and Hu Liang, and he is a small group of people who play better with Ge Zheng.

The dishes were all served, the four of them sat down separately, Ge Zheng opened a bottle of beer and put it in front of Jiang Yi, and opened another bottle for himself, he poured the wine by himself, and did not persuade others, it may be that the relationship is good and does not need to be persuaded, Feng Tian used the corkscrew to unscrew a bottle of red wine, poured a full glass, raised it high, looked at Hu Liang and Ge Zheng, glared at him and said, "If you don't speak again, I will cut you!" ”

Hu Liang didn't hold back his smile, raised his glass and hit it on Feng Tian's cup, "Happy birthday Mr. Feng, happy longevity and health, longevity and Tianqi!" ”

"Small second!" Ge Zheng also smiled and touched the cup.

Jiang Yi was really shocked, it was already very abrupt to come to eat and buy nothing, who would have thought that it would still be a birthday game, who would have thought that the birthday star would still be a chef.

My God, if I told him, he just finished cooking, and he would have jumped out and bought something in time.

"This is a trouble, I really don't know, Ge Zheng didn't tell me anything," Jiang Yi said sincerely, "Mr. Feng, happy birthday, every year has today, every year has today!" This is the lunar calendar? I'll give you another one another day! ”

"Yo hehe, it doesn't matter if it's true or not, it's useful to listen to it," Feng Tian smiled and drank a glass of wine with everyone, and said to Jiang Yi, "After laughing, I didn't take these two seriously, I don't like birthdays at this age, I'm bored, I just seize all the opportunities to make do with everyone to have a meal, and it's all an excuse for birthdays." ”

It's half true, it's still a serious thing to celebrate birthdays, but it's also true that it can provide a reason for a dinner, international students here are lonely, and it's also true that the longer you stay, the more lonely you become.

"You're going to Jenny again?" Hu Liang took a bite of scrambled eggs with tomatoes and glanced at Ge Zheng obliquely.

Ge Zheng nodded, "She's going to change her tires, so I'm going to help." ”

Hu Liang opened his mouth to say something, his eyes narrowed and glanced at Jiang Yi, swallowed it back, and didn't say anything.

Feng Tian didn't care about those, he put too much sweet and sour cabbage vinegar, inhaled while eating, and didn't forget to say to Jiang Yi: "You eat, eat more, my cooking doesn't taste good, but it's really full, don't let it go." ”

"It's delicious," Jiang Yi hurriedly said, "I haven't eaten home-cooked food for a long time, and I usually take fast food." ”

"Yo, Ge Zheng didn't cook you a meal to eat?" Feng Tian said.

Jiang Yi looked over at Ge Zheng and saw that he didn't eat much, so he put down his chopsticks in a few bites, and lit a cigarette while drinking, "He can cook?" "It doesn't look like it.

"Well done!" Feng Tian may not have understood the relationship between these two people, he didn't know the intimacy, so he didn't have a good grasp of the words, glanced at Ge Zheng, and said with a busy smile, "But if you don't do it for a long time, it is estimated that the hand is also raw, maybe it is not as good as me, come, Yi, you eat more." ”

"That's definitely better than me," Jiang Yi played a round for himself, "Mr. Feng is so professional, I haven't paid attention to it before, I don't seem to have seen it." ”

Feng Tian was a little embarrassed, "I studied human resources." ”

Hu Liang laughed, "I'm ashamed to say it myself." ”

"Get out! In the future, when I see your resume, I will give you both out! Feng Tian didn't hesitate to scold, raised his glass and bumped into Hu Liang.

Hu Liang took a bottle of beer, his posture became more lazy, leaned back on the back of the sofa, and sighed, "If we return to China in the future, everyone can be in the same place and help each other better." ”

"Then you can only rely on me," Feng Tian raised his eyebrows, "Anyway, he can't refer to Ge Zheng, and he won't go back." ”

Jiang Yizheng was drinking dumpling soup, raised his head when he heard this, glanced at Ge Zheng, didn't see any expression on his side, wanted to ask and bit his lip, hesitated for a moment, and then smiled, "Mr. Ge really has a wide range of roads." ”

Ge Zheng raised his head slightly, and the two of them looked at each other, both of them were stunned for a moment, and they didn't answer.

Feng Tian ate lively, and continued with his head bored, "Jiang Yi, where are you, you plan to go back to your hometown after graduation, or where?" ”

"Ah, oh," Jiang Yi retracted his gaze, "I'm from Bincheng." ”

Hu Liang smiled, "If you come out of a first-tier city, ordinary people can't settle down in a first-tier city after earning money for half their lives, and it's all over when they go back to their hometown." ”

"Cut, I'm not uncommon," Feng Tian also joked nonsense, "I don't want to go to a big city, there are many people in the car, it's better to go back to my hometown." ”

"That's," Hu Liang looked at him with the corners of his mouth hooked, "Why don't Mr. Feng learn HR, and go home with so many cattle and sheep waiting to be managed," he said and looked at Jiang Yi, "Our Mr. Feng's family is a big man in animal husbandry, if this is not a new batch of New Zealand sheep, if you don't listen to the birds, you don't grow meat, can we Feng always come here to suffer foreign crimes?" ”

Feng Tian laughed and scolded, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, so he kicked under the table, Hu Liang jumped up with a smile, ran over and hugged Feng Tian's head, kissed the back of the head, and snorted after kissing, "Brother, don't worry about me, don't be angry on your birthday." ”

Feng Tian is slightly chubby, but his skeleton is open, and his smile is quite festive and good-looking.

Seeing that these people are used to making trouble, Jiang Yi also laughed, anyway, everyone's topic is not in tune, no matter what they say, they can pass without two sentences, and they can't say anything completely, and they have forgotten what they have in front of them later.

However, Hu Liang gave people a different feeling, Jiang Yi only remembered his lazy chirping and crooked appearance, but he didn't expect to be quite able to make trouble in front of acquaintances in private.

After Hu Liang finished speaking, he went to the refrigerator to get wine.

Feng Tian still tried hard to let Jiang Yi eat vegetables.

Jiang Yi actually looked at the plate of pig's trotters in front of him for a long time, the color was red, shiny and oily, and a layer of verdant shallots was sprinkled on it, this kind of overly Chinese cuisine has never been touched since he went abroad, not even a Chinese restaurant.

In the past, I may not have the opportunity to eat it in China for half a year or a year, but in foreign countries, the more I don't have anything, the more I think about something, and I can't take my eyes off it when I see it.

But after eating all the way, no one moved the first chopsticks on this plate of pig's trotters, and Jiang Yi was reserved and endured it.

At present, Feng Tian persuaded him diligently, and Jiang Yi grabbed a piece and put it in the bowl.

Ge Zheng on the other side coughed lightly.

Jiang Yi took the pig's trotters and put them in his mouth, and while raising his eyes to look at Ge Zheng, he saw Ge Zheng smiling and shaking his head, his expression was very vague.

Jiang Yi immediately beat a little drum in his heart.

However, in the afterglow, Feng Tian actually put down his wine glass and looked at Jiang Yi intently, full of anticipation.

That's ...... It's mysterious.

But the arrow is on the string, he can't spit it back anymore, it's too rude.

Jiang Yi opened his mouth after hesitation, bit on the pig's trotters, and bit his upper and lower teeth fiercely...... The thread didn't move.

"Awesome!" Hu Liang walked back with a bag of beer in his hand, and stood by the door frame without moving.

Jiang Yi's eyes moved, under such attention, he thought that he would at least take a bite and not eat the rest, which was the same thing.

He was ruthless, and under pressure, he secretly slammed his teeth on the pig's trotters, and with a poof, he really bit into it.

It's just hard again...... Can't pull it out.

Depend on!

He opened his mouth in a daze, and found that the pig's trotter was hanging in the air and on his teeth.

"Hahaha!" Hu Liang stomped his feet with laughter and almost threw away the beer in his arms.

"Hey," Feng Tian sighed, "It seems that it still doesn't work if you don't stew and just stir-fry, and the new dish experiment has failed." ”

Jiang Yi also wanted to laugh a little, so he should have fun giving his birthday to his birthday star.

He was about to use his chopsticks to pull down, but Ge Zheng on the opposite side reached across the table, Jiang Yi could feel the other party's fingers touch between his lips and teeth, and dragged the pig's trotters with tooth marks down and threw them back on the plate.

I haven't had time to think about it yet.

Ge Zheng had already pulled out a tissue, reached over and wiped his mouth, rubbed the top of his head again, and said softly with a smile: "Feng Tian makes a whole person's dish every time, don't bother with them, I'll make it for you when you want to eat it." ”